Nothing - The Script

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her
As they take me to my local down the street
I'm smiling but I'm dying trying not to drag my feet

They say a few drinks will help me to forget her
But after one too many I know that I'm never
Only they can't see where this is gonna end
But they all think I'm crazy but to me it's perfect sense

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind turn it all around

I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words,
And she'll listen this time even though they're slurred,
So I dialed her number and confessed to her,
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing (nothing, nothing...)

So I stumble there, along the railings and the fences
I know if we're face to face then she'll come to her senses
Every drunk step and path leads me to her door
If she sees how much I'm hurting
She'll take me back for sure

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind turn it all around

I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words,
And she'll listen this time even though they're slurred,
So I dialed her number and confessed to her,
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing (nothing, nothing...)
She said nothing (nothing nothing)
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing (nothing...)
I got nothing (nothing...)
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing

Oh sometimes love's intoxicating
Oh you're coming down your hands are shaking
When you realise there's no one waiting

Am I better off dead
Am I better off a quitter
They say I'm better off now
Than I ever was with her

And my mates are all there trying to calm me down
'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town
I'm swearing if I go there now
I can change her mind turn it all around

I know that I'm drunk but I'll say the words,
And she'll listen this time even though they're slurred,
So I dialed her number and confess to her,
I'm still in love but all I heard was nothing (nothing, nothing...)
She said nothing (Nothing, nothing...)
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing (Nothing, nothing...)
I got nothing (Nothing, nothing...)
Oh I wanted words but all I heard was nothing
Oh I got nothing (Nothing, nothing...)
I got nothing, I got nothing

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.”

"When we love, we partly, or wholly, relinquish our conditions and checklists, for the sake of making them feel that we love them for who they are, and not for who we wish they’d be.”

“We embrace despite the fear of wounding ourselves with the thorns they put up. We take them and let them in, these people we love, fully aware of the danger that they might not choose to stay.”

“For when we love, we take that leap of faith, and we close our eyes shut and we wish that either the fall is not too far below, or that somehow, we grow wings.”

Lawmed dance is over!! One of the best experiences in my life (: Glad I put in that effort and time to do something self-satisfactory. Will miss the warm-ups (training deltoids to wide awake HAHA, doing failed splits, 2 minute planks and kicks) and the times spent learning the dances, getting confused over the formations and blocking and timing! Will miss learning other people's dances (couple dance!) and acting smexy to each other! Will not forget that immense sense of fulfillment learning everything and performing it; second time pushing myself out of my comfort zone since snd times! (':

23 February 2013

So Close by Jon Maclaughlin

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive

A life goes by
Romantic dreams must die
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I want is to hold you
So close

So close to reaching that famous happy ending
Almost believing this one's not pretending
And now you're beside me and look how far we've come
So far, we are, so close

How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
To reaching that famous happy ending
Almost believing this one's not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close
So close
And still so far

爱情转移

徘徊过多少橱窗 住过多少旅馆
才会觉得分离也并不冤枉
感情是用来浏览 还是用来珍藏
好让日子天天都过得难忘
熬过了多久患难 湿了多长眼眶
才能知道伤感是爱的遗产
流浪几张双人床 换过几次信仰
才让戒指义无返顾的交换

把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样 享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是捉不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
让虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转 等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站 想开往地老天荒 需要多勇敢

烛光照亮了晚餐 照不出个答案
恋爱不是温馨的请客吃饭
床单上扑满花瓣 拥抱让它成长
太拥挤就开到了别的土壤
感情需要人接班 接近换来期望
期望带来失望的恶性循环
短暂的总是浪漫 漫长总会不满
烧完美好青春换一个老伴

把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样 享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是捉不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
让虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转 等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站 想开往地老天荒 需要多勇敢

把一个人的温暖转移到另一个的胸膛
让上次犯的错反省出梦想
每个人都是这样 享受过提心吊胆
才拒绝做爱情待罪的羔羊
回忆是捉不到的月光握紧就变黑暗
让虚假的背影消失于晴朗
阳光在身上流转 等所有业障被原谅
爱情不停站 想开往地老天荒 需要多勇敢
你不要失望 荡气回肠是为了 最美的平凡

Don't be scared, you'll never change what's been and gone.
May your smile shine on,
Don't be scared, your destiny will keep you on.

'Cause all of the stars have faded away,
Just try not to worry, you'll see them some day.
Take what you need and be on your way,
And stop crying your heart out.

-

20 plus days to A's, didn't dare to count exactly how many but it really scares me.



free-falling @ 9.16pm

Growing up makes people more skeptical about the world around them - no this can't be real and nah that won't happen.
Maybe we've become more realistic with our expectations, or maybe we've just put the boundaries up for ourselves.
Can't help but feeling like I was more shameless in the past, more carefree and daring.
And as I grew older, kind of felt like I'm beginning to tell myself some things' are just not for me to try.
Maybe it's not growing up, maybe it's just me. 
~

Today I learned a new definition of working hard. (it's not the number of questions you do or the number of books you do, it's the number of times you redo those books)
~

free-falling @ 10.56pm

(:
life has given me more than i've asked for, i won't be greedy, i'm contented
maybe one day, it'll give me more than i deserve, but that's just my wishful thinking and i'm already thankful for all that i have




free-falling @ 12.40am

Last year went by too quickly. Come to think of it, everything is still in a blur in my memory, and i'm still in a daze. Then again, I'm always in a daze. Can't really believe i'm going to be 18 years old soon, it still hasn't hit me that i've turned 16 :O Sometimes i really wonder what i've done with my life in rgs hahaha when i'm already on to my final year in ri. 

New year resolutions:
work harder
play harder

ah just hope that i will take things as they come~ and i'll be a happier kid who doesn't fear anything (:


Just heard really nice piano songs by yiruma: kiss the rain, river flows in you (: hahaha it's times like this that make me regret quitting piano because I had no faith in myself when I was a stupid little kid hahaha ): shall get the scores of kiss the rain online and try it on guitar instead.
Shall go back to searching on constitutional democracy and maybe colour blindness if I haven't fallen asleep :D

free-falling @ 2.56am