1223 7/6/2020

RAW & RANDOM PICTURES I TOOK AROUND MALANG BECAUSE I MISS IT & IT SHOWS :(

DAY 30

YEOROBUNNN 

Ok first off we're in a middle of a pandemic it's 2 in the am & I can't sleep. My sleeping pattern is kinda fucked in this MCO. So what do you do when you can't sleep? Yup, you binge watch. 

My recent watch is none other than THE WORLD OF THE MARRIED. Freaking google it will ya. 

I only just got done with second episode anyway. I'm so worked up watching that greedy husband of hers who wanted to keep both women by his side, what the fuck? I swear I never wanted to scream RUN to someone's face this bad. I have so many questions now. Why can't women as powerful as her leave his fucking ass stat? Why would she waste away her life & energy loving someone who doesn't want to be kept? Why would she wants to make him choose when he clearly said their marriage is like a shell? 

Shit my head hurts. Lmao.

Dear self, I will always have your back & let's never be in that sorry state again. 

0207 16/4/2020

POST WHAT YOU'RE LISTENING TO CHECK

I've been at the wrong place at the wrong time

Chasin' all the wrong things most of my life
Been every kinda lost that you can't find
But I got one thing right

Been the kind of guy girl's mamas don't like
Runnin' with the wrong crowd on the wrong nights
'Cause I've been wrong about a million times
But I got one thing right, YOU 

Lol who are you fucking kidding

One Thing Right - Marshmello/Kane Brown 

0144 16/4/2020

A little life update?

Hi. 

Hate to break this to you but it's now 2019. March, in fact. So I last blogged in 2016. Time seems to pass by in a whiff. How yall been holding up? I'm just- me, I guess? Except the few kilos I add on, a few countries I been to, a few mistakes I made & a few people I met & lost along the way, I'm still..... me. 

*shrugs* 

Ah, I stan BTS so hard these days that I was hoping I'll get to go to one of their concerts soon, given they came to where I live la. I can't afford to go outside to see them because I'm tied with works. Funny how now we are adulting so much that money isn't really the problem but time is. Remember when we were broke students? It seemed so long ago. 

What else shall I write? Hmm...

My heartbreak? Like how it was crushed & how I hit rock bottom, lowest of the lowest there ever was to being in pain? Let's say I'm almost past that. 

I guess it works to make myself busy & channel my energy to other things. 

Ok here's a happy update, I have another Indonesia trip tomorrow with a friend & I'm excited!

Isn't life wonderful if you get to do things you love with people you like though I know, I know, I don't have a S/O. I mean, let me enjoy things I like. I don't mapped out my life & I'm a firm believer of every cloud has a silver lining.

Why can't some people digest that? Why they gotta shove inappropriate words down my throat? I have feelings??? That's a common trait in humans? Duh?

Uh oh, the post is getting longer. As if anyone would ever read this. Lol. 

Bye!

2310 23/3/2019

You.

So I heard you read my blog all night?

Really?




I hope you read this.



I love you.
I will always love you.

:'(