A sad farewell

We are deeply grieved to inform you that Rev Dr Simon Carey Holt has posted his last writing to you all, due to his very sudden death on Tuesday 25th August 2026.

The family wanted you all to have the following information as the community of his readers, from all over the world, meant a great deal to Simon.

Please be kind to each other (and yourselves) as he would want. 

This is a link to the official tribute page and livestream details:

Rev Dr Simon Carey Holt 

03/07/1962 – 25/08/2026

Rev Dr Simon Carey Holt, beloved writer, thought leader, chef, public theologian and pastor, died on Tuesday, 25th of August, in The Royal Melbourne Hospital after a very brief battle with Acute Myeloid Leukemia.  His life will be celebrated on Friday, September 4, 11am at Collins Street Baptist Church in Melbourne, where he served as Senior Pastor for 16 years. All are welcome to attend.  The celebration will also be live-streamed.

Simon will be missed every day by so many people, but especially his wife of 37 years, Brenda; his children, Alese (and her partner Daniel) and Nathaniel; his brothers Mark (and Val), Larry (and Jo), Greg (and Sally), Paul (and Cindy) and Ben (and Zoe);  his 17 favourite nieces and nephews, their partners and children; and many close friends.  At the heart of things, Simon was devoted to his family but never saw that as a closed group.  There was always room at the table for one more, a room in the house to stay, dessert to be shared.

In lieu of flowers, the family asks that you consider making a blood or plasma donation to the Red Cross or a financial contribution to Collins Street Baptist Community Care.  

The family would also like to thank the outstanding staff of the Royal Melbourne Hospital:  teams from Emergency, Coronary, Haematology, and ICU gave Simon outstanding, professional care during his brief illness and we all so appreciated them.

Donations to Collins Street Baptist Community Care:

Please donate via direct bank transfer.

Account Name: Collins Street Baptist Community Care ltd
BSB: 633000

Account Number: 227052859

Memorial Service: Fri 4 Sep 11:00 am

Collins Street Baptist Church
174 Collins Street
Melbourne, VIC 3000

Three cheers for the local church

For many years I pastored a church — a very particular church. As one of the nation’s oldest, it’s described by the National Trust as “Australia’s grandest church in the classical tradition.” Grand it is with its tall white columns and blending beautifully with the city’s architectural surrounds of culture, commerce and government. Inside, its organ pipes and stained glass reflect a story unique to its time, its tradition and its place. As with many institutions of age, this old church embodies a certain oddity, and not only in its buildings. Its liturgical style of worship — some describe it tongue-in-cheek as ‘high Baptist’ — walks hand in hand with an open and inclusive theology. It’s certainly not for everyone, but it’s why, when asked to describe the church, I often chose the word ‘idiosyncratic’. By this I meant no criticism. I might equally have chosen words like courageous, intelligent, alive. But idiosyncratic the church was and so it remains.

The word idiosyncrasy comes from the Greek meaning ‘one’s own mixture.’ It speaks of a singular way of being in the world. To claim this for a community of faith is to describe a community that is authentically, unapologetically, even unconsciously itself, quirks and all. Indeed, when it comes to the nature of the local church, there’s something to be said for idiosyncrasy.

In the last twelve months I have visited many churches here and overseas. I’ve been struck again by the very packaged nature of contemporary practice, especially in my evangelical tradition. Most obviously the package includes a particular blend of architecture, music and technology: big-box auditoriums eschew windows for controlled lighting and sound; state-of-the-art worship is highly staged, often leaving congregations mute; the symbols of cross and communion table are replaced by the iconography of multiple cinematic screens. In the style and ethos of such places, there’s both high energy and noticeable uniformity.

No doubt, this repeatable package appeals to a sizeable share of the religious market. Even more, it has worthy things to teach us about relevance and adaptability. What’s awkward is when the package is held up as the gold standard for success in the church more broadly, and the inference that anything outside of it is at best quaint and at worst a failure. The truth is, when every corner church is driven to mimic this style of gathering without thought or critique, there is little respect held for the small, the left-of-centre, the uniquely local — in short, the idiosyncrasy essential to the nature and mission of the church.

