WHY?

So why is it that when I go to put a picture on our blog from our mac laptop it looks a little something like this

I don't get it! It hasn't always done this...just within the last couple of weeks. That is why we don't have a picture on our header anymore...I tried to change it and the picture was all crazy. So if anyone knows what the deal-e-o is, please let us know. And don't say that it's because we own a mac - that one is old. Alright, thank you, and Merry Christmas to all and to all a good night!

It's updated

I updated our blog yesterday, but the date says the 9th because that's when I started it...so to all of you who get the "Who's updated their blog" list...ours did not show up. But I would love for everyone to read our blog...so read below. :-)

Motherhood, the best job in the world!

Well, here are some pictures of our cute little Benjamin. He had his 2 month check up on December 1st and he weighed 11 pounds 15 ounces and was 22.5 inches long, putting him in the 50th percentile with height and weight. When they gave him his shots, at first he was confused, but then he screamed. After they gave him the roto virus orally and we popped the binky in his mouth, he was just fine. What a trooper!

He has been sleeping better the last couple of nights, but I also have been home because I was sick...yuck! I've been sick more this winter than any other time in my life! AND I even got the flu shot and the whooping cough shot. It kind of makes me not a believer in those shots for me. Oh well, what do you do?

It's been hard to go back to work, but what a great blessing it's been knowing that he's either with Josh or with Alyssa Howe, whom we trust! I do have a confession. When I was about ready to give birth to Benjamin, I was terrified of being a mother and was being altogether very selfish about the whole thing. I thought that I wanted to go back to work and that I really liked my job. While I do like my job at the University, I was unprepared to fall in love with being a mother. Truly, it is a job that I love and I love doing! Yes, it's hard and there are days when I cry and get stressed out, but at the end of the day...I still love being a mother. I can't believe how much I love being home and taking care of my boys! But I am grateful that I am able to support my husband through this time that he is in school so that someday I will be able to be a stay at home mother. I find it such an honor and a blessing to be a mother!

Mother Question

So I've gone back to work. It's not what we want, but it's what needs to happen for now. Luckily I'm only working 75% so I work from 7:30 a.m. to 2 p.m. and we still get benefits and all that good stuff. Really, we are so blessed with the fact that Josh watches Benjamin most of the time and our amazing friend, Alyssa Howe, is able to watch him about 8 hours a week when Josh is in class. Anyway, Benjamin has been sleeping through the night for the past 3 to 4 weeks. He usually wakes up sometime between 5:30 and 7. Usually more like 6 or 6:30. However, this week, starting on Wednesday, he has been waking up at 5, 4:30, and 3:50 a.m. Why? Does anyone out there have an answer for me. :-) Could it be linked to the fact that I'm back working, or is it just a phase he's going through, or something else?? Anyway, if anyone has some great suggestions for me, that would be great. Thanks, and I will post pictures soon. Speaking of pictures, you know how people post a bunch of pictures altogether and they're are like 5 across and 10 down..if you know what I'm talking about...how do you do that? I've seen them on people's blogs and I would like to do that, but I don't know how. Help. Okay, thanks!

Happy Birthday to me....

Sunday was the greatest birthday ever! Benjamin was blessed and it was amazing. We had so many family and friends there and we are so thankful to them for their love and support! Benjamin was wearing a beautiful outfit made by Josh's mother. It even had an embroidered "B" on it for Benjamin. His blanket also had his full name and blessing date emboidered on it...it is so beautiful. Thanks so much mom! Josh did such a wonderful job with blessing Benjamin and I'm so grateful to him for his worthiness and that he is in tune with the Spirit. There were many tears of joy shed that day. The reason why we did it on the 9th was because our stake conference was the first Sunday, and this was a weekend that Josh's parents could make it. We had regular speakers in sacrament meeting, and our stake president was there as well. He was asked to speak last, but he had Josh get up and bear his testimony. President Barrington, our stake president, was inspired for more reasons than one. Josh's family does not get to see him often, let alone hear him speak in church. Josh's parents and his nephew were able to hear his testimony. It was an amazing testimony, and once again I am grateful that he is in tune with the Spirit.

The only down side to this whole weekend was that Sir Benjamin was very spoiled with the numerous amounts of people, and he was held a lot. Now, that's not a bad thing, but he usually gets put in his crib and he falls asleep on his own. But with all the people here this weekend, he would fall asleep in people's arms and would just get held. So today his mother is battling with him because he won't go to sleep unless he's held. I pray that we can break this habit soon. I guess it's been especially hard today because I have been sick...so much for that flu shot! Oh well, you do what you must, right?

