#185

actually i realised..i dont really have so many entries. haha..cus i haven been updating very often. but whatever. i shall jus continue with 185..haha..

went out with the leo people. lolx. hmm really hope we could afford the time to come out more often. they are so damn funny.

haha minus mr daniel chan. but its been so long..i shall minus a big chunk of my hate cum disgust for him. hmm but actually its quite mean not to invite him though. haha and my dear secretary. my dear secretary actually went to ask xiaoqi which board did she belong to..lolx. really 笑死我了..

happy boxing day! though its a little over already..but hope everyone received presents they liked!

presents..are actually a test of how much you understand or pay attention to the little details of others isnt it? its not the price or the size..because when you really truly do understand and pay attention to the little details of your friends it will come naturally to you wat he/she needs..or maybe you're jus plain unobservant haha.

sometimes i think, unconsciously, too carried away or jus too dumb, i have hurt a lot of people around me. i need to wake up!

#184

merry xmas everyone(: i love xmas~ the xmas atmosphere makes me feel so high..haha. sent out a few xmas cards..maybe i should send out cny cards too~ since cny makes me high too..haha

xmas makes me so high i feel like buying gifts for everyone..but well my income doesn really allow me to do so..so cards will do ya..im sorry..

time really flies. its been 6 birthdays and 6 xmas that i've spent with ninepee. i think we never thought we could come that far. but friendship take effort..and we all did put in(:

i think sometime or another..its jus a habit for humans to hate themselves, isnt it? so its only human to hate yourself..haha

#183

yayy i've ended my work finally..actually i should hav finished work later cus there're so many public holidays these days it will almost be like not working..but well precisely cus its the holiday period there will be so many outings and i cant miss them rite?

but well, its been a great job. great pay. and people there are really nice pp. it has only been 6 weeks but we've grown quite close. hmm but people leave. i think im beginning to grow quite immune to this fact. im maturing man..hee.

你好像给她看了简讯。。可是当我问你的时候你却说没有。。那时我相信了你。。
可是故事明明再说你。。时间又刚好符合。。给我的感觉好像是在那里找不到幸福才有这样的结果的吧。。

ok time to go for my tuition..kinda dread it to go there..cus my tuition kid's dog stinks and she loves licking me..ahhh! the thought of it makes me crazy..

#182

new blogskin! teehee..new blogskin makes me wanna update loads of things:D maybe it wasn tt i was lazy to update but cus of the blogskin haha. i like the hotel thingy!

hmm u know in tv serials and dramas they always show at some certain age parents start to feel depressed and start lamenting that children are starting to leave them and lead their own lives..my father is seriously suffering from that. for the whole journey to tao's yesterday, he was talking about how 10 years later..everyday he will jus ask "mummy so where are we two gonna eat today?" and he couldn stop talking abt it..i hope this is not heritary..

working at the place (i wonder if i can say the name of my company since everything in the place is like a secret) makes me feel like a liar. when they dont wan the kids then ask the child to go somewhere! but they dont and say some special script. and when parents ask why do we say it everytime? are we lying? i feel like dying and the guilt is like coming out. and then i repeat everything i said from the beginning to cover up my guilt and nervousness.
haha. well im glad im ending. if not i'll be a well trained liar soon.

i've been so busy working these days i realised its been a long time since i seriously looked at my mum and dad..and i realised they've aged a lot...really..

#181

sometimes its like you dont understand me at all..

was that all you could hav said?

xmas is coming!! bought this xmas card to send out..12.75 for jus 8 cards is a bit steep..but its ok since 'all proceeds go to charity' haha but then again like mr marcus tan said..when u give donations its like u will nv know if they really do get to the people cus of all the corruptions happening arnd..and like wat my dad said..u know how many are suffering in the world? how many will u be able to save? but well well..like the starfish story..helping one is one..

so everyone pls go mph to buy ur xmas cards ya! if u need xmas cards for the season why not buy there rite since its for charity rite..haha..besides xmas is a season of giving(:

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