If I’m honest, what troubles me most about what I have seen is not limited to packaged evangelicalism but is evident within it in particular ways. While I might leave buzzed by the sounds, feelings and images of this standardized model, I am often underwhelmed by the myopic understanding of God and faith that’s presented. The package might be slick and the idiosyncratic ironed out, but if in the end minds are not engaged, only entertained, hearts are not unsettled, only coddled, and faith is not challenged nor stretched, only pressed to conform, we might ask if the hype and its uniformity is worth the price we have paid.

Honestly, most churches are not like this. They are decidedly short on hype, their congregations small, their ministries stretched, their idiosyncrasies multiple. Yet time and time again these churches persist as communities of faith and mission at the heart of their neighbourhoods. In all their oddity, these gatherings of faithful people remain deeply committed to the call of Jesus to ‘follow me!’ What’s more, they are doing their best to live that commitment out in particular neighbourhoods with as much integrity as they can muster.

In an age of digital fetishism, standardised plans for growth in market share and success measured entirely by numbers, I reckon its three cheers for local, idiosyncratic churches that give it their best shot to love God and neighbour in their own peculiar ways. Granted, they are sometimes off key and out of sorts, but more often than not these communities embody faithfulness, persistence and authenticity in the most reassuring ways. Perhaps it’s time for churches like these to embrace their idiosyncrasy, not bearing a weight of inadequacy but with new courage and a deeper sense of identity and vocation as the people of God.

The beauty under our feet

I am settling in to a different neighbourhood. My partner’s new role has required a move from our home city of Melbourne to Canberra, the nation’s capital. Our home is lovely, nestled in bushland at the foot of Black Mountain. We’re just a short walk to Lake Burley Griffin and Civic, the city’s commercial and retail centre. Even more, on the other side of the lake sits the nation’s Parliament with the libraries, galleries and museums common to cities like this. Really, it’s a beautiful place.

That said, the adjustment is awkward. I don’t do change easily. My sense of belonging in Melbourne feels irreplaceable. It’s too easy to make comparisons, and for what’s here to come up short. I have learned, though, in previous moves — to places like Brisbane, Los Angeles, central Texas and Sydney — that comparisons cloud the goodness of where we are. The secret to settling anywhere is the discipline of paying attention to what is rather than what isn’t. It’s being open to the beauty in front of us rather than pining for vistas far away.

Argentinian writer Roberto Arlt (1900 – 1942) was born in Buenos Aires to parents of Polish and Italian heritage. As a celebrated journalist, Arlt travelled widely and wrote of many places. He is remembered best, however, for his regular column in the Buenos Aires daily newspaper, El Mundo. His task: to comment on the “peculiarities, hypocrisies, strangeness, and beauty of everyday life” in his home city. Looking back on the impact of these columns, Arlt wrote this:

“I have come to the conclusion that he who does not encounter the whole universe in the streets of his city will not encounter an original street in any of the cities of the whole world. He won’t encounter them because those who are blind in Buenos Aires are blind in Madrid, or in Calcutta … “

There is something about this that resonates. Whether in a new home like mine, or a neighbourhood as familiar to you as your own skin, we do well to pay attention. For in missing what’s under our feet, we might just miss the world.

In the Name

By Pádraig Ó Tuama

In the name of goodness, of love and of broken community 
in the name of meaning, of feeling and I hope you don’t screw me 
in the name of darkness and light and ungraspable twilight 
in the name of mealtimes and sharing and caring by firelight 

In the name of action, of peace and human redemption 
in the name of eating, of drinking and table confession 
in the name of sadness, regret and holy obsession, 
in the holy name of anger, the spirit of aggression 

In the name of forgive and forget, and I hope I get over this 
in the name of father and son and unholy spirits 
in the name of beauty and broken and beaten up daily 
in the name of seeing our creeds and believing in maybe 

We gather here, a roomful of strangers
and speak of our hopeland, and talk of our danger
to make sense of our thinking, to authenticate lives
to humanize feeling and stop telling lies 

In the name of philosophy, of theology and who gives a damn
in the name of employment and study and finding new family 
in the name of our passions, our lovings and indecent obsessions 
in the name of prayer, of worship and demon possession 

In the name of solitude, of quiet and holy reflection
in the name of the lost, the lonely and the without-direction 
in the name of the early and the late and the wholly ineffectual 
in the name of the straight, and the queer, transgender and  bisexual 

