TOTAL: 11 266! not horrible.

POSTED: none!

IN PROGRESS
-Bleach ABO with Ichigo and Grimmjow's fraccion (428 words. why am i stuck, it's finally the porn??? agh.)
-Grimmichi superheroes AU chapter 2 (...41... words...)
-Bloodsport chapter 3.5 (grimmichi in space) (459 words)
-Madara/Tobirama/Izuna naruto ABO thing (10 338 words, yeeeah all the bunnies went in that didn't they.)

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TOTAL: 13 699 words
:O
... mada/tobi what the FUCK.

POSTED but... not actually written in march haha welp
-superhero love triangle (zangetsu/grimmjow/ichigo superheroes AU; supervillain grimmjow gets nursed back to health by mysterious antihero zangetsu's mundane friend ichigo. oh no he's cute ensues.)

WIP
-superhero love triangle chapter 2!! (1 056 words) (i stg i posted and ten minutes later i had an idea for more of it. self. self what.)
-bloodsport chapter 3.5 (139 words :X)
-Alpha ichigo/omega grimmjow and his fraccion ABO fic (1 242 words)
-naruto: Alpha Madara/Omega Tobirama and now also beta Izuna wtf ABO fic (9 107 words)
-naruto: Alpha Madara/Alpha Tobirama (2 155 words) (another one?? aaaa)

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Total: 6 654 words.
...uuugghhghgh.

POSTED:
-Throw Thy Cloak Aside to Feed Me - Chapter 5, Gil/Agatha/Tarvek psychic wolves AU (4 056 words)

IN PROGRESS
-that weird urban fantasy grimmichi AU that is STILL not going anywhere (174 words)
-Ichigo/Grimmjow/His fraccion ABO (1 328 words)
-grimmichi Haunting Me Haunting You soulmates fic (94... words...)
-naruto: uchiha madara/senju tobirama ABO fic that is developing a hugeass plot godfuckingdamnit no where did it even COME FROM ??? (1 002 words and they haven't even met yet uguguhghgh)

(due to subject matter the ABO teasers will imply p. dubconny stuff.)
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TOTAL: 6 606 words
that's all. :( uughghg this month SUCKED. why? idk. just, nops all around. maybe less free time at work, even tho i didn't think i was writing very much at work anyway... ugh.

POSTED
-Bleach : Bloodsport chapter 3 (Grimmjow/Ichigo psychic/scifi/space AU) (2 463 words)

WIP
-Bleach - ABO ichigo/grimmjow&his fraccion (1 952 words)
-Girl Genius - psychic Wolves Gil fic - chapter 5 (1 431 words)
-Bleach - Bloodsport interlude scraps that I probably won't keep (704 words)
-Bleach - the superheroes one (...56... words)

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DECEMBER TOTAL: 3 523 words
... that's it? that's it.
i'mma kill my cousin. just saying. fucking thyphoid mary. six perfect vacation days lost to shitting my brains out, and i don't get any more vacation days until this summer. i'mma murder her.

POSTED: nothin!

WIP
-Bleach Daemon AU: arrancars in ksuke's basement that i STILL don't know where it's going (427 words)
-Bleach Daemon AU: Starrk and Lilynette in Soul Society (341 words)
-grimmichi superheroes AU (980 words)
-grimmichihime: Oxytocin (329 words, and for sure i'm throwing out the last fifty of them and maybe all of them idk, cannot brain this fic.)
-ichigo/grimmjow&fraccion ABO fic (5...4... words holy shit that's all???? really????????)
-bloodsport!!! (1 392 words, of which i'm gonna have to rewrite/delete like 500 because they're the wrong POV but! progress! and the plot seems to ahve been hammered out!!! g a s p.)

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YEARLY WORD COUNT: 2019

jan: 16 368
feb: 32 808
mar: 25 336
apr: 22 598
may: 11 651
jun: 9 175
jul: 7 069
aug: 4 196
sep: 2 356
oct: 6 829
nov: 17 700
dec: 3 523
TOTAL: 159 609
AVERAGE: 13 300.


