I sat in Dr. Lewis office for a post op check
and across from me sat a 31 year old woman
who was legally blind.
and across from me sat a 31 year old woman
who was legally blind.
Her son had just gotten his drivers license
and drove her to the appointment because she can't drive.
and drove her to the appointment because she can't drive.
She sat excitedly talking about the
new "blind" classes she was beginning the next day.
new "blind" classes she was beginning the next day.
As I listened to her and watched her look about
my heart sank for her.
my heart sank for her.
I felt so sorry that at a young age she was
literally going blind-but she seemed to be
somewhat cheerful about it.
literally going blind-but she seemed to be
somewhat cheerful about it.
One of the other waiting room patients
asked her how she coped with it.
She proceeded to tell us that she has
been suffering with glaucoma for 10 years.
She has endured several surgical procedures on her eyes
( a couple of Lazer procedures and then a Trab)
When the last one- the Trab - didn't work,
she was very depressed.
For a couple of years she felt sorry for herself.
been suffering with glaucoma for 10 years.
She has endured several surgical procedures on her eyes
( a couple of Lazer procedures and then a Trab)
When the last one- the Trab - didn't work,
she was very depressed.
For a couple of years she felt sorry for herself.
Then three years ago she had a change of heart.
She faced the fact that she would eventually go blind.
She was sharing her experience with a happy countenance
and a smile on her face.
Then her next amazing words were:
"I thank God that he has given me the opportunity to see life in two different ways. One as a seeing person and one as a blind person. Not many get to experience life
in 2 different ways! It's an exciting challenge! And.... at least I don't have stage 4 cancer.
I am alive,
just living a little different"
in 2 different ways! It's an exciting challenge! And.... at least I don't have stage 4 cancer.
I am alive,
just living a little different"
Wow! all I could think is WOW!
What a wonderful outlook on life. What bravery.
I watched as her son hold her arm they left the waiting room.
The rest of us sat in amazement and awe.
Then it was my turn in to see the doctor.
Wouldn't you know that my eyes....
would be one of the 20%
that the surgery would not work on as well.
My options? well, they are slim....
back to the drops that do not work.
That is the only treatment at this point.
As I write this, I can't help but feel that depression setting in that she described. It's definitely hard to know eventually you will go blind.
I hope that through prayer Heavenly Father will help me find the strength to find that same resolve she did..........
Hopefully it won't take years.











