I'm blogging in the midst of exams!

Listening to Corrinne May can be quite soothing.

Just reminded this week that God always gives back to you much much more than what you give to Him. Amazing divine mathematics.

Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy--think about such things.

Not easy to think about such things all the time. So easy to slip back into negativity and a life of "what-ifs" and "if-only". I'm amazed how some people seem so joyful all the time. Whereas the rest of us try our hardest and secretly, deep down inside, we're really just putting on a facade half the time for everybody to see.

I'm back after almost 2 months! I'm becoming an expert at reviving this blog and keeping it on life-support! School has really busy, and after a hectic JC life, I kinda enjoy this autonomy is university. Making the switch from science to arts and not going for any of the orientation camps means I dont really know many people. Well, I mean I know lots of people from tutorials and projects, but not on a personal level. Not very ideal sometimes, but I think learning how to be a bit bolder and just do things on my own and look at the bright side. Being an unknown entity allows me the freedom to do what I want during my breaks. Having been an AC boy for so long, this attachment to school mentality has been drilled into my head since I was one third my current age. So I now I'm experiencing this new feeling of detachment from the institution I study in. School for me now is a place I go and hurry to get out. Its squeeze everything into a nice timetable so I can spend as little time there as possible. So different from my formal schooling years. Days spent in CCA and all kinds of other activities. And I have enough AC memorabilia to open a museum! When I was still living the land of red, blue and gold, everything with an AC crest also will buy. Now when I walk into co-op, those NUS stuff doesnt appeal to me at all.

Still, I thank God for carrying me through this semester. I know He's on my side even when life sometimes looks like this: