March 21, 2007
emo day ~
Mood - ??
sonG - your calls n awake by secondhand serena
thought of something to blog..
Since December 2006, there is many things happen in my life and make my life changed
as we know that life goes up n down, left n right
we goin to face it no matter how.what.why.when.where
although i been through all this moment but i am still weak.sometimes cant able stand up by myself.not easy to be strong.physically i am strong but mentally i am NOT
so what can i do? Nothing!!because life remains as life n we cant change the facts
what over is over n we cant even change the past
so juz let it flows slowly in the memories!
however, memories will always be there and cant be erase that easily but i am not goin to live with the past b'casuse it's not worth it to do so
it will only waste my time.make me emo.make me cant sleep.
but it that wat i want? am i sure abt it?
i am so blank now but i still remain silent!
i need those ppl i use to lean on!!
will they be there?
i miss my bro n my dad!! >.<
those ppl who write this gonna think i am emo-ing!
don worry, i am always strong! =)
blog even help you when you were in depression or either emo
that's great to have a blog for you to release everyhing
it have been 2weeks plus my bro went to langkawi for his studies
but seems like it had been a long time he went there
do miss him alot
no used to it when he is not around
when he was here, he used to play wif us n fetch us to tuiton
but now i guess he must be busying with his studies
haiz! =/
this week my skool having exam
i am goin to be dead!
i am so not preapred at all
very stress nowadays
busy wif studies.leos.tution.skool stuff
lifeless me!
was wondering have i been doin my responsibility n my tasks all this while?
the answer seems to be NO!
HOW HOW HOW?
i always trying my best to do everything but i just cant do it n nth seems to be right
useless me!
sonG - your calls n awake by secondhand serena
thought of something to blog..
Since December 2006, there is many things happen in my life and make my life changed
as we know that life goes up n down, left n right
we goin to face it no matter how.what.why.when.where
although i been through all this moment but i am still weak.sometimes cant able stand up by myself.not easy to be strong.physically i am strong but mentally i am NOT
so what can i do? Nothing!!because life remains as life n we cant change the facts
what over is over n we cant even change the past
so juz let it flows slowly in the memories!
however, memories will always be there and cant be erase that easily but i am not goin to live with the past b'casuse it's not worth it to do so
it will only waste my time.make me emo.make me cant sleep.
but it that wat i want? am i sure abt it?
i am so blank now but i still remain silent!
i need those ppl i use to lean on!!
will they be there?
i miss my bro n my dad!! >.<
those ppl who write this gonna think i am emo-ing!
don worry, i am always strong! =)
blog even help you when you were in depression or either emo
that's great to have a blog for you to release everyhing
it have been 2weeks plus my bro went to langkawi for his studies
but seems like it had been a long time he went there
do miss him alot
no used to it when he is not around
when he was here, he used to play wif us n fetch us to tuiton
but now i guess he must be busying with his studies
haiz! =/
this week my skool having exam
i am goin to be dead!
i am so not preapred at all
very stress nowadays
busy wif studies.leos.tution.skool stuff
lifeless me!
was wondering have i been doin my responsibility n my tasks all this while?
the answer seems to be NO!
HOW HOW HOW?
i always trying my best to do everything but i just cant do it n nth seems to be right
useless me!