Again, thank you to all of our family and friends for your love and support. We are so richly blessed!

Casper, Halloween, and Election Day

Benjamin had a fun month in October. He got to go to Grandma and Grandpa Howard's in Wyoming - he was out of the state for his first real trip! He did a great job in the car...what a trooper. He got the ever popular bath in Grandma Howard's kitchen sink and he loved it!

Benjamin loved this Halloween! He got a DARLING outfit from his Aunt Sari. He was the cutest little skeleton you ever did see. Even though his mom was sick, he got to go hang out with his best buddy, Grant Bigger.

And of course Benjamin went with us to vote, and he cried the entire time. I don't think he was too happy with the election choices this time around...you can tell by his face.



We will have more pictures after this weekend. This Sunday Benjamin gets blessed. It's the greatest present he could give his mother for her birthday. We're so excited and will post pictures soon.

Adoption

We have some awesome friends, the Laycocks, who are trying to adopt. We thought we'd put this on our blog to help try to get the word out more. (John) Scott and Janae are the parents and they have a 7 year old boy named Tyler. They are an amazing family and strong members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. If any of you know of anyone that is looking to put their baby up for adoption through LDS services, please recommend the Laycocks! You can look at their blog at http://scottjanaeadoption.blogspot.com

20 days of goodness

Well, Benjamin will be three weeks tomorrow...he's the big two zero today. That's right, he's 20 days old and he's growing strong! On Thursday we went to the Pediatrician and he now weighs 8 pounds 14 ounces which means he's right on schedule with his weight gain! He is such an over achiever...I tell you what! He is just so lovable, hence the reason why I have to kiss him all the time! On Friday our friends, the Laycocks, came over and we had so much fun. We had a good time chatting, eating, and playing games. Janae and I let the guys win at a rousing game of Canasta...we're so nice. :-) Tyler also read Benjamin the Belly Button Book, Benjamin LOVED it...thanks Tyler! Benjamin and I have a lot of good times together and I get to see a lot of his fun faces, and sometimes I get them on camera. Isn't he a darling? And Benjamin just loves his dad. Here they are snoozing on the couch together. They are both very stylish even while they sleep. I just love my boys!

More pictures of our precious Benjamin

I just thought you all might want to see more pictures of Benjamin...I know I can't get enough of him. He's so precious. This one of Josh and Benjamin has got to be my favorite. Josh is such a great job. In fact, he changes most of the diapers around here..I don't mind one bit. Thanks babe, you're the best! This picture of Benjamin in his Sweet Pea outfit is how he came home from the hospital - thanks to Scott and Janae for the outfit, it's so darling. He quickly welcomed his new clothes with his first diaper change - he squirted everywhere! It was so funny. And I can't forget to include the pictures of some of the people that came to visit the hospital. Evan and Ashlee were there the next day - man was it nice to see people that weren't nurses. And Mrs. Jessie Hylton kept me company while my good husband was at his bishopric meeting and she came the next night as well. It was wonderful! And this weekend we had some family over for General Conference, so I can't forget to add pictures of our neice holding Benjamin. She was so excited to see him and when he was asleep she would ask when he would be awake again. It was really fun to see her excitment. So there are some pictures of our cute little Benjamin. He is so loved and he is so fun. Of course, parenthood does not come without challeges, but I wouldn't trade them for the world. He truly is a blessing in our lives and we are so grateful to our Heavenly Father for allowing us to be his parents. What a sweet spirit he brings into our home and to our family.

