Hello! I'm back and ready to rock ;)

Whaddup people!
Sorry for the long-pause of my blog writing. Pheww it has been so long since I even look at my own blog and I feel ashamed for myself! Ini belum ada anak dah kelam kabut blog sendiri pun lupa password. Right now I have the mood to get back on track and oh please, hit the play button back! 
Dah berapa lama blog ni jadi pekasam je en. Nak delete I know that one day I'll be looking forward to write again. So gigihkan hati dan perasaan untuk meneruskan aje blog lame ass ni.
I know people don't even bother pun if I'm available ke tak. Update blog ke tak. Somehow my intention is to please myself in writing shits. 
GOSSIPS :p 
Sesungguhnya berada dalam keadaan yang ceria (walaupun marah) adalah suatu pekara yang sangat membantu ketika menulis. Idea datang mencurah ke ladang gandum menjadikan tulisan saya sangat mengarut dan membosankan.
Motif tulisan hari ini ialah, 'tiada motif'. *apeke kau ni lame sangat Arisya oi*
 Okay back on track, come on people.
There have been few good and bad things happened in my life. And I thank God for the patience I had all these while. Sekarang ni musim submissions and musim dapat final projects. Oh tidak lupa juga musim dapat mid term tests and marks. Saya sangat seronok. Weee. Terasa berada di ladang gula-gula. Manisnya momentos ini. LOL
The truth is I tak tau nak buat assignment Marcomm ni, tu yang menggelabah bukak blog onon-ononnya nak dapatkan idea. Eheh, Buat kelakar.
Yang penting kite cube, betul? 
I have so many gossips to be shared with you guys. But I'll update the all later on la. I have to susun the chronology dulu baru boleh buat drama sikittt. haha. Whateverla arisya oi. 
Btw, my friend, the hot one. alaa the one yang hot mawt to. hot mama. Dia dah nak bersalin dah in few weeks time. Let's all pray for her and her baby! Moga Allah permudahkan semua urusan untuk dia. 


hugs and kisses to all my lovelay bloggerhearts.
*macam retis la konon 

Reminiscing

It is that date of the month. The date i can hardly forget. And it's back. Couldn't sleep right now, thinking where should I do next. Moving on, but where should I go?  
I'm fine, don't worry. It's just that I don't know which flow I'm taking right now. I'm lost. Have you heard, 'comparisons are easily done once you had the taste of perfection' ? Yes, this is where I am right now. I keep on comparing and it leads me nowhere. 
Nowhere. 
I guess I'll have to wait for Adam Levine. He'll come and bite someday :) And he'll be singing to me; She Will Be Loved and I'll move like Jagger with him together, in the middle of night, before he says Goodnight, goodnight Arisya darling, I never gonna leave this bed! :p

No regrets, just love

So it's true, people get annoyed to you everyday. No matter how hard we try to do good and to bring up happiness. People can never get enough of you. Trust me. So people make mistakes everyday, what do you expect kan? Same goes to me. People treated me badly all the time. Sometimes it is just how I feel or it is obviously true. For me, to feel mad about one thing is too obnoxious. It is okay to be mad. To talk bad sometimes, but to have the feeling of madness is driving me crazy. It is better if I could just get over it and move on. Memang la sakit. To think that people are making you sick inside and out. Tapi that's life. Ada orang tu kata, 'Life is not fair'. Yelah cakap memang senang. Wait till you feel the unfairness of life. What ever it is, to forgive is not easy. I am still trying my best. Apatah lagi bila orang tu dah destroyed almost everything I gained. The good things. *sigh* I couldn't imagine how some people have the guts to destroy other's life on so many ways. As if, the world revolves around them. They can do whatever they want, to whoever they want. Kalau dia nak, means dia nak. Kalau dia rasa dia suka, means dia kena dapat benda tu. No matter if it is going to hurt others. It is not fair kan? Yeah, life's not fair. Tapi entahla, for someone like me yang selalu fikir perasaan orang, how can people can never look twice on whether they hurt my feelings ke tak? Tak boleh ke, you just feel me sikit? Like look into my heart and feel if I ever get hurt with your doings? You've destroyed my life. In a split second. Whatever I built for the past few years, kau dah spiled kan everything. Entahlaa, I don't know how to express this. 
The worse part is that, dah la kau dah buat aku suffer for months, kau buat aku jadi orang yang sangat paranoid, kau tak mintak maaf pun! In fact you blame me and the other person. Kau langsung takda rasa bersalah. You don't even think to say sorry in the first place. Fine la you were born is such cozy family. Apa kau nak kau dapat. Tak kisah la apa cara pun. You'll get it, tapi come on. REAL life isn't about you anymore. Have some courtesy to understand people jugak. You knew in the first place it was your fault. But you never did say sorry to me. Not even one attempt. You know what, if you do hurt some other girls out there, I bet kau dah teruk kena tarik rambut dah. Seriously. 
Jangan la rasa diri tu on top of the world sangat. Bila-bila pun kalau Allah nak duga, dia duga jugak. Kalau sekarang kau duk sibuk amik orang lain punya, nanti tunggu la orang lain ambik pulak hak kau. No offense. I don't know if I've forgiven you. I'm not sure. Sebab orang sombong macam kau ni memualkan. zzz. 
Avoiding you is the best decision so far. Mana tau satu hari aku ketuk pintu kau and claim for explanation kan? Good luck in your life. You really think blocking me would do you any favor? Haha. You make me laugh my butt out. 
Takpeplah, orang tak nak mintak maaf, kita diam je la kan. Dosa dia dengan manusia, tetap dosa. InsyaAllah I'll forgive you eventually. 