In the name of bootclogs, and boobjobs and erectile dysfunction 
in the name of schizophrenia, hysteria and obsessive compulsion 
in the name of Jesus, and Mary and the mostly silent Joseph 
in the name of speaking to ourselves, saying ‘this is more than I can cope with’ 

In the name of touch-up, and break-up, and of breakdown-and-weeping 
in the name of therapy, and Prozac, and of full-hearted breathing 
in the name of sadness and madness and years-since-I’ve-smiled 
in the name of the Unknown, the Alien, and of the Wholly-In-Exile 

In the name of the named and the unnamed and the names of the nameless 
in the name of the prayers that repeat ‘I wish that I could change this’ 
in the name of goodness and kindness and intentionality
in the name of harbour, and shelter and family.

Joy comes back

When you finally realize that joy

is less fireworks
more firefly

less orchestra
more birdsong

she will come back much more often

for joy will not fight
with the fast pace of this life
she is not in the shiny or the new

she breathes in the basic
simmers in the simple
and dances in the daily to-and-fro

joy has been beckoning you
for many a year my friend
you were just too busy doing, to see

the very next time joy wraps
her quiet warmth around you
as the garden embraces your weary body
in its wildness

tip her a nod

you cannot force her to stay
but if you are a gracious host

joy comes back.

– ‘Joy Comes Back’ by Donna Ashworth

Trauma, Resilience & Listening

I have been in ministry for 40+ years and I’ve spent a good deal of my life listening. As a preacher I listen for signs of truth and endeavour to communicate what I hear. As a pastor I attend to the stories of others, listening and caring as best I can.

What I am hearing today is heavier than it’s been. Though sadness has long been part of life, the number of people articulating trauma exceeds anything I’ve witnessed before.

In some respects, it’s a sign of health. We are more aware today, alert to things previously buried. We’ve been gifted with maps and shovels — things hidden are exposed. However, dealing with the reality of what we dig up takes a good deal of work. Naming our trauma is one thing; living with it is another.

What I observe is a struggle for resilience. I do not mean the ‘pull up your socks and keep marching’ resilience of times past. God knows, you can’t march your way out of pain. It follows you. By resilience I mean the ability to face trauma, allowing it a voice without your own being silenced. It’s the ability to claim your own agency, taking hold of what you can control while releasing what you can’t.

Trauma is not easily defined. Abuse, neglect, violence, addiction, loss — all of these and more. It is both common to human experience and unique in its every expression. Whatever form it takes, trauma can be life-shaping. Resilience does not minimise its impact. It’s what enables us to navigate through it or to find a way to live with it.   

The British psychoanalyst and writer Adam Phillips says this: 

“When traumatic experiences are not actually paralyzing, they can be the raw material of development. There is, after all, no life without trauma; indeed, the word misleadingly makes us think of something being interrupted, rather than of something integral, something essential to our lives.  So much depends on what we can make of what happens to us, and on what we make of what we do; on our being able to metabolize or digest our experience; on our capacity or willingness to transform our experience rather than be merely victimized by it.”

As I listen to those naming what has been traumatic in their own lives, I am having to listen even more deeply than I have before. My sense is people need help to hear what is present in their own stories. They need help to identify the resources they have within them and within whatever faith they hold onto. Resilience is not found in solitude. It can only be claimed together.

#4 living towards a new horizon

Today we conclude a series of four Sundays exploring the possibility of a ‘new you’ in 2025. This morning we look at the final of four references in the bible that describe the new life into which God invites us.

First, we were reminded by the Apostle Paul that the life we are called to live is grounded in the life, death and resurrection of Jesus. In our baptism, we are gathered up in that story of resurrection life. Our calling as the followers of Jesus in 2025 is to ‘walk in the newness of life’ each and every day.

Second, we have been exhorted by God through the prophet Isaiah to ‘forget the things of the past’ and to press into ‘the new thing’ that God desires to do in and through us. While we are shaped by the past, inspired by the past, sometimes wounded by the past, we are not captive to it. Instead, we are called in 2025 to move forward with a new resolve for today and tomorrow.

Third, we’ve been encouraged by the poetry of Lamentations that any possibility for renewal in our lives rests entirely on the love of God. We can do nothing but embrace this life of ours with humility. For it is God’s mercy that is new every morning. It is God’s mercy and grace that will carry us through the burdens and challenges of this new year.

