My Life Now

well for some of you who dont know Andrew and I got divorced this past week. it has been so hard to go thro this and still is. it is going to be hard for a long time especially since i didnt want it to happen at all. now i am just living back at home with the mom and dad and looking for a place to live for me and miley. miley i think knows what is going on but doesnt know. we both are going to be equally involved in her life and sometimes we will do things together with her. we are going to be as nice as possible but it will be good. and who knows we may get back together. haha just wishful thinking. that is my life in a nut shell

Last Few Months

Sorry I haven't wrote since Miley's birthday but it has been very very stressful for me but I feel like writing now, well here it is Andrew and I are separated. We have our moments were we would love to just kill each other and others where we are so in love. But since i can remember this past year all we have done is fight and are constintly at each others throat. This will never change how I feel about him cuz I do love him with all my heart, and I dont know what I would do with out him. It has been pretty hard on me cuz it kinda came out of the blue, but we are working on it slowly but surly. Miley is with me alot of the time cuz Andrew works crazy hours but he sees her on his days off and on weekends. Who knows if we will get back together, but I sure hope we do cuz I love him and him and Miley mean everything to me and I dont know what I would do with out him in my life (even if we fight all the time). I have been out of the house for almost 5 months now and I hope that an end is in sight soon so I can go home and we can be a family again.

She Isnt So Little Anymore!!!

So in Friday the 14th was Miley's 3rd birthday and we had a birthday party that night for her. It was so fun we had cake and pizza and just talked and watched the kids run around the house and scream while running around. Miley loved all of her presents that she got but there was one that and it was from Grandpa and Grandma Dabb and it was a Jessie doll from Toy Story. She has been asking for one since her cousins Corban and Taegan got Buzz, Woody and Bullseye for Christmas. Grandma and Grandpa Dabb also got her new Bedding so that mom can fix her room up all cute. Aunt Shay and Uncle Scott and kids gave her a TUTU that Shay made it was so cute on her too. Aunt Amber Uncle Tim and Jackso got her an adorable outfit and wood letters that we are going to paint to hang on her wall after it is all painted. Then Grandpa and Grandma Park and Uncles Brandon and Jason got her a butterfly night light to go in her bathroom that matches her bedding and some stickers that go on the wall that are flowers and butterflys and then the other tube of stickers are letters. Mommy and Daddy got her a new bed and mattress, a Princess tent and a koose ball (dont know how to spell that) but if you have watched King of Queens you will know what Im talking about I think anyways. After presents were all open and cake and pizza had been eaten people started to leave and the last poeple to leave were my mom and dad and brother, cuz they were watching Jackson cuz Amber had to go get Tim from the bus stop so she just left him at our house well he was playing with Jessie and I guess Jessie is his "girlfriend" when Amber and Tim got there they stayed for a few mins and talked but had to go and it was so sad cuz Jackson wanted to take Jessie so bad but couldnt. He cried all the way out the door. Ok it wasnt crying he was screaming. Tim had to priy Jessie out of his hands. But other then that it went great. Miley had so much fun having everyone over and playing with her cousins. The hole next day she spent most of her time with Jessie in her tent. So mommy cleaned the house back up. Happy Birthday Miley!!! Mommy and Daddy love you alot and you mean the world to us and we are so glad that you are ours.

Pictures are on my Facebook if you want to see them.

Not a whole lot!!!

Well since my last post not a whole lot has gone on since then just work for Andrew and I and Miley just going to her Aunt Shaylyns house to play with her boys and she helps Shay with their little girl. Andrew is still going to class every other day and just working lots so still dont see him much but it will give him lots of oppertunities when he is done with this class.

Next week is Mileys 3rd birthday!!!! Holy Cow where has all that time gone???? We are going to have a birthday party for her on the night of her birthday and instead of the FJ Cruiser I am going to decorate her room all cute and Andrew's mom and my mom got stuff to help make it all cute. I just cant wait to paint her room and make it her "princess" room!!!!!

Christmas Day

So on Christmas morning Andrew and I were planning on getting up before Miley so that we could see what she thought when she came out of her room to see all the things that Santa brought her. Well that didnt work out to well cause I was awake for a minute or so and then I heard Miley rumaging through her stuff so I woke Andrew up and we hurried and got out in the Living Room fairly fast. When we got out there she has Cinderella in her hands and asked, "What is this?" We told her and she got a big ole grin on her face and just looked at everything else that was in the couch from Santa. After a few minutes of her looking at all the stuff and Andrew and I looking in eachother stocking we asked Miley if she wanted to open presents that Mommy and Daddy got her and she dropped Cinderella and ran to the tree and started grabbing presents. Here are some pics of us opening presents. Miley and her Cinderella doll.
BOOKS!!! And she really said it like that.
She Loves books!!!



