When I took him to school his first day he was so excited and I was too, but I was a little nervous. I have never just left him somewhere for 3 hours in a place I didn't know very well or the people. I know it is a school but still, I worried. He was not worried at all though. When we walked in the classroom it was a little chaotic since it was the first day. Kids were crying and we were trying to figure out what to do as the morning routine. When we finally got his back pack put away and his hands washed I knelt down to say goodbye. As I looked at his face I could tell he looked a little concerned, like he didn't understand why kids were crying, should he be sad too? So I told him with tears in my eyes that some of these kids have never been to preschool like he had and they were sad their parents were leaving but they would be back to pick them up. Trying to hold back my emotions I told him I would be back to get him and the first thing he says to me is "No mom, the bus will take me home." I knew right then and there that he was going to be just fine! I gave him a hug and a kiss and told him I would be back. He didn't even look back!
I kept wondering if Mackay would notice his brother was gone for a while. At first Mackay didn't say anything but when we were a couple miles from home he said "Mommy, Easton go bye bye?" I told him Easton was at school and that we would pick him up later. That's all Mack said and apparently it was all he needed to know because he didn't ask again. Every now and again he will ask me if Easton is at school and I just tell him yes and he continues on doing whatever he is doing.
I can't believe how grown up our little E man is! He will be 5 in just over a month! I remember finding out I was pregnant with him and the day we found out he was a boy and then the day he was born! Each of those memories seem just like yesterday. I will never forget the look on Kyle's face though when we found out he was a boy and the day he was born. It was the exact same face both times. Tears in his eyes, a smile on his face and his stature standing as proud as can be that he would be the father of a beautiful baby boy!
We love our Easton boy with all our hearts! He makes us smile every day with his questions he is starting to ask. He is so smart and full of personality. I hope we can continue to be the best parents we can be as he goes through school and faces the challenges and success that will come. But for the moment we will just focus on the now and get through preschool!