Today we conclude with the words of Jesus in the final book of the bible, the Book of Revelation. The Lamb who sits on the throne, the crucified and resurrected Christ, makes a stunning declaration about the renewing work of God in the world. It’s a work in which you and I have a part. Let’s read it together.

Revelation 21.1-7

In parts of the Christian church today, the Book of Revelation is described a ‘closed book’. That is, it is just too strange to read. Have you read it? It’s full of flying angels, of bearded and magical gods, of heaven and hades, of seven-headed dragons and blasphemous beasts. There are creatures with multiple eyes, horns and wings, flying horses, mountains that talk and hailstorms mixed with blood. There are mass gatherings of heavenly beings and hordes of locusts with human faces and scorpion tails. There are dragon slayers, fornicating kings, and fierce battles to the death. And that’s just for starters.

The book takes its name from its own self-description in chapter 1 and verse 1: “The revelation of Jesus Christ …” In the Greek, it is an apokalypsis, from the verb apokalypto meaning ‘to uncover’, ‘to reveal’ or ‘to disclose’ what is hidden. Though Revelation is the only apokalypsis in the New Testament, it was a common form of literature in the ancient world. Within both Jewish and Christian faith, it was used to keep alive the flame of faith in difficult times. It draws together stories of past, present and future to convey a captivating picture of hope.

Revelation is written by John and addressed to seven churches scattered across the Roman province of Asia, each one is a significant centre of Roman power: Ephesus, Smyrna, Pergemum, Thyatira, Sardis, Philadelphia and Laodicea. More importantly, each of these cities had at its cultural and physical heart worship of the Roman emperor. It was called the Emperor Cult. Domitian, likely the emperor at the time Revelation was written, had glorious statues of himself built at the centre of public squares in each of these cities. What’s more, he demanded of all citizens that he be addressed as ‘Our Lord and Our God.’ His persecution of those who refused was vicious.

John is deeply concerned for these churches. Some are already facing significant persecution. Every day their numbers are diminished. Imagine showing up here at church each Sunday and looking around to see who has been taken this week. In the midst of this uncertainty, John wants to encourage them, to lift their vision to the hope they have in Jesus no matter how desperate their circumstances.

The call of Revelation is essentially a call to live with the end in mind. It’s a call to these churches to live distinctively as God’s chosen people and according to the values of God’s kingdom regardless of what’s happening around them.

To illustrate the difference between the Empire of Rome and the Kingdom of God, John paints a picture of two cities, Babylon and New Jerusalem. These are not literal cities. They are apocalyptic, two contrasting realities, two different ways to live. Babylon represents a reality in which God is displaced and where the sacredness of life is decimated in favour of the Emperor’s dominion. Babylon is all about power and those who crave it. On the other hand, New Jerusalem is found wherever the community rejects the lies and violence of the Empire and places God at the centre of its life. This reality is all about the flourishing of life for all creation.

Here we are in 2025, some 2000 years later. Still we see this battle played out between the Empire of Babylon and the city of God. As we sat last Saturday night with a gathering of Australian Ukranians we could feel it. As we watch the continuing tragedy in Israel and in Gaza, we feel it. We read of the terrible war that goes on in the Congo, the continuing struggle in Eritrea and Myanmar, the transition of power in the US, we feel it. Even here in this country and in our own hearts.

These words in Revelation 21 lift our vision toward a new horizon: “A new Jerusalem coming down out of heaven from God.”

“See, the home of God is among mortals.
He will dwell with them.
They will be his people,
And God himself will be with them.
He will wipe away every tear from their eyes.
Death will be no more.
Mourning and crying will be no more.
For the first things have passed away.
And the one who was seated in the throne said,
‘See, I am making all things new.’”

It feels almost fanciful, doesn’t it? Given all that has happened through history and all that continues to happen, surely this is more a utopian dream than a basis for genuine hope. I can only imagine that’s how the first recipients of this letter must have felt. With the overwhelming realities of Empire all around them, can they truly believe in a place where death will be no more? A place where tears will never flow again?

The urging of this letter of Revelation is to live today toward a new horizon. Not just some bland hope for tomorrow, but the call to live the hope of God today. “See, the home of God is among mortals.” Not the home of God will be but is among us. We live the New Jerusalem today. Our hope is not just in some fairy-tale possibility for tomorrow. Hope is what inspires our lives today. We live hope.

