NYAH NYAH

returning of blogsphere! Im back to my dear blog. it have been months since my last post. Life has changed alot since then. ups and downs. and the biggest thing was I have completed my A-levels. woot. sounds great isnt it. but for now,the best part is coming up. My turning point. :) I'm busying working out for those things right now. alot of decisions to make. I know I'm so gonna get through all these and figure out my puzzle soon. I'm longing for an escape!! somewhere over there, there and there...

SOOO.......

Live life fully while you're here. Experience everything. Take care of yourself and your friends.
Have fun, be crazy, be weird. Go outt and screww up! You're going to anyway, so you might as well enjoy the process. Take the opportunity to learn from your mistakes. Find the cause of the problem and eliminate it. Don't try to be perfect, just be an excellent example of being human. :)


xoxo

parallel lines

Kindred spirits moving along the spiral
I can see you up on another level
It's too great a fall
And I can't reach you to pull me higher
But I don't seem to get much closer or any more far

What would you tell me, if I could hear you speaking?
If you could touch me, how would I know the feeling?
I just can't imagine
But I try to do it anyway
I wish I was moving faster, I wish you'd drift back
But it just wasn't meant to happen
Very soon I'll have to

Face the fact
Some things never come together
Parallel lines running on forever
And you can't turn back
There is never any starting over
Parallel lines never do cross over

It's a challenge
Gotta make myself remember
Facing the truth, well, that doesn't mean surrender
What is bravado and how much is a force of will?
I know that the world is full of opposites that attract
But unless we ignore the physics
Very soon we'll have to

So I send you the gift of empathy
If you'd once in your life acknowledge me
I have visualized so thoroughly
That when I think of me I think of we

Can't face the truth
It means that we must surrender
Understanding won't satisfy the hunger
It whittles away at the destiny we fulfill
And like an animal running wild
You can't call it back
And it's just gonna make it harder
When it's finally time to

It's like a train that's stuck running on a track
Parallel lines running on, running on, running on

I am waiting. I am pondering.
When will it happen?
It seems so far away.
but I knew I could catch it.
just wait and see.

I'm back at home, everything is just feeling great.
lazying around..talk to family, friends...
open the fridge and grab whatever..kakak is there...
I feel like a princess, all is just so perfect.

but this is not the week to chill, its my study break.
I need the motivation to do my revision...
there I hafta go............ just two more months.
I'm gonna move it move it.
pls wait till I be back alright :)

to be continue..

20092009 :)

What a nice date!20092009
went to Alor Setar during the weekends.
it was fantastic.
first time where all of us gather together and have fun.
time flies.. still remember the first day we met each other
and till now, we laugh, we fight, we play, we sing, we whine...
although good times don't last but good people do.
A-level would be nothing without u people!



infront of the new kubu@ Kuala Kedah.



the girls with the hulk ( :


us again : )


went to the paddy museum



and there I dressed up like a kampung girl. hahaha.
cant stop laughing when I see this picture.




and lastly, the Birthday girls. Jovin&her mum.

*dear all, u guys rocks, together we work smart after playing hard :) strive for it!
we gonna make it..lets get prepared to fight in the battlefield! there we dream the impossible dream, fight the unbeatable foe, strive with our last once of courage to reach the unreachable star.

Realise

I got the words above extracted from my text msg from cindy yesterday. it came just right on time, wise words. Life should be worth living :) btw, I found an article which indeed true applies to most of us these days. If you find yourself getting a little twinchy when you can't find your laptop charger and cant inform the blogsphere or facebook of your every mood, you may need to check in to over sharers anoymous. "when people can no longer make contact, for whatever reason,, and start to feel a sense of unease, that is a warning that this has now become such a centrality to their life they are most likely ignoring certain other social activities or responsibilities that are contributing to their welfare," says a psychologist. "Its a red sign that says, ' Step back for a while, shut down the computer, re-engage in the natural environment'. " After all, if your fingers are always glued to the keyboard, when are you actually going to have time to life?

oh-so-true. Get your life! Life is just one damned thing after another.