xx

I can't do this alone, trust me.

Exactly how I feel on the...

Hari Raya : Early Preparations!

Hello readers! Today I am in my good mood. LOL.

Raya is coming soon and and there are so many things to be done but don't neglect your Pahala during Ramadhan OK! Basically I have this crazy thoughts of being 'flawless'. I've make the deal with Aeti and we all want to be flawless. Sapa tak nak, memang zzzzz.

Benda ni memang orang selalu buat pun, tapi saja la nak mengisi masa lapang ni, I post this crazy thing for my readers :p 

First, pagi pagi bangun tu ambik scrub (whatever brand pun takpaaa) Just amik and scrub your face. Scrub scrub scrub, buang saja semua kulit-kulit mati tu. Ok, make sure you do not go over scrubbing your face, takut la nanti jadi kedut pulak. Banyak sangat gosok pun susahhh. For me, I'm using St.Ives scrub nii. So far ok. I've been using this product dari zaman sekolah lagi. Biasa je.. Hahaha. Takde la apa benda pun, tapi dari tak guna.... lagi apa benda *ok dah apa benda I ngarut :/

Ok and then rinse off scrubs tuuu. Ce rasa kulit korang? Eheheh, mesti lembut en en. Te anjat boboi kalau rasa (: Ok dah. Lepas tu, go on lagi dengan letak pulak mask. Macam I, I prefer mask yang liquid/cair wtv laa. Compared tu mask yang lekat kat muka. Entahla kenapa, I just do. So macam biasa, I pun guna St.Ives Mask ni. Ok sangat. Lepas guna rasa kulit anda seperti ditarik dan ditarik. Rasa muda 12 tahun (;

Letak mask dalam 10-15 minutes je jangan lama-lama. Kang kering kontang kulit tu. OK, go and rinse everything. Kalau rajin, start your 3-step routine instantly. Terus basuh guna facial wash. As for me, I use Clinique. Bar soap dia ok. So just use it la. Suka hati korang la nak pakai apa :p 

Then, bersihkan semua. Lap muka guna towel kering bersih. Pat the excessive water. Pat pat pat. Lepas tu tepek pulak toner guna cotton ehh. Macam biasa la I pakai Clinique ni. OK la. I suka toner dia. 

Macam biasa la pastu tepek pulak moisturizer on your face ok people. Just make sure you choose the right moisturizer for your skin. You don't want your skin to be over dried or too oily sampai boleh buat goreng ikan. Haha #justsaying. Sooo, just titik titik kan your moisturizer on your favorite points like your cheeks, chin, forehead and nose. Lepas tu, spread everything slow and steady. Jangan roughly takut rosak kulit nanti ye kawan-kawan.

Okayy, lepas tu you can apply your make up or simply pat your face powder to start your day! Jangan lupa bila nak tidur, make sure you clean up your make up and, sempena nak raya ni tepek la bedak sejuk tiap-tiap malam :) Saje la nak kasi licin lagi kulit tu. I use this type of bedak sejuk. Tadaaa...