2010: 136 235, average: 11 353/month. ... :X :X :X
2011: 167 675, average: 13 973/month. :X
2012: 332 396, average: 27 700/month. eeeeeeee.
2013: 396 917, average: 33 076/month !!!!!!!!
2014: 315 332, average: 26 276/month ... :X
2015: 206 403, average: 17 200/month.
2016: 127 495, average: 10 625/month. >:(
2017: 80 828, avergage: 6 736/month. .__.
2018: 128 033, avergage: 10 669/month. FUCK YOU 2017.
2019: 159 609, average: 13 300/month. huh!

i was expecting to have done worse than this because i found a full time job in june and it drastically cut into my writing time, but my inspiration and drive haven't been doing great for a couple years before that anyway, so i'm surprised but it's kind of nice that i managed so much anyway.

one thing i'm disappointed in is that i was doing so well on my to-be-published ofics and then grimmichi hit me in the face and i still haven't managed to carve out some time to get back to at least finish the immanuel/dhalion one. it's so close to being done. ugh.
another thing is i didn't manage to publish another motdp or BT chapter. that's very annoying. i'm so close to the end for motdp. between three and ten chapters?? will try to find myself some people who will have the time and willpower to sit on me as i do my best impression of a tantrumming child while dragging the last of it out, it's an idea i've had for months and never convinced myself to implement. ugh self.

oh yeah, all that and i might have adhd? well. okay then. niow i just gotta spend the next couple years talking myself into finding a specialist so i can know for sure before i hit fifty. :X

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TOTAL: 17 700
:O gasp!

POSTED
nothin!

WIP
-bleach: psychic wolves chapter 5 (4 802 words)
-bleach: superheroes fic that i didn't wanna write nooo (2 236 words)
-bleach: ABO: the one with alpha ichigo / grimmjow and his fraccion (9 432 words)
-girl genius: daemon AU: passholdt (283 words)
-bleach: urban fantasy AU (947 words)

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TOTAL: 6 829 words.
progress...? progress. Progress.

POSTED
-ichigo+his swords/grimmjow silly ABO ficlet (234 words)
-BT 'verse Bro/Noir, aftercare (1 075 words, kinda love this one and have been wanting to write this scene for YEARS. aaahhhh.)
-Karkat Gamzee, pale porn, "You told him WHAT?" (177 words, mneh)
-davekat: Halloween Masquerade Ball (pretty meh) (60 words)
-Girl genius - Tarvek, Anevka, Martellus post-Aaronev murder (495 words)
-Grimmjow ichigo Orihime at the zoo dialogue bit (mehhh) (93 words)

WIP
-Ofic: Plagueconsorts: Dhalion/Immanuel chapter 6 (583 words)
-Bleach: Daemon AU: fullbringers fic (543 words)
-Bleach: Bloodsport chapter 3 (351 words) (have been deleting and sewing back together and generally juggling a lot of awkward things with this fic, but i WILL get past these plot dead ends. i WILL. >:E)
-Bleach: alpha!Ichigo/omega!Grimmjow+his fraccion ABO (>:3) (2 454 words) (I WANT A SERIES OF ALL POSSIBLE COMBOS AND LIKE A DOZEN PAIRINGS AND HAREMS AAAA >:O)
-Bleach: A Beast is in the Heart (psychic wolves AU chapter 5) (579 words)
-Bleach: The soulmates haunting fic! (185 words)

yeah so it was a lot of random ficlets and editing/adding lines here and there on current fic more than advbancing with big scenes, but still. progress was had? i'm okay with it.

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TOTAL: 2 356
:( jeeeesus.

POSTED: nada.

WIP
-Grimmichi daemon AU: the one with the fullbringers (1 234 words)
-Bloodsport (55... words...)
-Ichigo/Grimmjow/Orihime: Oxytocin chapter 4 (1 058 words, many of which i might not keep in the end. ugh.)

on the upside i did a lot of plotting and cleaning up messy dumping grounds of ideas. so. not all bad. but jesus i need to carve up some me time in my new routine already.

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TOTAL: 4 196
... uuuuuuuuuuuuuughghgh.