current obssessed : Yiruma's music ( thanks to Joanne ) his music became my lullaby, my study companion and my temper healer.. :D

hahaha I love this... needless to talk much about it. all shown&revealed. :D
Never forget the days I spent with you. Continue to be my friend, as you will always find me yours. LOVESS

and finally,the only pic with laine dear for the day... although its quite blur.
One of the greatest things about being a teenager is the sharing, the closeness and the great times you have with your friends. LOVESS

all of us : )
Families are like fudge - mostly sweet with a few nuts.
The family. We were a strange little band of characters trudging through life sharing diseases and toothpaste, coveting one another's desserts, hiding shampoo, borrowing money, locking each other out of our rooms, inflicting pain and kissing to heal it in the same instant, loving, laughing, defending, and trying to figure out the common thread that bound us all together.


xoxo

ps. those who are not in the pics, dont worry, there are more to come :D

I say

*wiping away dust*
LOL its been awhile I didnt update my blog neither fb.
so yeah. these two weeks are oh-so-hectic but I seriously enjoyed the weekends!
last weekend and the coming one.. thanks for the consecutive holidays,prolonged my stay at home. there have been some changes to my home and I have new family members.... proudly introduce the two newborn lil puppies, teddy&gucci... and my german host brother...Luca. needless to say I enjoyed home. went to chooi yee's farewell on last saturday nite as she'll be heading to canada in few days time. wishing her best of luck.. met up with tai, jia tian, camenn, and huey gin.great time talking with each other about daily stuffs and gossiping. on sunday, tai came to my place and we did practically everything included studying ofcos :P later elaine and her bf came for my dad's curry chicken. it tasted good seriously.. it was the 1st curry chicken I tasted it from my dad after 19years. how lucky they are having the same thing as I do. haha
at nite, celebrated Merdeka @ ICCC. HAPPY 52nd to our beloved country Malaysia. despite all those recent political arguments and everything which left a bad image to other nation, its still our home country afterall . I went back to the ISLAND again on Monday. it was a very tedious week. was almost sick on Tuesday luckily not. I skipped test. hohoho and was busy for assignments and revision then there comes Friday again. which is today. its like a blink of an eye, seriously. Had law test today, totally made me raawrrawrrrawwr...managed to finished but slightly extra minutes needed and notes as well.. there are more to come I know... less than 3weeks already!!!!OH MYYYYY :S

damn cold night

I'm Standing on a bridge, I'm waitin in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now. There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground. I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryin to find me? Won't someone please take me home
It's a damn cold night, Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand, take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are, but I'm, I'm with you

I'm looking for a place, searching for a face
is there anybody here i know cause nothings going right
and everything a mess and no one likes to be alone

oh why is everything so confusing, maybe I'm just out of my mind.

Tough times never last, but tough people do!

wohooo. it was in the middle of the nite..
haha. great hospitality at her place :)
except the Frederik (fat dummy with the super funny bicycle :P)
the week was oh-so-hectic..
extra loads of preparation on
therefore some pampering moment..
facial, cheese cakes, escape to Gurney, Sakae sushi...with crazy people draws a big smile on my face :)
afterall it is not too bad for this week I must say
as the coming week will be worst.= =
test coming on..tuesday and wednesday. one week nearer to trials and external paper.
but still looking forward next weekend. OH HOMEE!

the outlook of life

Okay.everything looks easy.seems simple. well well. I just felt as if there is a great stone falling on me.I'm not feeling good and well.Bad bad bad. everything happens on the same time in this short period. It's the crucial time right now, I'm still walking on the same pace, that's terrible. I fret. I'm looking for my passion towards everything I'm handling now. I'm getting sick. so sick. You might forget what u said but I never forget how you make me feel. Thanks for your contribution, I shall screammmmm... Nonetheless, life still goes on and I appreciate those who are always there to make me laugh like insane lady. and tq JuhannTeh, the awesome "dai gor" ( actually younger than me, but super mature and hilarious) for contributing the webcam funny scene just now. And right now the only thing I'm looking forward is going home!although not so soon though. still tomorrow will be the pengajian malaysia midterm test. ohwell ohwell..Shall see how's my BM standard. Totally a waste of time reading it.aha. but looking at the positive side, I should be happy that I am moving forward to another phase of my teenage life and actually glad to hear that my personalities outshine the appearance. :)

"smile when it hurts most"

sitting in the ilab right now. was too lazy to do my reading. the lamest excuse ever i gonna give. :P ohyeah,went to the Uni talk thingy...2 top universities from Singapore. NTUand NUS. woot.. for me it's like a dream. or I should be positive and say it gonna be reality..hahaha. ==
As what my dad says, its all depends on LUCK. btw, I got nice nails painting by Honey today :)okay. enough for now..chaoo..

