昨晚那睡不着的夜晚
我用来思考了些问题
想到
爸爸其实是个没有安全感的男人
哈哈
就和我一样
他每晚会出去喝酒到那么夜
是因为他不想在家感受那空虚
我也终于明白了
爸，你和我一样吧？
我们的爱情路上都很坎坷
不是吗？
都不能与爱的人一起
原来，我不是在替你还债
只是我们有同样的命运
Saturday, July 23, 2011
Thursday, July 21, 2011
假期与海 ♥
海，有一种奇特的力量
就是望了它以后
就那么的无忧
心情也快乐起来
蓝蓝的一望无际
心情真愉快
呼吸那空气
听风声在耳边擦过
让海风打在脸上
让我们的笑声看着那夕阳结束
我忘不了的旅程
虽然我们的组合很不搭
虽然我有一天没睡好
但，
我好爱沙滩
好爱与你们相处的时刻
♥
每个长假都去海边，好不？呵呵
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
july conference job :)
being a volunteer in 3days conference
for the 1st day in the morning,
i already get scold
yes feel sucks.
cos im a back up volunteer
i hav no ground tour but a short very damn short briefing.
no complete map
and their venue and timetable having changes.
dats y i get scold.
and they dint even think about im juz a back up volunteer i hav no update information in my hand.
nvm.
i will take it as a lesson.
n i thanks for the ppl who scolded me.
cos i learned.
but 3days conference
wahaha...
INTERNATIONAL conference
so i saw lots of ang mo!!!!!!
and also erm, i not sure where they from,
not racist, but they are black ppl (i call them black ppl bcos i dunno where they from)
they are very polite!
i like them :)
Malaysian are very polite tooo
but not as polite as them.
they will greet u "good morning" loudly
will say "hi" and ask "how r u"
hahaha.
so nice of them <3
of cos.
got few leng lui also lo
leng zai i think so far i only saw 1?
but i really like to c ang mo.
bcos they hav very fun personality.
haha. i saw an uncle i dunno whether he is delegate or speaker
but he whistling a song in the morning n he greet every1 he c.
LOL~ they r so cute :)
i would like to find ang mo to b my other half. xD
and 3 days i stand 10hr++ for the 3 days.
is tiring, and my leg is hurt.
but i do like my position.
and finally i learn how not to lost in KL Convention Center
n i would like to say the ppl who design interior of KL Convention Center is sucks
bcos every delegates/tourists who went inside dunno where is the main entrance
bcos the main entrance is on the other side =-=lll
and at tis job, i knew some new frens too :)
haha, v played in the conference, saw they curi curi sleep
joke, disturbing each other. xD
kinda miss them d. haha
and in my life! for the first time,
i ATTENDED gala dinner !!!!
wow wow wow.
tis conference gala dinner is so fun!
except for the dancing performance others was great!
n the MC too. haha.
the ang mo, i think they are wife n husband,
they stand up and dance in the middle
lol! so cute so sweet
and then lots of lots ppl start dancing,
some of them dance in their place cos they are too far from the stage.
is a very nice Gala Dinner.
ok, i think the update will juz end here.
i enjoyed the job :)
for the 1st day in the morning,
i already get scold
yes feel sucks.
cos im a back up volunteer
i hav no ground tour but a short very damn short briefing.
no complete map
and their venue and timetable having changes.
dats y i get scold.
and they dint even think about im juz a back up volunteer i hav no update information in my hand.
nvm.
i will take it as a lesson.
n i thanks for the ppl who scolded me.
cos i learned.
but 3days conference
wahaha...
INTERNATIONAL conference
so i saw lots of ang mo!!!!!!
and also erm, i not sure where they from,
not racist, but they are black ppl (i call them black ppl bcos i dunno where they from)
they are very polite!
i like them :)
Malaysian are very polite tooo
but not as polite as them.
they will greet u "good morning" loudly
will say "hi" and ask "how r u"
hahaha.
so nice of them <3
of cos.
got few leng lui also lo
leng zai i think so far i only saw 1?
but i really like to c ang mo.
bcos they hav very fun personality.
haha. i saw an uncle i dunno whether he is delegate or speaker
but he whistling a song in the morning n he greet every1 he c.
LOL~ they r so cute :)
i would like to find ang mo to b my other half. xD
and 3 days i stand 10hr++ for the 3 days.
is tiring, and my leg is hurt.
but i do like my position.
and finally i learn how not to lost in KL Convention Center
n i would like to say the ppl who design interior of KL Convention Center is sucks
bcos every delegates/tourists who went inside dunno where is the main entrance
bcos the main entrance is on the other side =-=lll
and at tis job, i knew some new frens too :)
haha, v played in the conference, saw they curi curi sleep
joke, disturbing each other. xD
kinda miss them d. haha
and in my life! for the first time,
i ATTENDED gala dinner !!!!
wow wow wow.
tis conference gala dinner is so fun!
except for the dancing performance others was great!
n the MC too. haha.
the ang mo, i think they are wife n husband,
they stand up and dance in the middle
lol! so cute so sweet
and then lots of lots ppl start dancing,
some of them dance in their place cos they are too far from the stage.
is a very nice Gala Dinner.
ok, i think the update will juz end here.
i enjoyed the job :)
Friday, July 8, 2011
x holiday
i dislike holiday actually.
im too free.
too free to think barang yg bukan2
too free to become emo (somehow im always ok another day)
too free until i ruins my time.
