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Jul. 25th, 2026

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hello you.

hello world. it's me again.
phew. look how far we've come.

you are now in your room, in Bangkok, Thailand.
you're reading all your old posts about school, your dance life, your heartbreaks, your friendships, families, the people you've lost, your adventures.

all the dreams you once had, well... some of them didnt come true

but you made it to NEW YORK in 2019.
in 2018, you auditioned for Drag Race Thailand and you're places 4th.
you made a name for yourself or your drag persona, Vanda Miss Joaquim.

you moved to Thailand in 2023 and 3 years later, you're still here,
thriving in the streets of Silom Soi 4. you have a drag residency
in Stranger Bar. you have a Cat. you have a partner, well, you're still trying to figure out whether it's still working but its been 6 years you guys been together. his name is Paul. and you love him.

Mum is still alive. your nephew that you spoke about is serving the nation. where you used to take care of. you've lost a couple of friends through death,
Khairul, Afez, Fauzi and a couple of friends you've met growing up.
Some of your friends are still alive but you've parted ways with them.

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Jun. 9th, 2015

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Jun. 8th, 2015

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goodnight goodnight

You left me hanging from a thread we once swung from together
I've lick my wounds but I can't ever see them getting better
Something's gotta change
Things cannot stay the same

Her hair was pressed against her face, her eyes were red with anger
Enraged by things unsaid and empty beds and bad behavior
Something's gotta change
It must be rearranged, oh

I'm sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of the heavy world
So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, hope that things work out all right, yeah
Whoa

The room was silent as we all tried so hard to remember
The way it feels to be alive
The day that he first met her
Something's gotta change
Things cannot stay the same

You make me think of someone wonderful, but I can't place her
I wake up every morning wishing one more time to face her
Something's gotta change
It must be rearranged, oh

I'm sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world
So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, hope that things work out all right

So much to love
So much to learn
But I won't be there to teach you, oh
I know I can be close
But I try my best to reach you

I'm so sorry, I did not mean to hurt my little girl
It's beyond me, I cannot carry the weight of a heavy world
So goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, goodnight, goodnight, goodnight
Goodnight, hope that things work out all right, yeah

Feb. 24th, 2014

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ready baby?

V

i know that i cant stand the pain
but let all my loved ones, living, deserves what they need.

assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh x

Feb. 22nd, 2014

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Feb. 21st, 2014

under my umbrella

heart

“For ages you have come and gone
courting this delusion.
For ages you have run from the pain
and forfeited the ecstasy.
So come, return to the root of the root
of your own soul.

Although you appear in earthly form
Your essence is pure Consciousness.
You are the fearless guardian
of Divine Light.
So come, return to the root of the root
of your own soul.

When you lose all sense of self
the bonds of a thousand chains will vanish.
Lose yourself completely,
Return to the root of the root
of your own soul.

You descended from Adam, by the pure Word of God,
but you turned your sight
to the empty show of this world.
Alas, how can you be satisfied with so little?
So come, return to the root of the root
of your own soul.

Why are you so enchanted by this world
when a mine of gold lies within you?
Open your eyes and come ---
Return to the root of the root
of your own soul.

You were born from the rays of God's Majesty
when the stars were in their perfect place.
How long will you suffer from the blows
of a nonexistent hand?
So come, return to the root of the root
of your own soul.

You are a ruby encased in granite.
How long will you decieve Us with this outer show?
O friend, We can see the truth in your eyes!
So come, return to the root of the root
of your own soul.

After one moment with that glorious Friend
you became loving, radiant, and ecstatic.
Your eyes were sweet and full of fire.
Come, return to the root of the root
of your own soul.

Shams-e Tabriz, the King of the Tavern
has handed you an eternal cup,
And God in all His glory is pouring the wine.
So come! Drink!
Return to the root of the root
of your own soul.

Soul of all souls, life of all life - you are That.
Seen and unseen, moving and unmoving - you are That.
The road that leads to the City is endless;
Go without head and feet
and you'll already be there.
What else could you be? - you are That.”

- Rumi

Jan. 28th, 2014

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today

I know you
I walked with you once upon a dream.
I know you
The gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam
Yes, I know it's true
that visions are seldom all they seem
But if I know you, I know what you'll do
You'll love me at once
the way you did once upon a dream
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Dec. 30th, 2013

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