What a day,things went haywire. the sky is cloudy and I have mixed feelings. I'm screaming to my innerself....great great reminder to myself : I got the feeling often the goal is nearer than it seems to a faint and faltering man; whom are already bright as usual would not be able to hit the target what about the so-so ones. often the struggler has given up when one might have captured the victor's cup; And learned too late when the night came down, How close it was to the golden crown. Is it that? I'm still thinking myself. Success is failure turned inside out -The silver tint in the clouds of doubt, And ourselves never can tell how close we are, It might be near when it seems afar; So stick to the fight when it's the hardest hit -It's when things seem worst that I must not quit.I'm now making the best of it, and there comes unpredictable distractions. At the crucial time, what am I suppose to do? It is stupid, I'm not gonna stratch my head anymore. When things go wrong, as they sometimes will, the road I'm trudging seems all uphill, the funds are low and the debts are high, And I want to smile, but I have to sigh or to hide the face, care is pressing me down a bit- this is the time to rest for a second I know, but not to quit. Life is queer with its twists and turns, as every one of us sometimes learns, and many a fellow turns about when they might have won had they stuck it out. Don't give up though the pace seems slow -Who knows I may succeed with another blow. A foot forward and there I go. I need a hug..

Believe

I believe-
that we don't have to change friends
if we understand that friends change.

I believe-
that no matter how good a friend is,
they're going to hurt you every
once in a while and you must forgive
them for that.

I believe-
that true friendship continues to grow,
even over the longest distance.
Same goes for true love.

I believe-
that you can do something in an instant
that will give you heartache for life.

I believe-
that it's taking me a long time
to become the person I want to be.

I believe-
that you should always leave loved ones
with loving words. It may be the last
time you see them.

I believe-
that you can keep going
long after you can't.

I believe-
that we are responsible for what we do,
no matter how we feel.

I believe-
that either you control your attitude
or it controls you.

I believe-
that regardless of how hot and
steamy a relationship is at first,
the passion fades and there had
better be something else to take
its place.

I believe-
that heroes are the people
who do what has to be done
when it needs to be done,
regardless of the consequences.

I believe-
that money is a lousy way of keeping score.

I believe-
that my best friend and I can do anything
or nothing and have the best time.

I believe-
that sometimes the people you expect
to kick you when you're down,
will be the ones to help you get back up.

I believe-
that sometimes when I'm angry
I have the right to be angry,
but that doesn't give me
the right to be cruel.

I believe-
that just because someone doesn't love
you the way you want them to doesn't
mean they don't love you with all they have.

I believe-
that maturity has more to do with
what types of experiences you've had
and what you've learned from them
and less to do with how many
birthdays you've celebrated.

I believe-
that it isn't always enough to be
forgiven by others. Sometimes you
have to learn to forgive yourself.

I believe-
that no matter how bad your heart is broken
the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I believe-
that our background and circumstances
may have influenced who we are,
but we are responsible for who we become.

I believe-
that just because two people argue,
it doesn't mean they don't love each other
And just because they don't argue,
it doesn't mean they do.

I believe-
that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a
secret. It could change your life forever.

I believe-
that two people can look at the exact
same thing and see something totally.
different.

I believe-
that your life can be changed in a matter of
hours by people who don't even know you.

I believe-
that even when you think you have no more
to give, when a friend cries out to you
you will find the strength to help.

I believe-
that credentials on the wall
do not make you a decent human being.

I believe-
that the people you care about most in life
are taken from you too soon.

miduhyo

Its odd & random I know. but I enjoyed. who cares?:) life should be filled with surprises.