POSTED
-Grimmichi: Haunting Me Haunting You - chapter 3 (3 431 words) (soulmates AU)

WORK IN PROGRESS
-Grimm/Ichi/Orihime cuddle drugs fic: Oxytocin (38 words) (sobs)
-Bleach Daemon AU: the xcution arc (344 words)
-Bloodsport chapter 3 (393 words) (why so stuck aaaaaa)

Also posted: Oxytocin chapter 1.

i cannot fucken CONCENTRATE this month. work has been dead because everyone else is on vacation and yet i spend all my days with a document open and not adding a single line to it. then i come back home and will you look at that, by the time i have had my decompression alone time and done everything i needed to do i don't even have time to get online and talk with people, never mind enough time to get into a writing headspace. so much augh.

i'll find a rhythm eventually but atm it is very flop.

...i MIGHT manage brainy things better if i didn't spend so much of my post-bedtime time telling myself it's okay if i only sleep six or less hours because i'm reading shit tho. >_>;;;; no, asuka, post-bedtime night time is not actually free no-consequences time.

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TOTAL: 7 069

boooooooo.

buuuuut i also got a full-time job, SO. u___u

POSTED
-bleach daemon AU: let's go and throw all the songs we know into the sea - Grimmjow and Ichigo's romantic as balls first date as told through a series of outsider povs.(4626 words)

WIP
-bleach: daemon AU, random grimmjow pov that's pretty aimless and idk where it's going but i like exploring the dynamics with other daemon-seeking hollows (703 words)
-bleach: ichigo/grimmjow/orihime cuddle drug fic (981 words)
-bleach: bloodsport (649 words) (i am so fucking stuck on that porn. they do not want to rivals xenofuck and keep trying to turn it to cuddles. what the fuck, guys. what the entire fuck. at least it's still xeno cuddlefuck but damn it.)
-ofic: hatefuckers: immanuel/dhalion (112 words but also lots of edits, so. no teasers tho because this tiny barely-drbble-length thing is somehow spoiler city.)

also edited jor plagueconsorts fic AND first landlord for eventual publication. nothing new but smoother now. u.u-b

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TOTAL: 9 175 words.
not great but on the other hand I GOT A FULLTIME JOB AAAAA aaaa !!! so, you know. no guilt.

POSTED
-Ichigo/Grimmjow Daemon AU: Moustache Allergy (4 638 words)

WIP
-grimm/orihime/ichigo cuddle drugs fic (214 words) (stalled so goddamn hard. booooo. i won't be teasering the results. nothing is that good out of context.)
-Ofic: hatefuckers: dhalion/immanuel chapter 6 (1 621 words) (FUCKING FINALLY HAAA.)
-grimmjow/ichigo: bloodsport chapter 3 (2 155 words) (over half is rewording and edits of previous shit but i'm counting it as new writing ok shush. it fought me really hard. >_>)
-Homestuck: midnight on the demon patrol (532 words) (not very much but i have very nice notes now. all clean and furnished.)

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TOTAL: 11 651
... that's ALL?

fukken space fic stalling so hard and blocking everything else. UGH.

POSTED
-bleach: grimmichi soulmates: The one where you get songs stuck in your head (1 683 words)
-bleach: daemon AU: Better Than TV (1 791 words, keigo pov on grimmjow/ichigo)

also posted but written earlier: Bloodsport chapters 1&2 (psionics in space, grimmjow/ichigo, enemies to lovers, unethical experimentation, cannibalism mentions, etc)

WIP
-bleach: grimmichi soulmates: sharing dreams (108 words)
-bleach: daemon AU: ... probably first kiss fic? (306 words)
-bleach: daemon AU: outside pov on first date (3 825 words)
-girl genius: psychic wolves (22 words) (= _____= At Least The Scene Is Complete haaaaaa ha ha.)
-ofic: dhalion & immanuel (672 words) (mother of DICK i was supposed to have this published in MARCH aaaaaaaaazlmjbg sldgntnb rrygyh)
-bleach: bloodsport chapter 3 - grimmichi (3 244 words, of which i probably have to throw away upwards of 2700, some of which are VERY GOOD but DO NOT FIT i am so ughsdmbjsm. so much hate. hate and false starts. hate and false starts and cockblocking. hate.)

