My sister asked me once,
"Between EQ and IQ, if you can only pick one, which would you choose?"
So that's basically an idiot with hell lots of friends or a genius living in his own world.
Interesting.
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I don't know what to expect right now.
The clock is ticking away but my life is on a hiatus right now.
11.1.11
20
"Between EQ and IQ, if you can only pick one, which would you choose?"
So that's basically an idiot with hell lots of friends or a genius living in his own world.
Interesting.
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I don't know what to expect right now.
The clock is ticking away but my life is on a hiatus right now.
11.1.11
20
Family
Uni
Company
baiKa
Feels like standing at the top of the world screaming my lungs out.
What the fuck am I doing in my life.
Always trying to do things other people's way (except my mother's sometimes)
Always trying to be the good kid that makes sure things turn out right
Always trying to achieve the best results I can (although I say I can't)
Always trying to fit in and impress people
Always being mean to people who actually bother to listen to what I have to say
Always lacking my own ideas and views
Always caring about my own damn "face"
And in the end,
Always alone.
Lol I'm not trying to gain sympathy out of anyone. I already have a much better life than lots of people.
I just wish I can (bring myself to) do things differently, do it my way.
Jimmy shoes busted both his legs, trying to learn to fly
From a second story window, he just jumped and closed his eyes
His momma said he was crazy, he said "Momma, I've got to try
Don't you know that all my heroes died
And I guess, I'd rather die than fa-fa-fade away, yeah"
No guts.
Uni
Company
baiKa
Feels like standing at the top of the world screaming my lungs out.
What the fuck am I doing in my life.
Always trying to do things other people's way (except my mother's sometimes)
Always trying to be the good kid that makes sure things turn out right
Always trying to achieve the best results I can (although I say I can't)
Always trying to fit in and impress people
Always being mean to people who actually bother to listen to what I have to say
Always lacking my own ideas and views
Always caring about my own damn "face"
And in the end,
Always alone.
Lol I'm not trying to gain sympathy out of anyone. I already have a much better life than lots of people.
I just wish I can (bring myself to) do things differently, do it my way.
Jimmy shoes busted both his legs, trying to learn to fly
From a second story window, he just jumped and closed his eyes
His momma said he was crazy, he said "Momma, I've got to try
Don't you know that all my heroes died
And I guess, I'd rather die than fa-fa-fade away, yeah"
No guts.
Bag - charles n keith
Wallet - errr black leather
Less important:
Clothes - jeans + cardi + dress?
Shoes
Watch
Glasses
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I've been pretty pms-y these two days.
I guess I just need to do something to entertain myself.
Sometimes it just feels like I'm fighting this battle alone and no one understands what I'm going through.
Money makes the world go round. I want money. Will work for it if I have to.
I guess I just need to do something to entertain myself.
Sometimes it just feels like I'm fighting this battle alone and no one understands what I'm going through.
Money makes the world go round. I want money. Will work for it if I have to.
Studying has become a chore.
Can't find the same studying momentum I had for As.
Shall attribute this to:
1. my own laziness
2. friends who study like me/the same stuff
3. venue w/o distractions to study (rj was rly a damn good place to isolate oneself from TV and internet)
Been here for 5.5 hours. I think I need some shopping therapy.
Gonna earn some money tmr. Now that's a motivation.
Time to get a watch for exams.
Can't find the same studying momentum I had for As.
Shall attribute this to:
1. my own laziness
2. friends who study like me/the same stuff
3. venue w/o distractions to study (rj was rly a damn good place to isolate oneself from TV and internet)
Been here for 5.5 hours. I think I need some shopping therapy.
Gonna earn some money tmr. Now that's a motivation.
Time to get a watch for exams.
Actually I have no rights to judge anyone if I can't even get past myself. Am I a hypocrite?
Not so sure about myself anymore.
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What do you do when the past that you are trying to let go keeps haunting you time after time?
I need to talk to somebody who will tell me it's okay. But even I'm ashamed of myself.
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op date keeps postponing. at this rate i don't need to do sports forever. fat ahliew.
doesn't understand why the doc insists on being my surgeon. strange woman.
currently fixed on 11th jan, second day of sem two. don't know what to make of it. hmm.
hahaha but quite scared to go under the knife. wake up and feel pain. eeee.
on the other hand, one week till accounting project is due and two weeks till final exams. scary, feels like i have forgotten everything i've learned so far.
getting paid 80bucks to get post-grads docs to examine my knee for three hours. creepy. but for the moolah. wtv la. income is important, and its not easy to earn income when you are a baika.
long day ahead tmr. seriously needs to stop shopping online. stop it sihui.
doesn't understand why the doc insists on being my surgeon. strange woman.
currently fixed on 11th jan, second day of sem two. don't know what to make of it. hmm.
hahaha but quite scared to go under the knife. wake up and feel pain. eeee.
on the other hand, one week till accounting project is due and two weeks till final exams. scary, feels like i have forgotten everything i've learned so far.
getting paid 80bucks to get post-grads docs to examine my knee for three hours. creepy. but for the moolah. wtv la. income is important, and its not easy to earn income when you are a baika.
long day ahead tmr. seriously needs to stop shopping online. stop it sihui.
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you making me feel guilty