Counting

AUGUSTT arrived!!!! alot of upcoming events... 90% is all about A-Levels.
test, reading, extra class, essays, memorizing and etc. whats the rest? shall keep an eye on it.. : ) not going home soon. I know it's gonna be tough but it's like less than 68days to go...time is waiting for no one. Time is the cruelest teacher, first she gives the test, then teaches the lesson.
then shall we embrace and get through it. let's not give up.

A-CHOC-A-DAY

I BELIEVEEE....

A chocolate a day, keeps the blue day away!

chocolate keeps me awake,
makes me happier...
despite the calories
I dont care.
I want more,More, MORE..


ANYONE GETTING CHOCO FOR ME??
or gonna accompany me this weekend??
lets go desserts babeee!!!

I felt better right now
at this moment
today, I sat by the beach
I thought and wonder alot
The ocean takes me to a place of peace
the waves, the breeze, the night atmosphere
I feel the ocean's soul and I'm content, I'm at ease
What I would do to live in the ocean and bath in the sand
Swim at every sunrise and mesmerize every sunset
I want to run on the beach and dive in the waves….have no regrets
Swim like a dolphin and grow with the coral reef
I want to be a part of the ocean like the ocean is a part of me
I feel the oceans soul and it pulls me in
Into a place of happiness and peace, I am the ocean
The ocean is a beautiful place
Swim...swim fast with the waves and you'll be okay
Sit by the shore and wait for the sun
I'll make the day beautiful and allow the sun to reflect off of me
letting go of all fears and frustrations

from cuxhaven

woott.. mum called and told I got a letter from Germany, the host family. mum was overjoyed. I wonder why is she feeling happier than I do? she opened my letter and couldnt read. HAHA. its all in German ofcos la.. then she scanned and email to me. : ) there are some pics too. how sweet. they wrote it.. It's not by email. I've just not been writing to them for months. ayee. should start writing back already....Sometimes, I miss life back Germany. It's my second home country and I know I will go back one day! maybe soon! who knows? wait for me BABEE.. auf wiedersehen deutschland...

Gute nacht. ich hoeffe alle wird gut sein. :)

All upon you

Sometimes people come into your life
and you know right away that they were
meant to be there... to serve some
sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or
help figure out who you are or who you
want to become. You never know who
these people may be but when you look
eyes with them, you know that every
moment that you are with them, they
will affect your life in some profound
way. And sometimes things happen to
you at the time that may seem horrible,
painful and unfair, but in reflection
you realize that without overcoming
those obstacles you would have never
realized your potential, strength,
will power or heart.

Everything happens for a reason!
Nothing happens by chance or by means
of good luck. Illness, injury, love,
lost moments of true greatness and sheer
stupidity all occur to test the limits
of your soul. Without these small
tests, life would be like a smoothly
paved, straight, flat road to nowhere,
safe and comfortable but dull and
utterly pointless.

The people you meet affect your life.
The successes and downfalls that you
experience can create who you are, and
the bad experiences can be learned
from.... In fact, they are probably the
most poignant and important ones.
If someone hurts you, betrays you or
breaks your heart, forgive them because
they have helped you learn about trust
and the importance of being cautious
to whom you open your heart.
You will find it happier it that way. If someone
loves you, love them back
not only because they love you, but
also because they are teaching you to
love and open your heart and eyes to
little things.

MAKE EVERYDAY COUNT! Appreciate every moment and take from it everything
that you possibly can, for you may never
be able to experience it again. Talk to people who you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, even if it doesn't seem right because you are too young or too far, just follow your heart. Surround yourself with those who make you smile, laugh, and make you happy.

Break free and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create your own life then LET GO and LIVE IT!

*lights off*

Flawless Weekend.

F.A.M.I.L.Y
Father and Mother I Love You!bros included. :D

on saturday, after the tedious PM class I went for lunch with JJs. :)
initially, I thought I'll be lonely throughout the weekend after the lunch.
but,
things changed after I received the call!
mum, dad and bros are coming down!!
woohoo..*jumping up and down*
have not seen them for weeks.
people, jealous not okay? hahaha
I called my dad last week and told him I'm craving for seafood, CRABSS!
who knows? he seriously came down and bring me for seafood!!
thumbs up. *fingers licking* XD
had cheese crab. yumms. first time trying crabs with cheese.
they stayed overnight.
I really love the feelings
no matter where we are,
when we are together,
I feel home!
the weekend was awesomely great
but
terribly short!
they headed home. :(
anyway,
they did their part as a good parent,
earnestly
its time to do my part,
as a good&responsible daughter.