The story of the Baptist preacher Martin Luther King Jr is well known to all of us, the great leader of the civil rights movement of the mid 20th century in America. In response to the desperate poverty of Black Americans and the systemic injustices that segregated society, King spoke to a gathering of some 250,000 people at the Lincoln Memorial in Washington DC. “I have a dream,” he said. He described a horizon of hope, one where equality and freedom are shared by all humankind. This is the hope that we must work toward today. This is the hope that we must live into today. Here is part of what he said.

“See, I am making all things new!” Jesus said. This is our horizon. It describes not only our hope for tomorrow, but our driving force today. It is our calling to live that reality into being. So how will you live in 2025 to reflect that horizon? What steps will you take within the ordinariness of your days to bring that horizon into the present? That is our challenge. Amen.

#3 living with a new humility

If you are an iPhone user as I am, you’ll know the pressure of Apple marketing. Every year a new model is released and we are sent endless emails boasting the latest features, buttons and colours. iPhone 16 Plus — upgrade now! When you do succumb, perhaps once every few years, you will know the process by which you must transfer all your apps, photos, storage, accounts, files and preferences from the old to the new. Without that transfer, the upgrade is useless. A successful movement to the new depends so much on the essence of the old.

If we are to talk productively on a ‘new you’ for 2025, we must begin by acknowledging that there really is no such thing. You might embrace new resolutions, go shopping for a new wardrobe, enrol to learn a new skill or begin therapy to change your way of thinking. You can do all of these things, yet the ‘you’ you’re so keen to makeover is still you. For you are an accumulation of stories, memories, experiences and connections. You might upgrade to a new cover, but the old remains the essence of who you are and without which you do not exist.

That said, the bible talks a good deal about the ‘new’. It prods us constantly to reach toward the possibilities of tomorrow — the possibilities of new beginnings, new life, the renewing of all creation. In these four Sundays, we are looking at just four biblical texts which speak of the new. In each case, we are wanting to unearth truth for our lives in 2025.

In the first week we read Paul’s words in Romans, his encouragement to “walk in the newness of life.” Last Sunday we read from Isaiah 43, and God’s call to the people of Judah to “forget the things of the past … for I am about to do a new thing.” Today we stay in the Old Testament and read words of poetry from the Book of Lamentations, poetry that describes the mercies of God as “new every morning.” The journey toward those mercies, though, is hard reading. So let’s listen now to the poetry of Lamentations.

Reading: Lamentations 3.1-24

Do you like poetry? My brother Mark loves poetry, and I love the fact that he loves it. I do too, though not quite as much as him. Recently Mark handed me a book of poems, a collection that the editor judged to be the finest in Australian contemporary poetry. I am making my way through the collection at the moment. Some are captivating, moving. I have to confess, though, some I just don’t get. I try. I read and re-read, slowly, deliberately, but I am none the wiser. Poetry is a particular style of writing, an artform that few writers are able to master and that demands of the reader a certain rigour of attention. Poetry at its best does not come easily.

The Book of Lamentations is a book of poetry, a collection of five poems written anonymously. You’ll remember last Sunday we read from the prophet Isaiah. Isaiah was sent by God to the people of Judah living in exile from their homeland. Their beloved city of Jerusalem was in ruins and they were held captive by the Babylonians. This was a catastrophic event in Jewish history. Their confidence was shaken. God had promised the Hebrew people the land and Jerusalem as its seat of divine power. Over 500 years of history they had settled the land, planted their crops, appointed kings, built their temple, established a priesthood. And now it was all gone. Or at least it felt that way.

These five poems are an expression of lament, a poetic grieving for all that was lost. As such, this collection of poetry is excruciatingly honest, and at points difficult to read. Most of them are written as funeral dirges, songs performed by women dressed in black, those who wailed in the public square, rending their garments on behalf of the community.

There is a poet behind the poems, one writer who writes from the heart, but these words are embraced by the community. They exist as a form of communal confession. At their essence, they are a confession of three things: experience, feeling and perception — this is how we feel. They are not a statement about the character of God. They do not provide a carefully constructed theology of salvation. Instead, they are a cry of the heart, a song of regret, a confession of despair.

