Another year has passed and it's still not any easier.
I know he's here in spirit and I know I will get to see him again someday and I know he knows what is going on in my life, but sometimes that just doesn't help the fact that I want him here with me.
I want him to meet my Amazing husband
I want him to hold his sweet grandson
I want to call and talk to him
I want to go camping and fishing with him
I want to be able to ask him for advice
There are so many things I want but that I just can't have.
It's hard.
Really hard.
But, I do have amazing memories of my Dad!
That is what I try to focus on the most.
Those memories are what gets me through the heartache.
Knowing that I will get to see him again someday is what puts a smile on my face through the tears.
Last weekend, my family went to the exact spot where my Dad passed away while hunting.
I love going there.
His spirit is so close.
It's so calm and peaceful.
He really couldn't have been in a more Beautiful place!!
Gros Ventre
It's hunting season so we had to wear orange :)
Horse corrals at their camp
10ish years later and his coffee mug is still there (the tree it was hanging in has since fallen over)
I miss you and Love you SO much Dad!!!!