The Movie Tom and Jerry and more Jammies.

A Present that Andrew and Miley got Me.

Dont member what it was either.

Andrew opening his First present.

Head Phones and a pair of Pants.
Two Dresses and who cares about the one on top just give me the Cinderella one.

Her with it being held up to her.

Two Movies: Dumb and Dumber and Waterboy.

More books!!! Seven books total.
A game Daddy had to get her!!!

Cinderella the Kitten!!! Yes she likes Cinderella just a little.

More books being opened.

Miley in her Cinderella Dress with Cinderella.

Andrew and Miley. I love these two!!!

Anderw and Miley again with Miley looking at Me.

All of Miley's stuff she got.

Miley in the picture with all of her stuff.


After that was said and done Andrew made Miley and me a really good breakfast. French Toast with bacon and Sunny D to drink. YUMMY!!!! We got dont eating cleaned it up and let Miley play with her toys that she got and watch one of her movies that she got which her picked Curious George watched that while Andrew and I got ready for the day and to get ready to go to his parents house for the day. Well when I got out of the shower Andrew was on the phone with his dad (long story short) Andrew took the propane tank Mark uses for his smoker so we really had to hurry and get ready to get that to his dad so we could have brunch at their house and we ate Prime Rib, Rolls, and Hash Browns. It was alright cause Im not a big fan of Prime Rib. Andrews family likes their meat still Mooing (as I like to say) and I have to have mine WELL DONE so I had to stick mine on the BBQ grill for awhile. Got done with that sat around for a while then decided that we were going to go and open MORE presents. I didnt get many pictures of that cause we all opened them at the same time pretty much. But Andrew and I got a new comforter which is way nice now I dont have to fight for the blankets at night. And all the grandkids got a mat for cars and a train set to go on the mat too. It was a good investment there cause everyone was playing with it. But they got it cause Miley has gone a few times to the Orthodontist with Cindy and they have a train set there and she gets mad everytime she has gone when it is time to leave. So she found one and HAD to get it. But other then that here are a few and I mean few pictures.


Miley opening her ornament.
They did that for years with the kids and now they arent doing it anymore for them so its the grandkids turn to get them.

Miley ripping her present open.

It was two lights that are in the Shape of a Ladybug and a Flower that you hang on the wall.

Now I get to decorate her room in Pink and Lime Green. I have been wanted to decorate her room since we moved in but I couldnt decieded on a color so now I have one!!! YAY!!!

Christmas Eve.

On Christmas Eve we went to my parents house and had a nice meal that was Chicken Noodle Soup with Rolls then after we ate and dinner got all cleaned up we sat down and let Miley open some presents from my parents and she got these two shirt a pair of pants and a pair of socks which she put on right after she unwraped. After Miley was all done with that we played a game that took forever and while we were playing Miley fell asleep in Uncle Jasons arms, it was so cute so we decided that it was time to go home but when we got home she was wide awake and she opened one more present and that was her Christmas Eve Jammie.

The two shirts and pair of pants she got.

Here are some other pictures of that night.

Shopping

So yesterday while Andrew was snowboarding/patroling on the hill, Miley and I had a fun day of nothing to do but play and build things with be mega blocks. We made towers that she didnt like so she would brake it and throw it everywhere to trains that really didnt look like trains. We watched those little kid shows on Tv on PBS, I think her favorite is Dinosaur Train, but anyways when Andrew got back he decided that we were going to go shopping for ALL of our Christmas stuff. Yes I know last minute to even start but we got most of it done. Andrew and Myself decided this year that we would get eachother just a little something and then spoil Miley but not to bad cause her birthday is in like 24 days or something, but we got her a doll that is a baby Cinderella, clothes, movies books and a Cinderella Dress Up dress. I am so excited for her to get up on Christmas Morning and see all of these things sitting there for her.

I was kinda bored yesterday too while she was watching a movie so I started planning her birthday party with family. So I asked her what she wanted for her Birthday and i thot it was so cute what she said. She said, "Santa." I looked at her with a smile, "Miley Santa isnt going to bring you anything for your birthday he is just going to bring you something for christmas so what do you want for your birthday?" "Ummm a happy to you cake!!!" which means birthday cake. So that went on for awhile and then she finally said Cinderella. So I think she is going to have a Disney Princess Themed party. So after Miley and I talked I got on the Internet and started looking at stuff for a Princess party and holy cow are things on the internet for parties expencive. So I am just going to see if I can find similar things that I liked on this one website at Wal-Mart for cheaper. But all in all I hope she likes it and what we are going to get her. Pictures will come soon for both Christmas and her Birthday after both happen.