• “He has driven and brought me into darkness without any light”
• “He has made my flesh and my skin waste away”
• “He has broken my bones … He has besieged and enveloped me with bitterness”
• “He has walled me about so that I cannot escape; he has put heavy chains on me”
• “He has made my teeth grind on gravel … He has made me cower in ashes”
• “My soul is bereft of peace; I have forgotten what happiness is”

There we have it: experience, feeling, perception. And all of it so very real. Indeed, it is because of the honesty of this confession that the words beginning in verse 21 are so extraordinary: “But this I call to mind, and therefore I have hope: The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases, his mercies never come to an end; they are new every morning; great is your faithfulness.”

This is no glib statement of faith, an afterthought of reassurance. These words are expressed out of the same experience, feeling and perception as those preceding them. Indeed, these two verses are an expression of the same honesty, the same vulnerability, the same mix of faith and doubt that’s been there all the way through. Somehow through all of this pain and self-doubt and even those moments of self-loathing when it felt as though God was against him, the poet felt God’s presence. He knew that God’s love remained his only security and that God’s mercies were new every morning.

A good deal of what is sold to us in the marketplace of personal renewal requires effort and determination on our part. The genre is called ‘self-help’ for a reason — it’s all about self-discipline, self-awareness, self-improvement, self-advancement — as though the work of personal renewal is entirely in our hands. Look at the titles of some of the current best sellers.

• The Pathway to Personal Power
• Inner Excellence: Training Your Mind for Success
• Set Boundaries, Find Peace: A Guide to Reclaiming Yourself
• The Art of Self Reliance
• Rewiring Your Mind
• Millionaire Mindset: Habits of Success

I have read none of these books. I know nothing of the veracity of their claims. Certainly a life lived well requires a good deal of effort, clear thinking and self-discipline. But the bible’s language of renewal has little to do with any of this. The language of renewal in scripture is almost entirely dependent on two things: honesty on our part and mercy on God’s part.

Henry Ward Beecher (1813 – 1887) was a 19th century Presbyterian clergyman, a social reformer and a strong supporter of the abolition of slavery. His influence for good was extraordinary, in no small part due to the power of his oratory and his personal courage. In his day he was known as the most influential preacher in America.

For most of Beecher’s ministry, he lived in the shadow of accusations of adultery. In one instance, there was a public trial that divided the Presbyterian Church and alienated members of his own family. Though never convicted, throughout his life Beecher carried the stains of these allegations and the weight of whatever truth lay behind them. As for the impact upon the women involved, we cannot even begin to know.

With the trial looming, Beecher was invited to give an inaugural lecture in honour of his father at Yale University in New Haven, Connecticut. The story is told of Beecher in his hotel room an hour before the lecture was to begin, with no clue as to what he would say. He stood in the bathroom shaving. Suddenly struck with a thought, in the rush he cut himself with the razor.

Years later fellow Presbyterian Frederick Buechner wrote this: “Well the old pulpiteer might have cut himself, because part of the inner world that his lecture came from was the deep trouble that he was in and the deep trouble that was in him. … As he stood there looking into the mirror with soap on his face and a razor in his hand, part of what he saw was his own shame and horror, the sight of his own folly, the judgement one can imagine he found even harder to bear than God’s, which was his own judgment on himself.”

Whatever else Beecher was, aspired to be or was famous for being, he was at base a man of flesh and blood, as brittle as we all are. What Beecher came to understand is that renewal is the work of God. What is ‘new’ is not about you or me. It begins and ends in the love of God — a reality that is eternally new and renewing. It is only mercy that surrounds and undergird our lives, however fragile they be.

Every communion Sunday I stand behind that table and, after our prayers of confession, I say these words: “Know, dear friends, that you are forgiven.” It is not my forgiveness that I remind you of. I do not in these words offer you absolution. These words are simply a statement of fact. New life begins with the grace of God. The work of renewal in your life is entirely dependent upon the mercies of God, mercies that are new each and every day.

Friends, if we are after a ‘new me’ for this new year, that pursuit begins with humility. We are sinners. We are broken. We are wounded and scarred by our failings and the by failings of others. Indeed our world is wounded and scarred. This is the honest truth. Faith is not our doing. Faith is the work of God in us. Your old self is who you are and who you will always be. What is new is the kindness of God that surrounds you and within which you find new life and a new beginning every morning.

Amen.