"Count your blessings. Once you realize how valuable you are and how much you have going for yourself, the smiles will return, the sun will break out, the music will play, and you will finally be able to move forward the life that God intended for you with grace, strength, courage and confidence."

"Know well what leads you forward and what hold you back, and choose the path that leads to wisdom."

Obssessed

Friday -- always the day I longed in the week. but recently, its not. as I could not get to go home. its been two weeks! had a dreadful Friday from 10pm-4pm. included one hour lunch break. and that was all about law! wrote two essays, and was the first time I managed to finished it within an hour! but still reffering my notes. I wish to be a lil more brainy so I could store all my A level notes inside ;) shall wait till the day I am able to apply all my notes from my brain without reffering notes..aha. then ride on the kpg bus, and went for Obssessed!

Ohwell, the movie was okay. What a story line..hahaha. First-time film director gets a wonderfully wicked performance from Lisa(Ali Larter), while Sharon (Beyonce Knowles) shows off her claws in the film's climactic showdown. Taking its place alongside such films as FATAL ATTRACTION and DISCLOSURE, OBSESSED is a rollicking reminder that all's fair in love and stalking. watch it then you'll know. :)

after movie, LAKSA time!! the laksa wasnt really good but enjoyed :) Sulaine left earlier and therefore left us four...here comes the pictures.

:) xoxo

enjoy life, this is not a dress rehearsal

just did this calculation thingy from Facebook. wooow..never realized I have been living for such long...but I know the journey is still very long though..anyway, I still think life is short, time flies.
enjoy the moment with those around you. One day at a time - this is enough. Do not look back and grieve over the past for it is gone,and do not be troubled about the future,
for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful it will be worth remembering. Live life so completely that when death comes to you like a thief in the night,
there will be nothing left for him to steal.

Curious things, habits. People themselves never knew they had them.

phobia&emptiness..

Bank robber or Robin hood??

Whoops. Randomly found out something from "this day in history" column. On the same day on 1934, John Dilinger was killed by the FBI. yesh. it's John Dillinger from Public Enemy. I also found out that we shared the same birth date, 22 June. woot...I googled his biography and most of it is already played in the movie by Johnny Depp. Interesting I would say. Bravo! His robbing career flabbergasted me. he robbed for live. The robin hood in real I can say.
Many legends surround John Dillinger.
One of the rumors that followed his death was that he had a very large penis (which Hoover later kept in a jar). This legend is the result of the photograph of his corpse; the bulge caused by his arm, stiff from rigor mortis, covered with a sheet; some who saw grainy newsprint copies of the photo mistakenly believed it to be his unnaturally large erect penis. lol. wth.
and the other legend where lead to an enduring notion of the "Lady in Red" as an betraying character. "Lady in Red" story stems from a poem allegedly chalked on the alley wall where Dillinger was shot:

:"Stranger stop and wish me well,
Just say a prayer for my soul in hell.
I was a good fellow, most people said,
Betrayed by a woman dressed all in red"

more about J.D, check it out : )

21st century’s longest eclipse

This solar eclipse will be one of those much waiting celestial phenomenon a total solar eclipse.
Longest total eclipse of the century will plunge parts of Asia into darkness on Wednesday.
Streams of amateur stargazers and scientists are traveling long distances to witness the once-in-a-lifetime event.

The Total Solar Eclipse of July 22 2009, Wednesday will be visible across south-east Asia and the western Pacific. This will be a spectacular total eclipse, lasting over 6½ minutes at maximum and visible to millions of people over a path up to 258 km wide.

The total eclipse begins just off the coast of India at 00:51:17 UT on July 22, and ends in Polynesia at 04:19:26 UT on July 22. The maximum eclipse is at 02:35:21 UT on July 22, when the total phase will last a stunning 6 minutes and 39 seconds. The partial eclipse will be visible over south-east Asia, Malaysia, Indonesia and the Pacific between 23:58:19 UT on July 21 and 05:12:25 UT on July 22.

click to enlarge for a clearer view : )

Btw, IMPORTANT Warning!!

