Wednesday, June 23, 2010

Over

It feels so good to be over it
Over everything
Over you!

I've never felt so relieved of anything
It's like all the tears and everything that felt like the end of the world is completely gone
Including my feelings for you

Absolutely everything!

I'm just having this time where I don't care what you do anymore
Everything that happened was bogus to say the least and I'm over it!

I know I'm over it when nothing you say makes me happy
And when I think that you look hideous.
I know I might have been upset before but I'm so happy that it happened
I'm happy that I realized I didn't love you,and that I NEVER will!

And to be honest,I don't hate you. I tried to fix things but you're just too stubborn.
I'm glad we never fixed it,I hope we never do because without you I'm so happy
And so much better off.

I've never been so sure of something in my entire life.


Finally.
(:

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Your voice sings like twenty magical chimes
Your eyes make my heart leap everytime
It's easy to believe what you've told
But just give me your hand to hold
Don't leave the feeling you know you've got
Sing to me,write for me,sign it with with a dot
Realize I can't be without you
See that you need me too
When you hear that song, tell yourself you love me
When you see me, tell yourself you can't stand to be
Be the one who loves everything about every crazy part of
Don't just be the one who's there from push to shove
Be more than just my best friend
Be more than just the one that is to mend
I can't stand being without that crazy blue eyed boy
You're the one I write and sing about, because of joy

Friday, May 28, 2010

Baby,realize that we're meant to be
That your the last peice to the crazy puzzle of me
Treasure what we have,before it's gone
We're together all the time, but we won't be for long
It hurts more knowing that you can't see
Every little look I give thee
Why can't you skip to the chapter where we are together?
Basking in the glow always and forever.
Will you ever wake up?
Ever?
It's been a month without you
The thing you never thought about
Was that maybe I wouldn't be broken
Sorry to tell you this
But I'm not.
I won't be.
I will never be shattered like you thought
Your only intent was to hurt me
You did a great job at that
But you never realized that I was strong on the inside

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

It's broken and you gave your all to fix it just so it can shatter again
You build it up to knock it down
And all you want is to be happy but it just won't happen
You turn the music up louder to drown out the sounds you never wanted to hear
You've seen people in love but you feel like it'll only cut you deeper
That empty feeling just gets worse
There's nobody the understands,or so it seems
This love didn't come with a job description
They always say it's not you, but it always is
You began to write because your pain makes for good poetry
The only time your happy is when your in the shower and nobody can see your tears
All those precious tears fall like glass and shatter because theres not and there will never be anyone to catch them
There's no songs to describe what you wish you had never lived through
You put on a face for the crowd but when you lay down to sleep you cry more than a million tears
Everyone says it gets easier but in reality it just gets worse
They wipe ten tears so you cry ten more

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

There has to be a real reason that god put you in my life
Your my favorite, my best friend, my every strife
Your sweet face and blue eyes
I smile at you without even having to try
I can't stand not being with
The one that I love so much
Your laugh makes my heart skip a beat
I've never wanted a love like this sweet treat
Your not like anyone else, you go beyond
What the eye can see and for that I am fond
I love you
I love you.
Why don't you realize how much I love you?
Why can't you see that when I laugh, it's because you make my heart skip a beat?
Do you know how much your killing me?
Don't you see I've put my entire world in the palms of your hands?
Why isn't it me that you love?
Your the only one that makes the pain go away, and you don't see it,do you?
Don't you wonder why your the one I come to when I cry?
Can't you tell the reason that I make love notes to you?
Will there ever be an us?
Can you tell me that much?
I love you so much, and you won't ever understand will you?

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