Love.

Havent been writing for... a year? 
Reading the past entries have brought a smile on my face. ah... how much I have grown up.. :)

I realized i havent been a really good friend.. its hard but yeah i gotta admit that i havent been a best friend these years..
Been drifting in and out of friends' lives.
I wouldnt trust me as a friend if i were these friends.

I noe it's time to settle down and forge stronger bonds with friends i noe worth keeping. A friend who doesnt even ask about your well being shldnt even be in ur phone list. My new phone list is rather empty for the time being. New beginning...

Thought sorted out. Feelings sorted out. I hope this marks a beginning to something new. :)

 

I cant stand it any further. The daily crying, you always treating me so well when you noe this r/s wouldnt work out..
Im so sorry for the emotional stress im putting all of us in.
I dread to imagine how my life would be without you, I dread going through 21st may 2011. Im afraid.. whats going to happen from then on?
Im sorry for being such a person. Never ever stable in relationships. I noe its difficult to tame me. I noe its difficult to control me.
So the best thing is probably to stay single and to stop hurting any one of you...

Thank you for loving me. And sorry for hurting you.


別再為我難過
我會很捨不得（你要的幸福）
那是我不能給的
我會永遠記得（彼此的付出）
這樣我就夠了

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OHMO PARADISE~

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This made my day! Wilson's attempt to sing BoysOverFlowers song in msn was sooooooooo funny! Hahahs! :)
 

脾气可以好一点吗？

 

One of my NIE friends is going to POP TAT QUESTION to his girlfriend soon!
Cue: AWWWWWW! :P
My friend's 23 years old. 23 and is going to get engaged! Im super excited for him (though we arent close!)
Marriage is exciting! Though some people may be dillusioned by it.
I still don't have a fixed view abt marriage though...
But anyways, its exciting!!
Anybody getting married soon? ;)

you are irreplaceable. :)

josh harnett is still one of the hottest guys on earth no matter how many times i watch his movies! *sigh*
its reali not fair why and how some people can look so hot and sexy without much efforts! Some people have to go for surgery jus to achieve the same effects.

Last nite i was talkin to one my friends. He told me he felt like dying because he doesnt see the purpose of him living in this world. He doesn't go out often except to the school and his friends' house to play mahjong. I suspect it's due to him being bigger-sized than the others that makes him feel like this. Every time when we board the bus he would automatically sit at the last row of seats and i think cos he doesnt want to block people's way,. That area is rather warm cos its near the engine and.. its rather sad to know such a thing is happening to your friend. I tried to encourage him to think positively but to no avail.

I know its rather difficult but we shld love ourselves more rite??
i hate myself at times for havin fat arms, fat thighs, ugly face, big teeth etc.
But...
 

at the end of the day, my family and friends love me for who i am, not who i am not.

Im trying to stay sane by insanely staying at home on a weekend doing my work and studying. 4 presentations, 1 test (i thot it was 2!) and 1 8-10pages history assignment is due this week. Sigh! I wish 9th of dec is gonna come soon! I'll be free by then! Though it's madness trying keep myself afloat these days with 5-6 hours sleep every night, I am still thankful for the chance to study :) I do hope im gonna survive this ORDEAL.

Set sail without a destination
See where a wind will take you
You never know where you're gonna fall.
But I'm not worried, no I'm not worried at all.

Favourite paragraph from the song sweet serendipity! :)
Life should be like this...
Sadly veri few city dwellers are able to fulfill this.

Social studies assignment in a way brought my family closer..
I liked it when we were pouring over the historic pictures, talking about past events.
Listening to them made me feel warm :)
Mental note: spend more time with my family :)

TSK! Smth is back to haunt me!
Irritating to the max!

Anyways im in school in the library! Im hungry lor.. cant go find food cos laptop damn heavy... should i jus bring it to the canteen and eat while i use the com? Hmmm... :( i think not! :/ i still don have the courage of eating alone.
Today is the last day of school of the week! e-learning rocks to some extent i guess!
Am gonna sleeeeeeeep and sleeeeeeep and sleeeeeep! :) pardon me but sleep has become so important to me since the start of school.
I reali should be doing some work. But work is reali the last thing on your mind when you need to look cool with the laptop while battling with sinus and hunger :/

I reali cant wait for december to come. Im going to taipei and kaohsiung! gonna eat a lot there :)
load on the fats! Im not afraid! (to take a stand. everybody..) tats eminem song >.<
Im sooooooooooooooooo incoherent now! I don't know what i am doing! help me help me!! *drowns in my own stupidity*
I attribute this behavior to lack of sleep and low sugar level. i slept for 5 hours this morning :/


Every one has her bimbotic monents. Forgive me eh? :)