包容

男人的心胸应该有多大的包容
多希望能够放进你全部的天空
直到看见自已的脆弱我才能懂
说起来很轻松 作起来好沉重

在一段感情里，需要多大的包容才够？
因为爱一个人，所以不管发生什么事，就能包容一切吗？
那如果有一天，看到自已的脆弱，又该怎么办？
到了最后，会是包容还是纵容？

the winner takes it all

The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That’s her destiny

I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I’d be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules

Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all...

累了

我看到了。
不管你是有意，还是无意，我都看到了。
不管用意是什么，我被影响了。

在那煞那间，我做了件愚蠢的事。
我猜你也注意到了。
这是你要的结果吗？
还好有好友阻止，不然后果或许会不堪设想。

我累了，这场游戏我不想玩了。
因为赌注太大，我玩不起。
我输了，你赢了。对不起。

我终于看到

我想着最初的 我念着最美的
就这样一直逃避生命给我最真的
我恨着爱过的 我放着拥有的
春天时感叹叶落 秋天花竟还开着

一个人 我为了错过 等待着什么
有个人 他为了等待
错过了最珍贵的什么

我终于看到他的好
我终于看到是谁对我那么地重要
我总在眺望着那些天荒和地老
却一直没听到身边他的心跳

我终于看到他的好
我终于看到那明天在对我微笑
当我不再将那残缺的梦紧紧抱
我开始看得到 天慢慢的晴了
我终于看得到

我剩下现在了 我现在清楚了
我决定不再逃避生命给我最真的
爱不是为了恨 爱原来是承认
花不必苦等春天 只需要赏花的人

一个人 我为了错过 等待着什么
有个人 他为了等待
错过了最珍贵的什么

我终于看到他的好
我终于看到是谁对我那么地重要
我总在眺望着那些天荒和地老
却一直没听到身边他的心跳

我终于看到他的好
我终于看到那明天在对我微笑
当我不再将那残缺的梦紧紧抱
我开始看得到 天慢慢的晴了
我终于看得到

我终于看得到
我终于看得到
我看到他的好

但太迟了吗

breathe

to P:



I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But its killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playing like the end of a sad movie,
Its the kinda ending you dont really wanna see.
Cause its tragedy and it'll only bring you down,
Now I dont know what to be without you around.

And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesnt work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Its two a.m.
Feeling like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know its not easy,
Easy for me.
Its two a.m.
Feeling like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this aint easy,
Easy for me.

And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.

Ohhh

I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry

i'm sorry for what happened.
you told me it wasnt gonna be simple nor easy but you're gonna be there.
i never wanted this to happen, never wanna see you hurt.
nothing we said, save us from the fall out.
felt like i just lost a friend.
hope you know it wasnt easy for me.
sometimes, i hope you change your mind and we wouldnt end up that way.

do you miss me like i miss you?

I have gone over it so many times in my head; no matter what, I can't figure out why.

At one point in time, I thought that the worst feeling anyone could ever possibly have is that of extreme sadness—but I was so, so wrong. The worst feeling anyone can ever have is simply confusion. The feeling that washes over you when you don't understand; when you can sit all day and think about every possibility and still, for the life of you, you can't figure out what happened, why it happened, or just simply: why?

The pain of what you don't know is overwhelming. The pain of knowing something is just outside of your grasp and you just have to stare at it all day and feel that throbbing pain in your heart. The strangling, suffocating, throbbing pain that starts in your chest and slowly rises up your throat and chokes you. It's so close, but you can't have it and you will never, ever be able to know.

Someone else has the power to torture you, mind, body, and soul. It's that wondering. It's wondering what happened, if it was something you did, just wondering what you could have done or just yearning for an explanation so bad that your heart seems to twist inside of your chest and pull on your veins.

The worst thing is that, having the feeling of not knowing, you begin to doubt your whole world. You begin to doubt the things you do and who you are and even everyone else at times. Not knowing robs you of your faith, it robs you of the ability to feel like you know. Because now, it's too hard to think that what you have now might still be here tomorrow, the day after that, or the day after that. Because you know that everything you ever believed in and hoped for and dreamed of and counted on when there was nothing else to count on was ripped away from you so quickly.

And the worst part is that you don't know why.

do you miss me like i miss you?

love and luck

was reading this article about love and luck and it got me thinking.

like other beautiful things in nature, a lot of things have to happen for anything to culminate.

one of the main governing forces over these kinds of processes is good old-fashioned luck.

when two people meet and start hanging out, a key to taking the next step in a relationship is where people are in their lives.

are they both in a position to be able to be close to someone?

perhaps one is working hard on their career, or maybe another has just been through a painful relationship not too long before, and can't commit.

when it all works out, people come into one another's life at just the right time.

and, luck has a lot to do with it because you really can't plan it — you can only hope that it happens just right.

circumstance dictates the entire process of running into a person.

every meeting you have with every person in your life is determined be a combination of personal choices and events in your life. even the most minute choice/action can change the future.

if you want to go even further back, your existence is based on events and choices of ancestors before you stretching far back in time.

so, not only are we all lucky to be on earth, but we are lucky that our significant other is on earth as well, and even luckier that circumstance brought us together.

do we really need to be lucky to find love?

not everything is for everyone.

maybe someday.