on another note - ryan has been planning a surprise for me for my 30th. he's said nothing about it except that it's going to be the Saturday after my birthday, and that he got his sister to babysit the kids during the day for us. i love surprises and was so happy that he finally was doing something as a surprise for me so i didn't ask any questions because i really didn't want it to get ruined. sooooo.... last night when i opened the laptop to check my facebook (new addiction), his yahoo email account was up and what do i see right in front of my face? yep, the confirmation for his "surprise". it's a trip to vegas for the two of us! it's just a day trip, he's taking me there to go shopping for my birthday. we leave at 8:30 in the morning and come back at 7:30 that same day. how exciting! ryan is so devastated that i saw it. he was so proud of himself and couldn't wait to surprise me. i feel bad cause he looked so miserable when he realized that i saw it. awww, poor ryan. but now i have a few weeks to decided what i want to go shopping for, yay for me!