Labor & Delivery

For those of you who were curious...here's more detail on the labor and delivery. I was induced on Tuesday, September 30 at 7:30 a.m. They gave me potossin (sp?) to start my contractions. I labored and continued to dilate and around noon my water broke. Shortly after that I received an epidural and it was the best decision I made...I know it's not for everyone, but it was great for me. I continued to have contractions and they'd check me every hour to see how far I had dilated. I was supposed to be dilating 1 cm every hour...but it was more like 1 cm every 2 hours. Example: I was at a 4 at noon and by 8 that evening I was only at a 7. Also, the most potossin they can give you without an internal contraction moniter is a dose of 20....yeah, that's all I know. Anyway, they decided to put the internal moniter in me and by 8 p.m. my potossin dosage was at a 25...and still only 7 cm. My doctor came in around 8 to check me. The situation was that Benjamin was still floating at a -1, I had a fever of 101, my pelvic bone was not any bigger, Benjamin's heart rate was starting to go down, and I was still only dilated to a 7. This was when he gave me the option of having a c-section. He said he didn't want to push me in to doing something that I didn't want to do, but he really felt like in the end this is what it was going to be. He said I could wait it out till I was at a 10, but then I'd probably still be pushing for 2 hours and he didn't know if the baby would even be able to make it through my pelvic bone. He said that he thought that this baby was just too big for my body. Josh and I had prayed and thought many nights about this decision and we have always felt that I would be having a c-section, AND most importantly, we felt good about it. When he gave me the option, I felt at peace and knew that was what needed to be done. They prepped me and then sent my shivering body into surgery. They asked Josh if he wanted to watch and he said he might watch a little. But I was shivering so badly that he stayed by my side and comforted me and tried to help me relax. Finally, the anesthesiologist told him that he might want to stand up. So Josh stood up and watched as Benjamin was pulled from my stomach...er, uterus to be technical. The doctor said that he didn't even have to push Benjamin up to get him out, he just had to pull him down and out of my stomach...that's how high he was. And, Benjamin still had not turned his body for his face to be towards my back...posterior??? I don't remember the term. Anyway, after they weighed him they called him Big Ben. So, that's basically how the whole thing happened on September 30. Prayers were answered and we have a beautiful, healthy baby!

Welcome Mr. Benjamin

Mr. Benjamin showed up at 8:33 p.m on September 30, 2008. He was 8 pounds 6 ounces, and 21 inches long. He has cute cheeks as you see. Just so you know Terra and Benjamin are both doing great. Both are healthy and strong. We are excited to have him in our lives and with us finally. Thank you for your prayers and your support.

Woke up this morning, Still NO Baby

So Dr. said today is the day. it's is 6:20 a.m. i am posting this blog real quick to say we are due at the hospital at 7:15 a.m. to start the process today. I, Josh Huff, have only had 3 hours of sleep. But that is ok, the excitement is great. We hope to Blog later today or in the early evening that Mr. Benjamin Howard Huff is here!!! Thank you for the support these last months and helping us get prepared, or as prepared as we can be. And remember after he is born yall come up now ya hear. Say little prayer for terra and benjamin today thanks.

That floating baby thing off to the side

So that little, creepy-ish, floating baby that's off to the side of our blog...the one that tells how many days I have left till my due date. Yeah, it's wrong. I am past my due date by 2 days! Someone must be playing a dirty trick on me...maybe that's why Benjamin hasn't come yet, he's waiting for the floating baby to read zero. Oh man! :-)

In preparation

So, there's a lot of things that you have to do to get ready for a baby. One of the things that I needed to get done was to get my girly/ghetto dresser painted. Let me tell you about this dresser. When I first got it, the whole thing was a bright teal green and then the top two drawers had these nasty neon pink rocking horses painted onto them. My mother and I decided to paint the dresser, so I went home one weekend to Casper. Well, my Honda Accord could only fit the drawers. So, I took them home and me and my mom had a fun time painting them white and then decorating them with fun pink shapes and what not. I was single at the time...I wouldn't paint pink on a dresser for me and Josh! Anyway, so I had these great dresser drawers, but the body of the dresser was still the nasty teal! Well, here's a picture of what it kind of looked like...I had previously sanded down the body of the dresser, so it looks a little rugged. But you get the idea. Well, I didn't really want my son to have a pink patterned/ugly teal green dresser. (insert amazing mom comments here) Anyway, I decided to paint the dresser and white seemed like a safe color. So with some help from my wonderful friends Jessie Hylton and Alyssa Howe; we sanded, primed, and painted that dresser till it was a beautiful vision of white! Bling Bling! We have the dresser done, and basically his whole room done...so now we wait. And there is no better way of waiting, then by eating delicious cake. So one night I was making a cake and Josh says, "What are you making a cake for?" And I reply, "Why, for Benjamin's birthday, of course!" To that he responds matter of factly, "But he hasn't been born yet!" And I say, "I know that....and that is why it will say Happy Birthday Benjamin ?/?/08." Ah yes, I was proud of myself for that one. So...here's a picture of his yummy, and oh so witty, cake! It's not very professional looking, but I was working with some very meager tools and a 9 month pregnant belly. And lastly, it would NOT be a Huff post, without some random picture on it! So, my bestest girlfriend, Beth, was in town and I got to see her for about a half an hour. She is so good to me, and came bearing gifts. One of the things that she brought me is now my new favorite apron. It's the most darling apron in the best color in the world....pink! That night, Josh was being totally random, so I told him to put the pink apron on so I could take a picture of him. He only mildly opposed and next thing I know, he's posing for the camera. The amazing thing about my husband is that he can totally pull off a pink frilly polka dot apron! What a stud!