It is never safe to look directly at the Sun except during a total eclipse; a partial or annular eclipse, even when the Sun is mostly covered, can still cause permanent eye damage, even though you might not feel any discomfort. Looking at the Sun through any kind of optical aid (binoculars, a telescope, or even a camera's viewfinder) is extremely dangerous, and can cause permanent blindness.

Man has been recording solar eclipses for 4,000 years, and even today they inspire a combination of fear, fascination and wonder......

for more info, read from this link, its pretty interesting
http://blog.taragana.com/n/longest-total-eclipse-of-the-century-will-plunge-parts-of-asia-into-darkness-on-wednesday-114920/

have a great day!

As we speed along this endless road to the destination called who we hope to be, I can't help but whine, 'Are we there yet?' 3Months to go.. I can't wait for an escape right now!!
I'm wan and peaked about most of the thing.
Been so moody sometimes and I feel sorry for being harsh to some of you these few days.

Sometimes I'm confused by what I think is really obvious. But what I think is really obvious obviously isn't obvious.

So, no distractions I hope. *tapping my own shoulder*
time to move forward..

God bless my Economics test for tomorrow!
22nd July 09. Wait for my next post about this special day :)
hope there are miracles

ps. Espresso Cheese Cake & some cheesy people made my day. xxx

Wedding Plan

tagged by Joanne Ooi.

How old are you?

nineteen

2. Are you single?

single & available ;)

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?

Depends on when I am gonna meet the right man. before 30 I hope.

4. Do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?

ah? you noob. I'm still attached to myself right now.

5. If not, who you want to marry?

Somebody who is good looking, tall, caring, have sense of humour but not lame okay?:P

love me more than I love him. I'm sorry. HAHA

6. Who will be your bridesmaid and bestman?

Shall see...

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?

All in one. Church wedding ceremony. By the beach, there's a church and the church has a huge garden. Ain't it gonna be perfect like that? *dreamss*

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?

Everywhere!I'm too greedy.. Italy&Spain during Spring. Mexico in Summer. Japan in Spring. Canada in Winter.hahaha. he must be rich then!!

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?

Family and Friends. No idea how many....

10. Will that include your exes?

Yep . they are still my good friends.

11. How many layers of cake do you want?

Hmm...Each layer with different type of cake...so...how many layers do u think will be enough for me? the cake lover...haha. shall see.

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?

When the sun rise. The best time of the day. :D

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.

Now and Forever. Way back into Love. and the list goes on.....cant think of the title right now..

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon and fork? Knife?

Fine dining. All depends on the dishes.

15. Champagne or red wine?

Both plus cocktail ; )

16. Honeymoon right after wedding or days after the wedding?

Days after... arent you gonna be very tired right after wedding?

17. Money or household items?

duh. Both larh.

18. How many kids would you like to have?

Depends. Maybe not or maybe 2.

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?

Certainly

19.1. Baju kahwin kaler?

White

19.2. Kad kahwin?

Yeah.

19.3. Wedding gift?

Surprise!!!

19.4. Camera man?

Sure. I love pictures.

20. Whose wedding plan you would like to know next?

YOU... yeah! your are tag!! :D

Time is ticking out

Procrastination is the thief of time. What have I been doing lately uh?its the end of the week again. as if Im still staying in Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday or Friday..? But definitely not the feelings for weekends..but believe or not, its SUNDAY! Crap. college life is still the same. there are always test..at least one in a week which the lecturer likes to have it spontaneously when HE/SHE likes. another test coming up next week. oh no!I have no confident at all. how to write a proper essay for econs eh?she will be teaching us tomorrow and Tuesday is the test. SO?hope it would help and I could do better this time.

apart from that. the week was okay, went to Botanical garden on friday for evening walk with the new cousins?don't know how should it be related. haha. David, Amber and Ying. then had super yummy delicious home made desserts.then had Pengajian Malaysia class yesterday. blame it, cause thats the reason I'm stucked at this place. however, after PM went for Steamboat, blablabla with the sistas (there's a new sister add in to us) hahaha Stanley. At night,hit Gurney again. told u its my 2nd home!LOL went for Sushi then Public Enemies with S. Now I thought maybe its a good thing that I didn't turn up for the other event?hmm its still a hard time for me to get u outta my mind. well, im done!