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TOTAL: 22 598
nice! esp since i got stuck like a mofo in the last two weeks.

Everything is bleach. everything.

POSTED
-Bloodsport chapter 1, Grimmjow/Ichigo psychic/scifi/military AU (5 061 words)
-not as brave as you were at the start, daemon AU, Kon-centric. (4 331 words)

WORK IN PROGRESS
-Bloodsport chapter 2 (10 468 words) (motherfucker. i'mma end up having to cut it in two at this rate. FUCK ALRFEADY AAAAA.)
-Bloodsport deleted bits (663 words)
-psychic wolves chapter 5 (79 words) (laaaaaame.)
-daemon AU, grimmjow thing that idk where it's even going and may not keep. (1 608 words)
-Haunting Me Haunting You chapter 3 (388 words)

also posted: Haunting Me Haunting You chapters 1&2 (grimmjow/ichigo AU where soulmates haunt each other after they die)

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i said i would not post it on tumblr or ao3. this isn't either of those. doesn't count. right??? >_>

anyway scifi/psychic grimmjow/ichigo enemy sex in space. or something. nsfw.

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"Heeeey. I'd recognize that hair anywhere. Ain't you the fucker who keeps cockblocking my shots?"

The last place Ichigo wanted to hear about his hair was in an alien forest on an alien planet in the middle of a quote-unquote "polite" standoff with an Arrancar hunter squad, and the last fucking person he wanted to hear it from was some asshole with hair as vividly blue as his own was orange.

He said nothing, though. Fourteen months under Captain Quilge Opie had broken him of opening his mouth unless addressed by a superior, and the Arrancar wasn't that.

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TOTAL: 25 336
holy shit daemon AU

though i had WIPs to get back to and i didn't do that much. ugh grimmjow stop being hot.

POSTED
-Bleach: Masaki meets her future son, same 'verse as Dinner and a Show (2 610 words, not yet on AO3 cuz depending on what else i manage for the 'verse idk if i'll want a series or a collection)
-Bleach: Daemon AU: All Cats Are Black in the Dark - Ichigo and Grimmjow-centric daemon AU (Ichigo's daemon is not a friggin' panther thank you very much) (5 852 words)
-Bleach: Daemon AU: Leucanthemum vulgare (grimmjow regains his daemon) (3 624 words)
-Bleach: Daemon AU: A Modest Proposal (the "I Can't Believe It's Not Cannibalism" edition) (finally some grimmichi yee) (6 944 words)

WORK IN PROGRESS
-Homestuck: midnight on the demon patrol (462 words LAAAAAAAAAAME)
-Girl Genius: the gil psychic wolves fic (215 words but at least this scene is now OVER)
-Bleach: cuddle fic (690 words. i got so stuck on this one. why. it's cuddles. why is there plot.)
-Bleach: ghost haunting soulmate fic (298 words)
-Bleach: psychic wolves chapter 5 (1 008 words)
-Bleach: silly "whoops szayel made the arrancar lust for visored" crack thing that i may never touch again, who knows (909 words)
-Bleach: Daemon AU: Kon and Kai (1 975 words)
-Bleach: Daemon AU: random start to another grimmjow and his arrancars pov ficlet idk meh (156 words)

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TOTAL: 32 808 WORDS HOLY SHIT GUYS

H O L Y SHIT

POSTED O_O
-BLEACH: A Beast is in the Heart - chapter 4 (3 243 words)
-GIRL GENIUS: Now and Always - Zeetha/Higgs soulmates ficlet (341 words)
-BLEACH: three grimmjow/ichigo soulmates ficlets, one grimm/ichi/hime, one grimm/ichi/nel/harribel (2 109 words)
-NARUTO: Naruto/Sasuke/Sakura soulmates ficlet (67 words)
-HOMESTUCK: Jade/Dave//Karkat soulmates pesterlog ficlet (381 words)


WORKS IN PROGRESS @_@
-GIRL GENIUS: Throw Thy Cloak Aside to Feed Me - chapter 5 (2 190 words)
-BLEACH: Ichigo/Grimmjow/Orihime cuddle drugs fic (14 878 words) (Ô_____o)
-BLEACH: Ichigo/Grimmjow soulmates fic: the one where your soulmate's ghost haunts you (9 533 words) ê__ê
-random start to random idea i'm not gonna keep it's really pointless (66 words)

X_X i gotta get me more memes.

but serously now where are my other fandom and my ofic at.