Baby Update

Sorry to tell you all that we have not had our baby yet. I'm not even due till the 27th, so you can start to go crazy after that. We did go and see the doctor yesterday and it didn't look too promising. Here is the short version. The baby is still floating and I'm dilated to a 2+. Things do change over night, but if they don't, we will meet again with the doctor on Monday. Then he will see where everything is at, if I haven't already delivered. I'm tentatively scheduled to be induced next Tuesday(September 30), but there are other things that the doctor has to take into consideration. So..sometime between now and next week Josh and Terra Huff will most likely be the proud parents of a new bouncing (literally...he bounces - I KNOW!) baby Benjamin. Thank you for all of your prayers...we are so blessed!

A life long lesson

So over the last 9 or 10 months i've learned a valuable lesson. I've learned the lesson of enduring. My wife is the greatest example of all of this. I love her to death. She could so easily be angry and upset and mad at either not sleeping well or her skin acting up again or her husband who is never home because he has a monday night class or because he plays baseball now. No she dosn't she is supportive, patient, and continues to endure with a loving attitude. I need to be more like her and always have a positive attitude.
Most if not all of you know we are going to have a son next week with us. I can not express in words the deepest grattitude or happiness that me and my wife have to our heavenly father for allowing the two of us to bring a child into this world. Our lives have been so blessed. We have been blessed with the best family members and friends who are always there to lean on when we need help. As a husband, a son, a brother, a friend, a brother in law, and soon to be dad, thank you to all of you who help us in anyway. Even if it is just a smile on your faces because it helps a ton.

So i had my first baseball practice tonight. It has been a long time sice i've played baseball competitively. I showed up took some field practice and i started to get back in the flow of things again. It is exciting to be on the field again. I am a member of the Logan Cubs. I was praying that we were not a Red Sox team cause i would have to quit due to my dislike for the red sox. The league dosn't start till next summer but the coach wanted us to get out and get some practice in this fall so we are ready to go for next year. I feel good about it. I have alot to work on but i think i can get back into the shape that i want to be in. Maybe everyone shouldn't come to the first or second game but maybe the third or fourth and after you can come i should be better by then hahahah. hopefully!! My first goal get a hit! Second goal, get another hit! then we will work from there. Anyway faithful blogger readers, i must go i'm suppost to be studying so when my wife reads this i am dead so... if you never hear from me again, you know why!

The Ideal Child Bearing Body

The reason we have not posted in so long is not because we have had the baby. The title of this post actually has somewhat to do with our current baby status. Not because I have the ideal child bearing body...actually it's kind of the opposite. (Don't worry, this is Terra...not Josh...but he does NOT have the ideal child bearing body - Phew!) When I went in for my very first doctor's appointment, the doctor told me that my pelvic bone was very narrow, but it could grow out during my pregnancy. That really didn't mean a whole lot to me at the time. Now that I'm going in for weekly visits and the baby is due next week, it's become a concern. My pelvic bone still has not grown out, which means that the baby cannot fit through the birth canal to be born. My doctor says that there is still a possibility that my bone will widen out, but if it doesn't I will be having a C-section. The good news is that I am dilated all the way to a 2....yeah, that's some sarcasm for you - I have to be a 10 to have the baby. I have another doctor's appointment on Monday, so we'll see what he has to say. We may be playing the waiting game for just a little bit longer, but things could change over night! So for now, I'm enjoying this time that I have to get things done, relax, and (my favorite) spend with my wonderful husband. Thank you all for your prayers...they are much needed to calm this over anxious soon-to-be mother! And Josh needs them even more to keep his wife calm - he is so patient! We will keep you all posted!

Idaho, Idaho, and Junk Night...read on oh faithful bloggers!

So we have a lot of pictures and we haven't blogged about them...and they're fun, so I'm going to do it now while Josh is still at his Bishopric meeting - what a great guy! So one weekend in July we went to Bear Lake (the Idaho side) with my sister, Sari, brother-in-law, Brett, my niece, Addison, brother, Evan, and my sister-in-law, Ashlee. We had a great time playing in the water! After we went swimming we went to Minnetonka Cave. That's right, I was 7 1/2 months pregnant and hiked all 888 stairs! Go team! Here is a picture of Ashlee showing us the one handed jazz hand and Evan is pulling off his awesome tourist look with his camera on the back...nice posing guys! It was good times with the family! Our next road trip was to Newdale/Rexburg, Idaho. My parents were in Idaho to see my grandparents, so we thought we'd take the 2 1/2 hour trip to see them. We had a lot of fun just hanging out in the small town of Newdale - population 500. My parents had to leave early Saturday afternoon, so we stayed and hung out with my Uncle Boyd. He showed us around the potato farms he worked on and Josh got to see his first ever potato cellar! This picture just doesn't do it justice! That is Josh and my uncle standing on top of all of the potatoes. After that, my uncle took us to the Teton Damn...er Dam, sorry, I couldn't resist. Ever since I was a little girl our family took family vacations every summer to Newdale and I went to Ricks college for two years, and I had NEVER visited the Teton Dam site. It was really quite interesting. Here is a picture which, again, doesn't do it justice. Next we visited the happening town of Rexburg and the now BYU-Idaho campus. Boy has it changed since I graduated from Ricks College in 2000 - before Josh was graduated from High School. We had a great time and we do love that good town of Rexburg, Idaho! Lastly our journey of pictures takes us to the night of Junk...as my mother calls it. It was actually a junk food party that we threw a couple of nights before Josh got braces! Here is Josh enjoying his last Dr. Pepper (no comments from Chris), jerky, chips and salsa, and oreos with our good friends the Biggers! Not only did we eat junk food, but we also played Coyns (coins). It just so happens that I won, how about that? And Kendra was just so mad that she had to hide her face. Okay, not really, it was just getting late, that's all. It sure made for some fun pictures! And speaking of pictures, that concludes our journey of pictures for the night. We hope you have enjoyed the show...thanks for sticking it out.

Put the metal where your mouth is!!!

So it is true i (josh huff) got braces last week. It has been a truely humbling experience for me. And yes a painful one at that. I've resorted to eating soft foods. And if you have heard the rumors it is true i have given up Dr. Pepper. I know what you are thinking, what is wrong with you? (actually many of you are probably agreeing with my and feel it is the best thing i could have done, psh... i say to that hahahah) but yes i feel it is a good thing to do. But the worst is yet to come. Wedsday of this week i have to go and get a device put in my mouth that will widen my jaw. (ooooouuuccchhhh!!!!) yes i know that is what you are all thinking, that stinks. But after talking to my wife about it i do agree that in 22 months hopefully shorter though i will get them off and i will have a great smile which is what i am going for. I figure a great smile will help me in my business career. i mean i'm cute but my smile will put me over the edge. And seriously 22 months that is nothing, i will be graduated from college and heading to my masters program and my son will be able to talk and wrestle other little kids by then (which i will encourage). My life is great i can't complain i have a amazing wife, a kid on the way, and lots of homework every day, what is there to complain about. Plus the best thing about the braces i got a hoody out of the deal. Too bad i have to pay 2900 dollars for braces to have got it. This is definitly the most expensive hoody i have ever bought.

My New Shift!

So i was on my way out of youthtrack and saying sianara sucka!!! Then i got offered a shift that seemed to good to be true(i for one didn't believe when my boss offered it to me). I would work thur and fri. from 4-9 p.m. and sat. 8am to midnight. Three days only. There are no other staff who only work three days at youthtrack. So i said yes. Advantages to this new shift are 1. i get to spend more time with the wife and el nino when he gets here, since i have 4 days off a week. 2. More time for homework at home and even on thur and fri. nights when i get off at 9. 3. lets face it less time at youthtrack. and 4. every saturday night i get to watch a movie, what kind of deal is that. Disadvantages are first and foremost 16 hours is longer than you think. I thought oh a double isn't going to be bad, by 8 pm i'm tired, right now it's 10 pm and i still have 2 hours to go(someone please come and save me). Continueing, another disadvantage, my weekends are gone(luckily i'm married, I love you sweetie so much, so it's not like i need to go out and hang with some homies). And a huge disadvantage is i will spend saturdays away from my wife and new born son when he is here.(I'm making a sad face right now) But all in all the shift is good i work with some amazing staff who i respect and am greatful for my friendship with them. They help me in so many ways with my job and help me become a better staff member at youthtrack-utah.
Other than that we have just been gearing up for school to start on monday. I have a busy schedule that includes Economics, English, Sociology, Calculus, and most importantly Curling!!! I am stoked about school especially curling. I'm taking curling with The Patrick, El Norte, and Cody. Good times it will be. I have a good attitude going into this semester. I did very well in my summer classes getting some B's and building up my enthusiasm for school again. I feel at times i struggle in school. i don't know if it is just laziness, or sometimes i really do get confused on things and it just dosn't come clear fast enough. Depending on who you ask it is probably a little bit of both. But such is life and you live and learn. So this semester will be different i hope. I want to get my gpa up so i can have a better chance of getting into the school i want to go to for my masters program.
It's weird to think how i'm going to be the first person in my immediate family to graduate from college(not counting my wife who just graduated in may, Awesome job schnookums). I come from a line of mechanics. Which there is nothing wrong with labor jobs or being a mechanic. Their was food on the table and a roof over my head my entire life thanks to my father who work on motors his whole life to provide for the three of us and make our dreams come true of going to college and getting an education. Isn't life amazing how it all works out. And they say when you attend college it is more likely that your children will also. So i'm hoping that i'm starting a trend for my kids, THAT SCHOOL IS COOL!! well sort of.
Well i think i've talked too much now, it's this new schedule it's already getting to me here, i'm going crazy. An hour and a half and i'm out woohooo!!!!!!!!!!!!

Till next time Remember Who You Are, And Don't Let it Get You Down!!!!!!!!!!
Quote the josh nevermore

Are two cars better than one?

We currently have 2 cars, however, the other day the family that Josh lived with in ID called him and asked if they could buy his car from him. They recently moved to Preston, ID and their oldest son needs a car for school. Josh's car is older and he hit a deer in it which made the air conditioning go out, but overall it's a good 4 door little Neon. So here are the pros and cons of selling the car and you let us know what you think - are two cars better than one?

PROS of selling the Neon

• We'll have the money from selling the car to put a good payment on Josh's braces.
• We won't have to pay for insurance for the car every month, giving us almost $50 more a month.
• We won't have to pay registration for the Neon - again saving money.
  
• We won't have to pay for gas or up keep for the Neon - saving more money.
• We are having a baby next month and could use the extra money.
• We have free buses here in Logan, Josh has a bike, and we have two legs for walking.

CONS of selling the Neon

• A lot more planning has to be involved - especially when we have a child. Ex: When Josh has to work at night and I'm home with the baby I either have to take Josh to work or plan my night without the car.
• A little more wear and tear on the Honda.
• Emergencies happen - what if Josh or I have the car and something comes up and we need the car?
• Josh has Sunday morning meetings and he drives everyone. I usually go with our wonderful neighbors, the Hyltons, but sometimes they're not in town or I am running late or need to go in early.

As I have thought about this and looked at this list I realize that it's a difference between money and convenience. We know that many of you have had experiences like this and so we're interested to hear your wisdom and insight on the subject. Even if you don't have experience on the subject, we're interested in what you have to say. Obviously in the end we will do what the Spirit prompts us to do, but this is a good way for us to get more insight on the matter.

I love jello!!!

So this is a blog and maybe we should write on this. And since i'm sitting here at my job working a grave shift and since i was eating jello, i decided to write about the wonderful experience of eating it. Well recently i got spacers put in my mouth due to the fact i'm getting braces in 2 weeks. my mouth hurts unfortunately , my wonderful wife made me a smoothie for dinner and went to the store and bought me jello and pudding so i could have food to eat for this grave shift, which i am truly thankful for. I love you sweetie! While working grave i started eating it and i was not disappointed. I have forgotten how much i like jello. this may sound weird but don't you remember how you swish it in your mouth. isn't it fun. I remember when i was in high school i used to take the piece of jello and put it in my mouth and swallow it in one gulp. I don't recommend it all the time sometimes even the biggest pieces of jello might make you choke so you got to be careful. I think sometimes we forget about the things in life that we like. Like how much i like jello.

Well in a few short days it will have been two years that i have been privileged to have Terra Marie Huff in my life. She is my everything, i love her so much. She is truly my other half. So i thought i would take some time and put some pictures of the two of us over the last two years. There are not a ton but you can see us from day one to the present. Thank you for making me so happy every day. I could never have wished for anything better in my life than you.
I love you Terra!!!!!!!

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