Dear Lim Tai Rong, I know you might not be even reading this, but I supposed this may be the only way for myself to express what is hidden in my heart, the deepest feeling hidden in and yet can't be expressed.. Friday 28.2.14 This is the day that marked the full-stop of our 8-months plus relationship. You have found a photo of me with yijin during our HK trip in July 2013. Yep, I was still with him.. indeed.. you may have guessed correctly.. I was in a relationship with you and him same time.. Sorry to have to end it this way.. I can't help myself from saying sorry .. can't help from stopping tears dropping out.. can't stop blaming myself for all these mistakes done.. I have trusted my feeling to go onto this relationship with you.. its the love that has connected both you and me, bringing us happiness. Merely a gut feeling to start a relationship with you.. believing that things will turn out good.. Life has been meaningful and completed with happiness with you by my side everyday. But I've just learnt that I can't have both.. I know you must have think that how could I do things that hurt you when I love you so much.. :/ I'm sorry that I don't have the answer for your question.. I think I'm just selfish.. I'm just so afraid to lose you both.. I do not know you deep.. but i know him deep well.. I always hope that I can have longer time to know you better.. to find out if we could have a future together.. or it is just merely short easy-come-easy-go relationship.. but I guess from today onward.. we do not have chance to talk or meet anymore.. I just want to say I'm sorry.. if time can be reversed.. I supposed it might not have to end it this way.. =/ how i felt deep inside is in fact cant be expressed in words.. the song 其实很爱你 may have just expressed what I want to say.. May your life without the evil me be happily ever after..

1月24号

1. I guess everything went well since our last meet. HAHA.. at least I hope so.. =)
2. Still, I like to share news with you.. just ring you to talk about wat happen.. haha.. and for no reason I'll just instinctively call you whenever I wan to share...
3. There is something between you and me.. that I should have bring up to you.. mention to you earlier when we met.. but i did not..

that is..

the complication between you and me in the past happened because of feelings.. and feelings will never lie.. however, it does make things complicated.. and when thing get complicated .. it will be hard to resolve.. Not sure should I just leave it as it where is.. and i feel terribly sorry for the complication.. because there was a period of time.. where the feeling was real.. and was hard to let go.. haha.. might not be meaningful to tell you this now...

Tat's all bah..

新年新愿望

it's 2011. A new year with new hope~

I'm currently working as a property manager in a property firm. Works is tough and with great challenge. I hope I can overcome all the obstacles in front of me and live it up!

Okay tat's all for work. Now want to make a sincere wish.. hope that 某某人 will forgive everything i did in the past. I may have lied partially, but, there are certain parts that are real and will remain as they are.. i.e you are a great friend of mine!

I'm sorry for what I did.. but i hope you will forgive me..

Awwww...

*wrote this is deep guilt and sorry for everything I did..*

Getting stressful everyday~

LOL. I guess the title tells all about my daily life.

Unbelievable. I slept before 8pm last night. Watch PPS until i fell asleep. HAHAHA.. my sis reached home and drag me back to bedroom. Was too tired le.. the eyes just no long in control.. the next time i woke up was 6am in the morning. HAHAHA~ Thanks to my sis who set the alarm for me.. or else i think i will continue to sleep until 8? or may 9~ =D

Many ppl fell sick recently. I HOPE YOU ARE NOT OF THEM! my colleague told me her daughter was having high fever and doctor suspects its H1N1 again. The number of cases increase everyday. Let's keep our finger cross and hope it is not H1N1. because I wanna go travelling in 3 weeks time.. and I do wish to be quarantined! =P Let's just hope that it is just due to hot weather..

Talking about the hot weather.. It is really UNBEARABLE. LOL. Don't feel like walking on the streets.. Don't feel like stepping out of the office.. (THat's Y i stay till so late.. o.O" and I'm still in office now)

Anyway, recently workloads is getting heavier.. and they are involving me in a lot projects.. >.< Not sure that is a good news or not.. Well.. I guess i wanna quit soon.. =/ TO BE CONFIRMED.

未来不知道会是怎样 那就继续鼓励自己继续撑下去 ！！
好歌和你分享一下咯！

这叫爱　——　BY2

愛　它來去沒預兆
像感冒　總無法預料
why　連呼吸都難熬
難道是我發高燒　好不了

＊Every time I Look Into Your Eyes
　那心跳的律動　總對不上節拍
　他們說這叫愛
　Every time I Look Into Your Eyes
　太多　心裡話　怎麼　說不出來
　煩惱都隨著你搖擺　愛你成依賴＊

還　寫著給你的歌
拼湊著　每一篇快樂
怪　竟是　模糊　音色
難道是我發高燒　怎麼了

Repeat＊

放不開 不明白這是
愛得太早　還是太快

Repeat＊

你最近还好吗 - SHE

你最近还好吗 - SHE
作词：姚若龙 作曲：林迈可

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底 你能不能收到它
天有点冷 风有点大 城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候令陌生人都还尴尬
昨天远了 明天还长 回忆模糊但巨大
这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下
问自己习惯了吗
没有你每到夜裏回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发
你最近还好吗 是不是也在思念里挣扎
你说会记得我 还记得吗
你最近还好吗
忙碌吗累吗 心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我
快向快乐出发

其实很爱你 - 张韵涵

其实很爱你
演唱:张韵涵
张韶涵-其实很爱你

离开不会太悲伤
有些心情该释放
直到眼泪它自己落下
才发现骗不了自己
其实很爱你
现在学着去遗忘
躲开有你的地方
回忆被谁放在书架上
把他从最高的地方落下
感动越是深刻
寂寞就越伤人喔
每个人的心里都
会有一段伤痕
像白纸的天真
仿佛被你伤得好深
相爱不需要理由
离开也没有理由挽留

Haha.. I posted one song and in exchange I saw many many songs from mou mou ren~
太不甘愿了！ haha~ must post a few more~!!

Anyway, 虽然没什么好结果 可是跟你在一起的时候就是那种说不出的开心和甜蜜
不管了 反正想起你的时候 还是很好笑的~

我很想愛他 - Twins

歌名: 我很想愛他
演唱: Twins
附註:
作曲: 林俊傑
編曲: Mickey Chen
填詞: 何啟弘

天空下起雨了
他撐的傘在你身邊陪著
可是我不快樂
因為看見他臉上的笑　是很勉強的

＊我很想愛他　但是眼睛在說謊
　隱瞞比較容易吧
　免得感情變的複雜

　我很想愛他　但是理智在吵架
　退出可以解圍嗎
　誰能給我一個好的回答＊

愛情是模糊的
可憐的是沒有勇氣選擇
如果再捨不得
這樣下去我們每個人　都是受害者

REPEAT＊

當愛情陷在危險邊緣
是否都會傷痕累累
是否都會苦不堪言

REPEAT＊＊

愛情教會我們都放不下


好听的歌就要分享一下咯
It might be a good indicator? Haha.. Don't know how to decide sia.. 可是完全表达我的心声了！

说不出来得话
还有比歌词来更好的吗？
希望你都看到这个post :D