feel so shitty about myself.... feeling so fucking stupid and embarrassed at my fucking inability to do/say the appropriate things.

FUCK.

while some write to remember, i take photos. it recently occured to me that i should be writing things down.. or else i'd start to forget the teeny tiny significant things that made me so happy. everything still feels so vivid in my memory. have been thinking of taking a lone trip to bali - do another surf camp... i feel so tired and unmotivated and lacking the inspiration of late.. and it really sucks.

Disappointed