#2 living with a new resolve

Following Christmas, Brenda and I spent time in a resort a long way from here. For ten days we walked, read books and took long afternoon naps. Nearing the end of this time we were sitting by the pool. I made the casual observation that Lent begins late this year. “Really?” Brenda said, without looking up from her book. It’s one of the hazards of being married to a minister. We are oddly obsessed with religious calendars about which no one else cares. I went on to bemoan the great chasm of Sundays in between my return to work and the beginning of Lent. “So what will you do?” Brenda asked, putting down her book. “I have no idea,” I said, slumping into my lounge chair. There was a long pause. “What about ‘the new you!’?” she asked. “We all want that.”

To be honest, ‘the new you’ sounds more like pop psychology than material for a sermon, but the seed was planted. I have learned that Brenda has insights into what really matters that often exceed my own. The more I reflected on her suggestion, the more it made sense.

We all long for new beginnings, especially as we move from one year to the next. There’s that undying sense of hope that we can start over, begin again — putting the old self aside to embrace the new me. As we noted last Sunday, though, most of us have lived through enough Januarys to know that the new quickly merges with the old. New and old blend together and soon our ‘new me’ resolutions fade away.

Still, we people of Christian faith are defined by hope. As the followers of the resurrected Christ, we are the ones who believe doggedly in the possibilities of new life. Our bible is full of such promises — new creation, new mercies, new beginnings, new bodies, a new heaven and earth. So what do we make of such promises? And what do they mean for the way you live your life in 2025?

Last Sunday we read from Paul’s letter to the Romans and his encouragement to ‘walk in the newness of life.’ Today we read a text written thousands of years earlier by the Hebrew prophet Isaiah.

Reading: Isaiah 43.1-7, 14-21

The Book of Isaiah tells the story of the great prophet of the 8th century BCE. Isaiah is sent by God to the people of Judah in desperate circumstances. He is sent with words of hope.

The book of Isaiah is commonly thought to be three books in one, possibly written by two to three different authors over hundreds of years. Despite this, together they tell a coherent story. The people of Judah have been overtaken by the Babylonions, their beloved city of Jerusalem destroyed. By the time we get to chapter 43, well into the second of the three books, a large segment of the population has been taken captive and are living in exile on the banks of the Euphrates River. Their faith is devastated and their identity as the people of God shamed by God’s apparent failure to protect them. As the years of their exile pass, their distinctive faith and identity is at risk of being subsumed into the dominant culture of Babylon. Frankly, the people of Judah are in despair. Surrounded by worshippers of Marduk and Nebo, the gods of the Babylonians, their own faith and their own God look pathetic. Their plight is evident in the lament of Psalm 137: “By the rivers of Babylon—there we sat down, and there we wept when we remembered Zion.”

It is in to this context that the words of today’s reading are spoken. They begin with this heartfelt declaration of love on God’s part.

“But now thus says the Lord,
he who created you, O Jacob,
he who formed you, O Israel:
do not fear, for I have redeemed you;
I have called you by name; you are mine.
When you pass through the waters, I will be with you,
and through the rivers, they shall not overwhelm you;
… For I am the Lord your God,
the Holy One of Israel, your Saviour. …
Because you are precious in my sight
and honoured and I love you …
do not fear, for I am with you.”

Following on from this moving declaration is God’s promise to intervene.

“Thus says the Lord,
your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel:
For your sake I will send to Babylon
and break down all the bars …
I am the Lord, your Holy One,
the Creator of Israel, your King.
Thus says the Lord,
who makes a way in the sea,
a path in the mighty waters,
who brings out chariot and horse,
army and warrior.”

But then at the end of this extraordinary promise from God that recalls their original deliverance from Egypt, there is this:

“Do not remember the former things
or consider the things of old.
I am about to do a new thing;
now it springs forth; do you not perceive it?”

At first sight, the concluding direction sounds simple enough: forget everything that has happened till now, turn your back on the past and embrace a new future. But as straightforward as that sounds, it doesn’t make sense. The whole chapter to this point has been a recollection of the past. The chapter is filled with allusions to the work of God in calling the people out of bondage in Egypt, of God parting the Red Sea and the Hebrew people entering into the promise of a new land and a new identity. Indeed, it is on the basis of this remembering that God can say with such conviction, “fear not, I love you!” Even more, go forward just three chapters beyond today’s reading and God calls the people of Judah to remember again: “Remember this and consider, recall it to mind, you transgressors, remember the former things of old, for I am God, and there is no one like me, declaring the end from the beginning, and from ancient times things not yet done.”

