
I've been thinking a lot about all my blessings lately...things I am so greatful for. I am not sure how many people know this story that I am about to tell. It is something we haven't talked a lot about...but something I am greatful for, so here goes:
When out sweet little Avey "sassafras" was born, she was absolutely perfect in our eyes. She was beautiful, and our hearts were and always will be so full of love for her. When they were working on her little lungs after delivery, we were overwhelmed by gratitude when she started to breathe well on her own, and felt blessed. As they were cleaning her up, the nurses pointed out a growth on her lower middle back that was purple and swollen. We hadn't even noticed it. But it was there, and it looked scary. The pediatrician was called in, and came and spoke to us. We were told that our Daughter was very likely to have spina bifida, because the growth resembled a Myingocele where spinal fluid leaks into a sac in the lower back, because the spine is not closed. Further testing would be required to determine the seriousness of the situation. We were scared...I was devastated, and cried with tears of joy that she was alive and lovely, and tears of pain that her life ahead of her could be quite difficult. I prayed that Heavenly Father would take any blessings that he intended for me, and give them to her. I prayed she would be healed. I prayed she would be okay. We decided not to tell anyone about this looming situation, because we wanted to celebrate our daughter, and the news of her birth. We felt the spirit tell us to wait...wait and see what happens.

Her limbs all appeared to be functioning well, and after some other tests, it was determined that she would need an MRI and ultrasound imaging to address her situation. At 3 days old she had these tests, and we were called in when she was 4 days old to hear the good news! Her spine was formed perfectly! We were so RELIEVED. After a visit with a pediatric dermatologist at primary children's, we were told that she had a soft tissue Hemangioma, a birthmark, that appears more often on the face, but is 90% likely to disapear completely by the age of 5. We were so happy to hear that is wasn't serious, and were completely feeling blessed that it was on her back rather than her face!

So, my beautiful baby girl, at 8 months old now, seems to have been blessed with a miracle. At least that is how I see it. The birthmark is already almost completely gone! We feel so blessed that she is able to sit, crawl, and do all sorts of things, that she wouldn't have seen able to do, if the diagnoses had been spina bifida.
....Thanks for listening:)