okay, now is the movie review requested by MIN. : ) short one. really short one. haha

Essentially, for me, there are two kinds of gangster movies: those made during the time when men wore hats in real life and those made during the time when men wore hats that came from wardrobe.
The first type are usually in black-and-white, punchy, nervy and full of wisecracks. The second type are usually longer and more violent, but slower-paced and nobler of purpose, as if the hats suddenly carried an extra weight, an extra sadness. What Micheal Mann, the director has achieved with the new Public enemies is an often fascinating, striking combination of the two. So would say the movie is not bad or boring as I thought. a movie worth a try. The big thing -- Johnny Depp (John Dilinger) is in the movie . haha. he's cool! some scene really make u laughs.

My favourite quote in the movie by Dilinger

"We're having too good a time today. We ain't thinking about tomorrow"

aha.
Now, and today -- Quarantine.
Is it time to go home yet? I keep clicking these damn shoes, but nothing happens.

I WANT HOME!

"Get a life" they all say
And this is the line I think
On my very last day
They wait for me to meet their expectations.
But they have no idea
that I'm dealing with such frustrations.
They wait for me to smile
Even though they have wary suspisions
Of why I'm so hostile.
They wait for the one day that I'll come around
But soon they realize I'll always be away
even as I drown.
They wait for me to say I'll be fine
But I refuse to tell a lie
even with our hands intwertwined.
They wait for me to show a flash of excitment.
But then they stop trying when they find that my emotions are in proper confinement.
He waits for me to say the those words
But does he know that it's impossible for me to fall into?
No, he doesn't have a clue.
I wait for me to come to life
But the doubt increases when I look in the mirror
The scowl I see is sharper than a knife.

I'm stunned for a moment today, as if I'm a dumb-founder.
I wonder and shall see is it all the truth.

this is still the starting point

like this pic. hahaa. with my punjabi shirt. =)
I'm back to Penang again. It doesnt seem to be a good sign coming back here. tests are on my waiting list...workloads are piling up.
finaally registered for the A-level external paper. argh. from this moment I must reschedule my lousy time. eat well, sleep well, study well. what mum always says. :D

and I saw this wonderful quote which tells....

Staying up all night is a waste of sleeping, and a waste of sleeping is a waste of dreaming, and dreaming is important because the more dreams you have, the better chance you have of one coming true.

hahaha.. i think this is indeed true!

so my dreams are to ace my A-level and the list goes on later.....LOL

goodnight!

xoxo

ps. had an awesome weekend with family and meeting up with Camenn, Gang, Min, Joan, Tai and still missing Elaine.

HAPPY 19th LALA!!! 10years of friendship and still counting....<3

munching SMARTIES...

oh god. im so pissed off...
grrr...why the hell there are people like this on Earth.
I try not to make u feel bad but you humiliated yourself. PM!!!

let it be .. let it be ..





for this moment, i just wanna chill back and write my LAW ESSAYS for tomorrow..
and I just wish to get some DESSERTSS..


i want thissss.....
ANYONE could get me or make me one?


I'll LOVE YOU SO MUCH if you do so!!!!!


ps. i think munching SMARTIES will make us SMARTER. Do you???:P
wish me luck for tmr's law.

Let it over.. cherish the moment

“We sometimes encounter people, even perfect strangers, who begin to interest us at first sight, somehow suddenly, all at once, before a word has been spoken.”

thats so true! this quote speaks for me at this moment.

I could barely close my eyes and sleep..what happened? Im feeling sick. I often thought I was in the wrong business. I was pretty seriously thinking of tossing it in before I shot Shine. I do not know why. I was pretty restless, I had been through a bad period of stress induced anxiety - panic attacks - and I was not sure of what I wanted to do. In so many words, I would say it's just a low boredom threshold. We get restless if we do any one thing for too long.

We may run, walk, stumble, drive, or fly, but let us never lost sight of the reason for the journey, or miss a chance to see a rainbow on the way.

for this moment SLEEEEP is all i need. goodnight world!