Tak tau apa tah jenis nyaa. Tapi I tak mix it with normal tap water. I prefer it to be mixed with air gamat. Tantaaa..

Dah tu tepek-tepek kat muka, tidur zzzzzz. Esok pagi jangan lupa basuh and follow your 3-step routine ok! Kena rajin, baru boleh flawlessss :p

Have fun bloggerhearts (:

xx

Pretty #1

Yaw yaw yaw, it's Shay Mitchell in the house yaww :D #poyonakmamps
Just feel these and imagine if one day I can be pretty like this :pp LOL

xx

Pathetic : Sampai Bila?

Untungla, people get rich everyday. Rezeki orang lain-lain. Ada yang naik, ada yang turun. That's normal in life. Kita sepatutnya berbangga kalau kenal orang-orang yang rezekinya datang melimpah ruah sekelip mata. Tak kisah la sapa pun. As Muslims perasaan hasad tu la benda paling kita kena bawak jauh-jauh. Jealousy as in kita nak berusaha ke arah kebaikan mungkin perlu, tapi bukan dengan cara membuat dajal kat orang yang kita jealous tu. Yelaa, tengok je masyarakat kita, penyakit dengki ni buat ramai orang mendekati amalan syirik. Percaya atau tak, sendiri mau ingat laa. Faham lah yang kita ni manusia biasa yang banyak cacat-cela, tapi penggunaan dan perbuatan yang syirik ni suatu benda yang dasyat dan sangat berdosa ye kawan-kawan. Jangan la dengki ke orang sampai macam tu sekali. Ingatlah, peluang untuk kita masih ada, berushalah ke arah kebaikan yang lebih. Jangan rasa diri tu nak cepat je. Cepat kaya, cepat ada rumah besar, cepat berbini banyak, cepat nak kereta baru. Susah la hidup. Susahnya hidup macam tu bila kita ni tak dapat menikmati hidup yang sebenarnya. Nikmat hidup ialah bila kita berusaha terhadap sesuatu yang kita nak. Bukan dengan jalan shortcut shortcut ni :p 

Anough said, sama jugak dengan orang yang suka berbangga diri. Faham la, kita semua mesti nak share kisah-kisah sweet yang ada dengan orang. Especially kalau orang tu pernah jadi 'lebih' dari kita. Mesti la kita excited nak bagitau, anak kita lagi pandai, anak kita ada boyfriend lagi kacak, baru dapat rumah besauu, tak pun merantau satu dunia. Wahh, kita yang dengar ni pun mesti kagum, gembira, suka! Tapi apa yang jadikan benda itu memualkan, bila ianya disebut-sebut berulang kali. LOL. Ilek sudeyy, macam orang lain takde apa yang dia ada. Padahal orang lain ada more than that, boleh je diorang buat ilek? Tapi faham lah situasi memang manusia ni tak sempurna ye kawan-kawan. Ada yang jenis-jenis tak reti malu ni. Memang banyak. Tapi kita jangan jadi macam diorang. Biar kita observe je orang ni. Jangan taasub sangat (: Nayaaa. Ni nasihat untuk semua, peringatan untuk saya jugak ! Orang tak suka bila kita ni duk brag-brag sangat. Tak kisah la pasal apa pun. More is less. Kalau sedang kita duk brag tu, kalau teringat, tone down la sikit. Ingatlaaa, kita tak tau dalam orang macam mana. Kalau orang tu dengki kat kita macam mana? Pastu dia ada niat tak baik macam mana? Haaa, jangan tunding jari kat orang je kalau kita rasa kita pun ada saham jugak dalam 'game' tu. Tak dinafikan, ada orang buat ilek je, sikit-sikit je orang tau kehidupan dia, still ada orang dengki. Itu memang tak boleh buat apa la, dah memang orang ni isshhh, hasad tinggi! Tapi yang al-kisah orang suka berbangga sangat ni pun satu hal. Memang mintak-mintak orang dengki ke dia agaknya :O Saya pun tak tau.
Yelaa, aneh sangat ke students bersusah-payah dalam kehidupan? Itu la University of Life (Syed Hussein Al-Attas). Kalau tak susah, tak student laa. Ingat dah buat Degree tu, buat kat Shah Alam tu besau sangat la. Padahal orang lain lagi major pandai. Siap dapat pointer 3.88, kau mampu? 4.00 lagi bersepah, orang ilek je. Orang lain ada Mini Cooper lagi, kau ada? Orang lain pakai Mini Cooper pun duduk rumah kedai, takde masalah. Seriously takde masalah. Naik bus pun senang. Nak beli makan pun senang. Memang takde masalah. So jangan ingat orang duduk rumah kedai tu lifeless. Entah-entah diorang lagi ada life dari orang duduk Condo. LOL. #nooffense
Terima ke tak kenyataan saya ni, terpulang. Saya ni bosan, pedih telinga bila orang duk rasa diri bagus sangat macam dunia ni dia yang punya. EH, Allah lagi besar laaa. zzz
xx