time i should sleep but im awake n facing my laptop
time i should awake, but im sleeping on my bed
i feel so guilty for not doing anything in my holidays
i dont even wan to attend my singing classes which still owe by the teacher.
i would like to hav a chit-chat time wit my belove kawan.
but everyone seems so busy aren't they?
juz bcos taylor's having a very wrong timing of holidays.
most of the uni having it on Aug.
and y v r at july?
lost mood.
no one to be blame.
yes i knw.
they really busy.
i understand.
i juz cant help.
everytime i facing them
n i look at myself.
me , im the only one who dint follow the steps to my dream
im juz a ppl who simply study something which actually not my dream
fate? or i juz dint hold my dream tight ?
my english. is fate or i juz not hardworking enough?
srsly i would like to become a lawyer.
but now, seems like everything juz gone.
empty dream.
Jay chou said when u lose 1 dream, change another 1.
but is not easy when u look at others n look back to urself.
there is always a sentence in my mind
"im the only one who fail to achieve my dream"
i feel guilty. i feel down.
就像随便选了一科忍辱偷生的在生存
i have no direction.
god, tell me how long i dint cry d?
im too free.
too free to think barang yg bukan2
too free to become emo (somehow im always ok another day)
too free until i ruins my time.
time i should sleep but im awake n facing my laptop
time i should awake, but im sleeping on my bed
i feel so guilty for not doing anything in my holidays
i dont even wan to attend my singing classes which still owe by the teacher.
i would like to hav a chit-chat time wit my belove kawan.
but everyone seems so busy aren't they?
juz bcos taylor's having a very wrong timing of holidays.
most of the uni having it on Aug.
and y v r at july?
lost mood.
no one to be blame.
yes i knw.
they really busy.
i understand.
i juz cant help.
everytime i facing them
n i look at myself.
me , im the only one who dint follow the steps to my dream
im juz a ppl who simply study something which actually not my dream
fate? or i juz dint hold my dream tight ?
my english. is fate or i juz not hardworking enough?
srsly i would like to become a lawyer.
but now, seems like everything juz gone.
empty dream.
Jay chou said when u lose 1 dream, change another 1.
but is not easy when u look at others n look back to urself.
there is always a sentence in my mind
"im the only one who fail to achieve my dream"
i feel guilty. i feel down.
就像随便选了一科忍辱偷生的在生存
i have no direction.
god, tell me how long i dint cry d?
Wednesday, July 6, 2011
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
黄龄 - 特别
黄龄 - 特别
只剩一个人的海边 脚印被浪花湮灭
像刚才没有人在 我身边
流星没听清许愿 就坠落不见
感情 曾多灿烂也熄灭
惋惜 会在泪水里沉淀
我深爱过你的特别 所以不后悔
我们之间暗潮绵延 快乐苦痛都加倍
还是认为你最特别 却不再挽回
会心碎的拥抱 适合浅尝不适合深深的沈醉
随着你的情绪转变 走过不同的时间
从兴奋好奇怀疑 到疲倦
想用更爱来解决 动摇的一切
可惜 越不放手越决裂
紧握 只会让痛更强烈
我深爱过你的特别 所以不后悔
我们之间暗潮绵延 快乐苦痛都加倍
还是认为你最特别 却不再挽回
会心碎的拥抱 适合浅尝不适合深深的沈醉
就把你当成一个纪念
不肯待成一种伤悲
不曾疯狂地爱怎麽能体会 Wooh~~
一段 完美
只剩一个人的海边 脚印被浪花湮灭
像刚才没有人在 我身边
流星没听清许愿 就坠落不见
感情 曾多灿烂也熄灭
惋惜 会在泪水里沉淀
我深爱过你的特别 所以不后悔
我们之间暗潮绵延 快乐苦痛都加倍
还是认为你最特别 却不再挽回
会心碎的拥抱 适合浅尝不适合深深的沈醉
随着你的情绪转变 走过不同的时间
从兴奋好奇怀疑 到疲倦
想用更爱来解决 动摇的一切
可惜 越不放手越决裂
紧握 只会让痛更强烈
我深爱过你的特别 所以不后悔
我们之间暗潮绵延 快乐苦痛都加倍
还是认为你最特别 却不再挽回
会心碎的拥抱 适合浅尝不适合深深的沈醉
就把你当成一个纪念
不肯待成一种伤悲
不曾疯狂地爱怎麽能体会 Wooh~~
一段 完美
Sunday, July 3, 2011
朋友
朋友
两班朋友，不同的相处
一班我们常常见面但有什么问题可以当面说出口
但我们却从来不会拿出心底话
不会告诉对方秘密
就算强迫了也不会说
但我们还是相处了那么多年
也许这是我们的相处方式
有时候别人会问我你在忙什么？
你们喜欢谁？
我都说不知道
他们就很惊讶的说
你们不是很熟吗？
为什么会不知道
我也不知道要怎么回答 =-=
另一班的呢
不常见面
但是我们就是什么都讲
基本上我们彼此都没有秘密
有时还会约出来更新一下对方
虽然不见面但我们都知道对方的秘密
哈哈哈哈
这个相处方式不错
：）
有时的确很“bik chik"
因为怎么问都不说
有起事来又说找不到人述说
如果有人懂头懂尾
那是不是你述说起来我更能明白呢?
唉。
朋友真的很难维持
我开始这么说
是因为我觉得我们有变化了。
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