gazing beyond

now that the examinations are just around the corner, i can't help but realise that while i study i spent some time reflecting on the past and also wonder about the future. random stray thoughts just slip in and out of your mind while you read through your notes. sometimes you'd just realise that what you've just read may seem all too familiar - like you read it one second back and you are reading it again. maybe it's being all too familiar with what is in the notes that causes one to build castles in the air, or just the plain monotony of studying and re-studying the things you learnt more than a month ago. or how about there just isn't the distraction of the computer and the internet. just time on your own.

sometimes i wish i could turn back time, yet i am grateful that it is just impossible.
sometimes i wish i could see the future, yet i do not wish to believe in destiny or fate.

things have changed since we met.
things have changed since we parted.
things have changed since we met.
things have not changed actually, though things do change.

i liked the way it was last year too. i don't know if the path taken from there was correct but as mentioned you can't turn back. i guess it's just how the intangible develops. indeed, intangibles have developed and been broken. no one wishes for the latter to happen. unfortunately, that is quite uncontrollable. it's a pity that the world we live in now is so superficial and impersonal.

this planet has definitely seen many changes over the last eighteen years, both good and bad.

a jumble of thoughts

confused
endearing
hesistant
happy

Eyes

feels like we haven't talked for a while.

one and a half more weeks to finals. haha.
and damn, im addicted to Heroes.


anyway, here's a nice soundtrack from Heroes:
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Missed the last train home.
Birds pass by to tell me that I'm not alone.
Well I'm pushing myself to finish this part,
I can handle a lot,
But one thing I'm missing is in your eyes.

In your eyes x6

Have you seen this film?
It reminds me of walking through the avenues.
Washing my hands of attachments yeah,
I can land on the ground,
but one thing I'm missing, is in your eyes.
Cause I find love,

In your eyes x15

-Eyes by Rogue Wave

a normal school week

the week passed rather quickly, though not entirely productive.
been going to school everyday from 0800 to 1400, so it was almost like another week of lessons.
am getting quite sick of studying, especially since im reading the same stuff over and over again.
am happy that i only have to return to school at most twice this week.
am happy that i learnt a piano piece in one week; time to learn another one in between my studying breaks.
i reckon this week is gonna be hectic and busy.

two more weeks.

matrix reloaded

life right now is like the matrix: when events just all seem too real to believe.

'AGAIN.'

if there was still school for a few more days. haha

last official day in school

officially, today marked the end of term four. i can only find one word to describe it all - nostalgic. it's been six years since i've first entered the school, and i must say that i've cherished and enjoyed every moment of it. right now, every memorable moment feels like a milisecond in life. It's as if prelims were a few hours ago, starting JC1 in 2006 was like yesterday and stepping into the school for the first time was just a few days back.

so twleve years as an acsian for me. awesome.

the best is truly yet to be.

EH

WHERE IS MY ENLISTMENT LETTER?

I WANT TO GO IN IN JANUARY.

contemplation

am still reliving the moment.
i just don't believe it.

the final week

this week marks the very last week of school, both as a class as well as a cohort. these two years have definitely passed by rather quickly.

right now, i'm only looking forward to the 16th of november 2007.
the end is near.

results

ok results turned out rather average. got to start working on my weaker subjects.

i think it's a pity that the world we live in is based on meritocracy.

and finally the results are coming out

finally after waiting for ten days, prelim results are finally going to be released. the wait is over.