Thursday, April 22, 2010

hmmm... bac again... after such a long time..

recently, i hv come across many failures in love life issue within my life circle.. many of my frens and non frens were facing love issue... well...

as wad i alwiz say, love isnt everything in life... time will eventually ease ur pain oneday... jz some day...

cheers dude! its gonna be all fine..




hmm.. realised that i've grown up alot... i think in a diff way.. in a mor matured way... ^^
happy for me...

Sunday, December 6, 2009

gonna start work tmr.. haiz.. wasnt a job i realli wan.. bt since they're in need of staff, n i can ask my sis to work along.. k ler.. work for them jz for a fren's sake ler..

it was a boutique i used to worked when i completed form5, which is... 3 yrs ago! wow!! that was so long ago!!! its located in prangin mall(thats y i say, it wasnt a job i realli wanted,plus, its a boutique!!! im so gonna bored to death!!) bt well.. since i've promised the boss... hmm.. anyhow, its jz for a month. at least sth for me to do during this sem break..rather den slacking at home all day... even bored..!!
gawd!..it has been months since i was in this page(the new-post-page) i've lost the bloging drive again... lazy to think n lazy to type.. when i have lotza thing to express, i jz dun hv the time to talk bout.. well.. finally. feel like saying sth...

many things happen.. well.. some ppl might find those were random, some might find it sth important... bt... ermmm.... actualli, nth much tho'

well.. since grandma had the bad fall, she'd almost 90% dependent on us.. (we got a maid for her). she couldnt walk at all.. haiz. bt till now, i can see that she's recovering. bt, her cough is back.. might b because of the tumor in her lungs ( which she doesnt know bout it at all) i've got no idea.. n all her children n the in-laws seems to be tired.. tired of buying her the medicines, preparing the medicines, doin the house wholes... they r pushing the responsibilities to each other...
why is this happening? doesnt they know that its wad they should do to pay back?? she 83. she's old enough to enjoy the rest of the time in her life(furthermore, she's having a tumor)... she suffering now, why cant we do wad ever we can for her?...
does all human only think of their own, and find it vr annoying to help others?

Sunday, October 25, 2009

my babies

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Monday, October 19, 2009

dropped

i m dropped to the center of the earth.. when i received the news that my beloved grandma is confirmed wit lung cancer... i couldnt stop crying...

she's been sick for a few weeks.. complaint that she couldnt stop coughing... and alwiz felt breathless. took her to the doctor several times.. it recovers n comes bac again and again... till ytd. mummy told me that she can no longer remember wad she'd done in jz a second. and mummy even found out that she shit on her undies. in my head, i was afraid to face her. i dont dare to pay her a visit.. i tot that she's getting a Alzheimer... it was already the worst for me ..

uncle brought her to the hospital for a full body scan in the morning. when mum call him, he say that he'll call mum bac later in the evening. we suspect sth must have gone realli realli wrong... i started crying.. i couldnt take it... im scared... im realli scared to receive anything bad happening on her... i couldnt stop my tears...

till uncle called. i heard mummy mention bout chemo...my tears flow even faster. den it follow up wit sob. i cried out loud... my heart ache like hell... it felt even worst den anything else..
i couldnt stop thinking of the time she use to take care of me when i was young. she's the one who brought me up.. when mummy's working.. the afternoon nap we use to slp together... the dishes she cooked... the time when she woke me up every morning to sch...
i realli cant stand the pain of loosing her...
i dun wanna loose her...
the pain within is un-express-able..
i cant realli tell how is it..
my tears are flowing.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Virgo Woman

One thing you need to know about a Virgo woman - she has guts and lots of them! It doesn't mean that she is not as shy and as reserved as she seems to be. It's just that she can do anything and everything for the people she loves. By love, she mean real love, no other type of love exists for her. A Virgo female is a complete woman! She has all the charms and tricks that any other female has, but she is not weak. Infact, she has quite a determination and can do anything if she sets her mind to it.

She will be completely devoted and loyal to you in a relationship. Still, if it doesn't seems to be working, she will severe all the ties and become as cold as the North Pole. Virgo women's characteristics profile is an odd mix of emotions and practicality, romance and common sense. When they fall in love, they show such extreme passion and intensity that only few other women can. Making them fall in love is, however, an entirely different task. They will demand total perfection from you, even though they may fall short in that arena.

It's better to get used to their critical nature. A Virgo girl believes that she is extremely efficient and organized and what is more annoying is, that she is right. She is a stickler for time and it's better not to be late when you are meeting her. She will not break the new, expensive vase when she is upset, but she can be very demanding and fussy. If the fault is yours, admit that you are wrong and say it while handing her the flowers. Don't even try to argue, or she will lose her temper again.

It is better to leave her alone for sometime and she will cool again. On the other hand, a Virgo woman will find it very hard to accept that she is wrong. The fact is, most of the time she's not. When you are courting her as well as after you get married, it is advisable to mind your manners. She cannot tolerate someone using abusive language, coming late, dressing sloppily, not minding table manners, etc. It's better to brush up your vocabulary too. She will not cling to you, nor will she become totally aloof.

She is also very good with finances and extravagance is not one of her personality traits. A Virgo female cannot stand public displays of affection and it is better to be subtle in this area. Her taste is very good and her intellect quite developed. If you are trying to woo her, take her to places like theatre, art gallery, etc. Just like a typical Virgo, she is prone to worrying about things too much and she will do your part of the job too. She is very much attached to the ground and prefers to live in the real world.

You let a Virgo female do her part of making things seem just perfect and she will keep you entertained with all her feminine charms. She is very sensitive and her feelings are pretty fragile, but she will become exceedingly strong when you need her support. With kids, she will be very considerate and you will never see them running around in their underclothes. She will gentle, but firm and will demand complete discipline from them. Even though a Virgo woman is very critical, she will not take criticism very nicely. It never works the other way round for her.

The reason for this is that she is as aware of her own imperfections as she is of yours. So, she doesn't need you to remind her of her own shortcomings every now and then. Instead of fretting over her perfectionism, you should feel blessed to have such a charming female who never makes your house look like a garbage dump. Your toast will never get burnt and your coffee will always taste just perfect. She has a witty side too and when she laughs, it seems like the ringing of little bells, doesn't it!

from http://allaboutfoong2.blogspot.com/

Thursday, October 8, 2009




assignments
assignments

assignments
assignmrnts
assignments
ASSIGNMENTSSS!!!!!!!

Wednesday, September 30, 2009

fefe n panda

fefe changed colour... from brownish black to grey... =(

quarreled

quarreled with bie bie last nite... =( sad sad..
shown temper by banging my own lappy...
we're okay after that...
bt still, i felt bad.. real bad... =(

busy busy busy.. since last friday

been working for sec on its canopy fair at farlim... guess wad? its an outdoor fair... n the weather was freaking hot those days... sweating all day... *i got my rashes again.. =(*
from 9am till 10pm.. exhausted... bt really had fun oso la.. working with those bunch of fun ppl... on sunday nite was the worst.. when i reach home at 12, den i realised that i had not done my assignment n the print out of the presentation the next day was nt even done yet... argh!!! even cried for it.. *im a cry baby* did till 4am, woke up at 730am the next morning. class from 9 till 4.. omg.. that was my most exhausted day ever.. can even concentrate while driving home.. bt in the end. the presentation was quite okay...
well.. class started... will go bac to studying life again.. no mor slacking for me.. piles n piles of asignments r in the waiting list...
chao