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Hellooooo,

It's been mega long since I last logged in :o

But anyway life's been good. Not having to worry about school, not having to think about homework and burn midnight oil. Got a nice job with nice bosses and nice people adds to the joy! Hmm but I do miss school. Kinda shocking to think that I was praying for school to end and for J2 to be over ASAP. But yes I do.

I miss my class, I miss my friends, I miss the lessons and teachers and the vibe of 78 when we eat together, play together and have lessons together. I miss meeting friends all over the place when I walk along the pathways and spot a familiar face. Everything... feels different without school.

I guess the dear ones will stay close no matter what. Cause I will try and put in the efforts to stay in contact, meet up and go out etc. Even if I fail to, I know that what's so special about these dear ones are that we don't need to see each other everyday to stay close. It's really the quality of the time spent together regardless of the quantity. That's what so magical about these friendships (:

Digressing a little, but just saying that at the end of secondary and JC school life, I've ascertained that I favor having a few dear friends over a pool of acquaintances. I love all those who're accepting of who I am honestly. I think I am such a hard to grasp person, slow towards warming up and can be at either ends of the spectrum when it comes to talking? I can either talk alot or just really shut down and be silent? Lolol but yes, thank you to all those who never judged me for who I am and accepted me as I was. (:

Truly thankful for all these people around me (:

Maybe I'll be posting more regularly in this neglected space haha but I don't even know if anyone still reads LJ actually haha (: but guess its a good place to sort out my thoughts and think about plans especially when the results are PROBABLY gonna be out soon and so much decisions have to be made!

Nights for now! <3

Doesn't mean I'm lonely when I'm alone
What doesn't kill you makes a fighter

So much to learn about faith. 

Decided to do a public post after god knows how long.

There isn't anything much that I can say about how I feel especially today. It was a mishmash of feelings, which often got to me whenever there are less people around.

Got close to saying but it never happened.
There is never enough time.

Still, thankful for the group of people in class who never fail to make me smile even when deep inside, I feel crushed.

Badly need sleep but this whirl of thoughts are depriving me from what I need.

Not the happiest public post ever but I guess the mood just got to me.

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They said ignorance is bliss.

I hate how these things plague from time to time but I never seem to be able to face it strong and face it without breaking out in tears.

Cry babies should grow up.

The little things in life which are so minute, but yet never fails to bring a smile (: 
I'm looking forward to Friday! I miss poke a lottttt D: 

3 months into the year. 

Yet it feels like such a long long time, everything is taking place at such a quick speed. I keep harping on this, but that's only because it is the most striking thing to me since the start of the year.

I haven't crumbled but I feel vulnerable at times. Some of the times when I let the matter take over, when I become so impulsive that I feel so angry with myself for losing my cool. I need to tell myself more often, it's mind over matter. 

This year has been rather accident-prone for me. I have no idea how many bruises/scars/cuts/stings(new category) I've added to myself within these 3 months alone. I need to learn how to walk properly, honest.

11S78! (: 
I am just grateful that I am in this class, where I feel at ease and open (:

So many things, so many many emotions gushing through and I really wish for time to slow down at times so that I can savour each emotion better.

 

2011 resolutions:
1) Try not to judge people by their surfaces
2) Listen, and speak more.
3) Curb temper

I have a list of 12 but I shall just post up these 3, which I think are more important.

School has started and it's rather mundane for the entire week, cause there is nothing substantial to be done. Hopefully next week would be a whole lot better. I am having mixed thoughts about orientation and all, cause' that would mean that "holiday" period is about to be gone, but the feeling of this stagnant period is just making me go crazy. So whatever, just come faster and I shall go with an open heart! 
 
Went back to work place for a while on Wednesday, and I really do miss them. I miss working quite a bit, it seems easier than desperately trying to stay awake at lectures which doesn't really teach me anything at all.

( Say a lil' prayer.Collapse )

Posting just for the sake of pushing the previous post down. To be honest, I've lost the interest in blogging/facebooking, or just the cyberworld in general. I'd rather spend the time reading/working/sleeping/going out than to spend hours at the computer. Hahah, but then again, because of this, I feel like I've missed out quite a bit? So many things happen online and retreating from this world is somewhat equivalent to shutting myself out to most of the people I know.

Maybe it is just a passing phase because this month is full of working and I come home feeling dead tired. Hahah, but work has been really enjoyable so far! (: I like all the people there! Granted that there are a few really unreasonable patients(ahem who expects others to treat them like queens just because they are ill.) who will pop up from time to time and spoil my day, but it's still a learning experience (: 

So far, the holidays are quite well spent. I should get down to exercising asap though, I haven't been running as much as I had hoped to.

Merry Christmas in advance, and perhaps even a Happy New Year, cause' I don't think I will be posting anytime soon (or maybe this is my last post hahah!)
 

I am craving for duck rice rice.

I'm not bothering about the duck, I just want the rice D: