and so i "blog" because i am not sure where to put the anxiety i am feeling. truth be told, i thought i went through the "blog" initiation about ten minutes ago but the internet "told" me i didn't. in the process, i had a pink lemonade, sent my so-called cousin a message that won't make a hoot of a difference, and i kissed my babies goodnight (for about the tenth time tonight since tomorrow is the first day of school).
and so i "blog" because tomorrow my youngest/ "you have no chance of getting pregnant" child, and my oldest two/ "the adoption will never happen" children will go to school together and i am FREAKING OUT! these children have no idea what they have done to my heart...so much so that i have taking to "blog"ing because i am FREAKING OUT!