Specially, for you to understand...

It is never easy to get up from a hard fall down. Maybe my sad story would be your happy ending. At least, one of us is happy. #tears


A very deep, thoughtful, nice song from Demi Lovato keeps me going on like a Skyscraper. xx

Kerang and everything in between

It's awkward to think and imagine that I actually write more than one post in 24-hour time. It is either I have so many things to be written or simply because I seriously have no life to live besides sharing stories here, in the virtual life. Lifeless nya Arisya nii. Haha. Yela, what else should I do? I can't think of anything besides writing. For now, at least. Nanti dah takde idea nak mengarut, lagi beku otak fikir nak buat apa kat rumah. Well, Degree students from the IPTA's around Malaysia semua tengah cuti 'summer' lah sangat. For 4 months ok. Basically, kalau duduk rumah 4 bulan, memang habis beku otak, urat saraf semua. SO.... to avoid whatever shits to happen, I decided to start working. Mama yang tolong carikan kerja. Teka la mana je dia cari, hahaha. She asked me to work at Shell. Ala Shell BK5 tu :) 

Yang seronoknya, interview pukul 10 am, pukul 2 terus masuk kerja. haha. Lepas tu my cousin pun join sekali and seronoklah dapat pakai baju Ferrari colour merah tuu :p FOr two days we had to be trained by Kak Cynthia yang awesome gila. I mean, she was so happening tak rasa macam dia tu trainer from Shell pun. We had so much fun training dgn dia. 

Lepas tu bermula career as a cashier *acehh. Bekerjaya sangatt :p Lama jugak I kerja. Almost 3 months la. Tapi gaji entah pergi mana asyik habis je. Sigh. But bukan pasal gaji sangat, but the experience working there. Fuhhh, lagi macam-macam compared to MNG dulu. Kat Shell ni you have to follow all the steps and procedure. Company Internatinal la katakaaaan. Bos pulak memang perfectionist. You could imagine.

There are 8 steps yang kite kena buat every time customer masuk.

- Pakai kemas, with name tag and uniforms

- Greetings

- Up selling, "penuh ke?" 

- "Fuel 95?"

- Promote promotion box (changes every/2 month(s))

- Bonuslink ada? 

- Resit?/ Plastic?

- Terima kasih, datang lagi.

Tambah pulak ada promosi isi RM30 dan menang, kena tambah lagi jadi 9 steps! Imagine you have to do it 24 hours ok! Mau melecur lidah. Haha.

Tapi my supervisor osem sangat benda ni dah fluently spoken je. hikhik.

To tell my experience kerja Shell memang banyak. Ada customer yang baik belikan ice cream, belikan chocolates. Ada yang menyusahkan. Pam toilet pun diorang curi!

Ohh, paling tak suka bila budak-budak sekolah datang. Adhoi, stressss. Ada jugak budak-budak ni yang kelakauu :)

Seronokla.. Sapa kata kerja Shell tak seronok. Tapi memang penat. Kejap bekejar toilet, kejap jaga luar. Pergh, tolong orang isi minyak memang paling kelakau. Ada customer siap gelak lagi. Takpelah biar saya buat sendiri. Punya la I ta tau nak isi minyak. So pandai-pandai lah sorok muka :p 

Apa-apa pun kerang tetap rocks!

This picture was taken in my uniform tapi tak nampak, kira halal la.

xx