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倒带 [Dec. 30th, 2014|02:46 am]
hui

I felt a sudden urge to come back here tonight and read all the thoughts I had before before work started, before graduation and before university even.

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Moved [Feb. 2nd, 2013|05:01 am]
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If anyone still reads this space, I've moved to happykookie.wordpress.com ! :) This blog has so many memories for me, but I've realised wordpress is easier to use. See ya
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(no subject) [Jan. 23rd, 2013|12:18 am]
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Everyone has regrets in life. Sad to say mine is you. You've created an entirely new definition of love/hate for me.

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Travel [Jan. 6th, 2013|08:33 pm]
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At last I have begun on my exchange! :)
Sitting here in a Munich apartment feels so surreal. In fact, the past week of travelling to different European countries hasn't quite sunk in yet. We've been rushing around airports and train stations - there is hardly time to collect my thoughts. Above all, I keep thinking I'm on holiday and I'll be returning soon when in fact everything is only beginning. But there is no rush, I suppose the next 6 months will be over before I realise.

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(no subject) [Dec. 20th, 2012|01:51 am]
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20 at last! I wish for empathy and patience so I can be a better person to those who should matter. Teenhood was undeniably bittersweet - growing into and (hopefully) out of awkwardness, making amazing friends then losing some, carefree sunshiny days accompanied by bouts of stormy depression, loss and heartache.

Here's to a new period of possibly liberating but mortifiying experiences. I shall begin adulthood with a most straightforward confession that I am in fact very, very scared for what is to come.
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The start of the end [Nov. 21st, 2012|06:54 pm]
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It's true that time reveals a person more and more. Like sea washed rocks which become stripped down to salt grains. I see you clearer and clearer each day: indirect, evasive, defensive and worst of all undependable. Then I see myself clearer too - I'm paranoid and calculative. I worry and over think and I always wish someone would share my pains with me but there never is. Worst of all I easily forget. I forget feelings I've had before.

Maybe I'm just not meant to be with anyone.

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(no subject) [Nov. 21st, 2012|06:36 pm]
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I will be better than this. Better than you.
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I've got that summertime, summertime sadness [Nov. 11th, 2012|02:02 am]
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Another round of exams, another semester has passed in the blink of an eye. Before I know it I'll be out in the cut-throat world with my corporate mask on. Sometimes I wonder why no one else seems as confused as I do. Or perhaps everyone else just learnt to fake it really well.
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Break and burn and end [Oct. 27th, 2012|04:07 pm]
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Mid-terms have passed and I'm so glad to put down that stone. I was ridiculously stressed out for the week and even 2 hours before the paper I couldn't balance the balance sheet I was practicing. I finally feel some semblance of normality and peace easing back into my daily life.

In other news my chances of successfully going for exchange have risen substantially. There's a part of me that wants to get away and see the world (like in the picture above) but the young and insecure girl in me doesn't want to leave and is just waiting for a screw up in the applications. I confuse myself sometimes.
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Mindless waiting [Oct. 11th, 2012|09:44 pm]
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Life has become a boring senseless cycle. There was a time when everything had colour, when things I read excited me, difficult tutorials were interesting and I always kept my thoughts to the future. Now I wither away in the corners of classes, ducking my head and turning away when I'm called out. I don't want to participate in anything; I feel like I've lost my way and I'm just waiting for something to happen. Waiting.
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