TOTAL: 16 368

POSTED
-Bleach: Yield - ichigo/grimmjow, vasto lorde!ichigo, rape (5 658 words)
-Bleach: the victor wants none of your damn spoils - grimmjow/ichigo, humor, kissing (1 114 words)
-Bleach: Dinner and a Show - pre-Grimmjow/Ichigo, time travel, humor/fluff, adjuchas Grimmjow (4 474 words)

also posted but written earlier:
-A Beast Is in the Heart - Ichigo/Grimmjow psychic wolves AU


WIP
-Girl Genius: psychic wolves (71 words orz so stuck)
-Girl Genius: daemons AU: passholdt (208 words BUT fixed the problem, so am still satisfied)
-Bleach: A beast is in the heart chapter 4 - Grimmjow/Ichigo, psychic wolves, porn (1 635 words)
-Bleach: ichigo/orihime/grimmjow cuddle drugs fic that may be slowly dying idk boo it was cute (337 words)
-Bleach: ichigo/nelliel/grimmjow/harribel pr0nz that i may never continue (364 words)
-Ofic: Plague-Consorts: Dhalion/Immanuel (2 507 words)

New Fandom Energy is a scary thing. :X goddamn it you jerks, let me write other things.

DECEMBER TOTAL: 17 635

POSTED
-Bleach: Candy for Cannibals (Grimmjow/Ichigo, nc-17, 4 918 words)

WIP
-Bleach: Grimmjow/Ichigo psychic wolves (9 010 words) o.O
-Bleach: Grimmjow/Ichigo/Orihime cuddle drugs (2 457 words) :3
-Ofic: Plague Consorts: Jor/Nanuk (586 words) D:
-Ofic: Plague Consorts: Dhalion/Immanuel (599 words) D:
-Girl Genius: Ground Fire (Agatha and Daemons) (65 words) D:

Fairly alright, since i was interrupted so much by family visits and holiday stuff and my keyboard being borked... Still, I'm disappoint I didn't progress more on ofic and didn't manage to touch demon patrol. Grimmjow stole my brain this month i stg.

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jan: 1 553 => D:
feb: 1 579 => D:
mar: 7 713
apr: 12 180
may: 11 425
jun: 9 246
jul: 14 774
aug: 5 676 => :/
sep: 6 840 => :X
oct: 13 744
nov: 25 668 => o_o!!
dec: 17 635 :D

YEARLY TOTAL: 128 033 words
AVERAGE: 10 669

2010: 136 235, average: 11 353/month. ... :X :X :X
2011: 167 675, average: 13 973/month. :X
2012: 332 396, average: 27 700/month. eeeeeeee.
2013: 396 917, average: 33 076/month !!!!!!!!
2014: 315 332, average: 26 276/month ... :X
2015: 206 403, average: 17 200/month.
2016: 127 495, average: 10 625/month. >:(
2017: 80 828, avergage: 6 736/month. .__.
2018: 128 033, avergage: 10 669/month. FUCK YOU 2017.

This year hasn't generally been great for writing, but when I could I really could, AND it's still a clear progress from last year and the by far worst months were at the very start so fuck yes, I'll take it.

idk why but i'm *obsessed* with grimmjow cuddling atm. like. scary half-feral asshole being snuggly. because idk, cats or something? i wrote one fic about it already! apparently it wasn't enough. yeah, fuck you too, brain.

now i've got a different, ichigo/grimmjow/orihime bunny of all things. UGH. uuugh. ugughghgh. actually i have even more than that but the rest is entirely plotless and unwritable. =__= brain, come ON. something else? no? okay.