Wednesday, May 4, 2011
Monday, March 7, 2011
~from S to W~
seem like study is not my way to get a good job opportunity. i have screw up everything, the chance that i get. as a result i have to work from the bottom in order to success in my life
working had make my life different now, it change my thought on ppl. franckly, working is totally different from studying. stresses, busy, thats all that i can say bout it but i wont give up.
this few day, many thing had run through my mind, thinking of what r my friend at kampar doing. r they doing well. it have been awhile since i last contact and see them. dint receive any sms from them also. this make me wonder did they forget me? or they just busy? its have for me to find someone to talk to when i emo, this make me wanna find a gf.
i wonder how someone can so easily find a gf?!! i have been single for 23 years. think this the time for me to get a gf. at least if i emo i have someone to talk to. but my family background pull me back. i am poor, not well educated, scare that i can make my gf happy(if only i have one). if i can get a gf, i swear to god, i will treat her very well. speak louder that action, think this is me. what i do is just say, say, say .... never action.
one say to me before, if wanna find gf/bf, study time is the most easly time to get, but now, do i still have the chance to sind one/ as i am working now.
har... what should i do? stress from my mom, stress from work. wish that i have a time machine so that i can fly to fix my mistake. but too bad this will not happen. wake up man, waht have been done cannot be undone. be a man, yellow, stand up and face it.
working had make my life different now, it change my thought on ppl. franckly, working is totally different from studying. stresses, busy, thats all that i can say bout it but i wont give up.
this few day, many thing had run through my mind, thinking of what r my friend at kampar doing. r they doing well. it have been awhile since i last contact and see them. dint receive any sms from them also. this make me wonder did they forget me? or they just busy? its have for me to find someone to talk to when i emo, this make me wanna find a gf.
i wonder how someone can so easily find a gf?!! i have been single for 23 years. think this the time for me to get a gf. at least if i emo i have someone to talk to. but my family background pull me back. i am poor, not well educated, scare that i can make my gf happy(if only i have one). if i can get a gf, i swear to god, i will treat her very well. speak louder that action, think this is me. what i do is just say, say, say .... never action.
one say to me before, if wanna find gf/bf, study time is the most easly time to get, but now, do i still have the chance to sind one/ as i am working now.
har... what should i do? stress from my mom, stress from work. wish that i have a time machine so that i can fly to fix my mistake. but too bad this will not happen. wake up man, waht have been done cannot be undone. be a man, yellow, stand up and face it.
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