So what is God is saying here in this text: “Do not remember the former things …for I am about to do a new thing.” Remember? Don’t remember? Clearly, there is more than one way to remember. There is a remembering of the past, a healthy remembering, out of which a new future, a new confidence can emerge. But there is also a remembering that holds us imprisoned in the past. The people of Judah, languishing on the banks of the Euphrates, had drunk so deeply of their despair and failing, they could no longer discern a future. All they longed for was yesterday. Even more, so broken were they by their present circumstances, the only way they could imagine a way out was by going back to the past. As a consequence, they were at risk of missing the future God was inviting them into. “Do not remember the former things,” God urges them, “for I am about to do a new thing.”

When we are in despair, held captive by fear, our instinct is to retreat into the past and use it as a blanket of protection from our present circumstances. When everything around us is shifting, we become nostalgic for simpler times or past glories. We saw it in the debate on marriage equality, didn’t we? It’s as though hope can only be found in a recreation of yesterday, so pull up the draw bridge, baton down the hatches, and we will return to the days of old when things were certain and everyone knew their place. In the process, we abdicate our vocation in the now for our security in the past.

Many of you will have heard of the recently released film, ‘Conclave.’ Some of you have seen it. It’s a fictional telling of the election of a new Pope for the Catholic Church. Upon the death of one Pope, the cardinals gather in Rome to find his successor. The film is great story-telling with exceptional performances. In some respects, aspects of the story are implausible, but what the film does provide is an insight into the processes and politics of change for the Church of Rome.

Against a backdrop of the cultural tensions within the Church and the impact of growing religious pluralism, even inter-religious violence, beyond its walls, the Cardinals must choose a leader to help the Church navigate its way. The conservatives want a leader who will rally the troops for the fight, pull up the cultural drawbridge and resist change in any form and by any means. The progressives want the Church to open up, let down the drawbridge and respond accommodatingly to social and cultural change. The debates between the two are heated and reach a crescendo following the exploding of a bomb by religious terrorists just outside the walls of the Vatican. In the midst of this debate in which the mission of the church is likened to a war between good and evil, a newly appointed Cardinal Benitez from Afghanistan stands to speak:

“My brother Cardinals, with respect, what do you know about war? I carried out my ministry in the Congo, in Bagdad, in Kabul. I’ve seen the lines of the dead and the wounded, Christian and Muslim. Who do you say we have to fight? What is it you think we are fighting? Do you think its these deluded men who have carried out these terrible acts today? No, my brothers. The thing you’re fighting is here … inside each and every one of us. If we give into hate now, if we speak of ‘sides’ instead of speaking for every man and woman. … Forgive me, but these last few days we have shown ourselves to be small petty men. We have seemed concerned only with ourselves, with Rome, and with these elections, with power. But these things are not the Church. The Church is not tradition. The Church is not the past. The Church is what we do next.”

There is something in this that strikes me as being deeply true and deeply challenging. It is certainly true for the Church — the Church of every tradition, Catholic, Baptist or anything in between. The Church is a community of memory. We are who we are today because of our past. We honour that story, we press into the faith and identity we have inherited with gratitude and conviction, but we do so always as a people called into the present and future. We are agents of God’s Spirit today, bearers of light and grace for tomorrow. Indeed, the Church’s mission is defined by what we do next.

There is truth here, too, on a more personal level, for the principle is the same. As you enter this new year, who are you called to be and what are you called to do? Every year of our lives requires a new resolve. The vitality of your discipleship and faith is found not in what you did yesterday but in what you do next. Certainly remembering is vital. We remember our baptism, our calling to follow Jesus. We recall God’s grace and the life-changing encounters we have known in our lives. But we are not bound by the past. We are not constrained by the fears and failures of yesterday. We are not defined by the woundings of the past or even the scars we bear in the present. We cannot be. “Do not remember the former things or consider the things of old. I am about to do a new thing; now it springs forth; do you not perceive it?”

What new thing does God want to do in and through you in 2025? What new thing does God want to do in and through this Church? Surely these are questions worth asking. More than that, they are questions we must ask.

Amen.