cartoon drawing was quite fun. had good laughs over everyone's drawings.
dough figurine turn out to be e traditional china one. ok lah, not tt bad.
friday EXILE GATHERING!
muh-haha. long-awaited. ate at pizza hut =] stayed till arnd 9 den went for second rnd in mac. not bad, we get to vent out all kinds of stuff.
hope slave is ok. ARGON ya?
saw valerene n san there too! heehee. got home real late n cont sewing my tote bag. haiz.

sat swimming wif wee n jin.
liew, so pai seh to show ppl my blubber but nvm. good exercise.
but was quite irritating wif kids floating arnd. n i'm not a gd swimmer la. thnx to jin for pulling me. almost drowned once.
but saw a few cute boys.[i'm not paedophile!!] den got twins. SOOO CUTE!!! haha.
went westmall to eat, second rnd was at coffee bean. ah gong's treat! =] at this rate, i duno how to slim down. in fact, i duno how to maintain e weight. *luffz*
n dey concluded tt i'm suspicious becoz i'm innocent. haha. bit cheem la, half e time i'm lost.
den we went home late again. aiyo, 2 days in a row.
but was fun lah. at least i enjoyed it. somehow e stress is making me wan to go somewhere n stay out late. been slping later n later. started out wif 12am[normal sch days] den 1am den 2am.. n i'm waking up at 12pm.

JUNE HOLIS :
- do sth to tote bag
- stay up late n watch a vcd n munch on chips
- wake up early to catch jpop on mtv.
- finish EVERYTHING for phy n chem
- study chi n maths in taiwan.
- read finish all my TIMES n NEWSWEEK
- pack my room =]
- shed 2kg. =]
- meet up wif e crabs =]

=] i'll be efficient this holi. gonna draw up a timetable later. hiak hiak. tink one day u'll juz see me in woodbridge. no doubts.

lyk this song a lot lately =]
itz by mariah carey - we belong together

When you left
I lost a part of me
It's still so hard to believe
Come back baby please
We belong together
Who else am I gonna lean on
When times get rough
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone
Till the sun comes up
Who's gonna take your place
There ain't nobody there
We belong together

anyway e nanas rock! haha... mocha, milo n me. *luffz*
shall go draw a pic n upload it here someday. *hiak*

another tiring week that almost killed me.
kept re-doing PI, thnx loads to HC077, ah gong n slave who helped me damn a lot!
pandian neva re my sms. *hmpf* haha~
totally shagged after tkd n tues n wed, thurs is a usual late day =[ bball finals was on fri. went to "support" hc.
ear was aching n i cldnt shout[partly there was oral] juz merely stood there n clapped. afterall i prefer soccer to bball[n it was nj's finals too haiz]
girls won champion n guys second. grace n me wan go watch nj de but didnt even noe where n how to go
but we saw ELIZA!!! she damn funny, jump wif her legs open wide. miss her a lot leh. RV ppl are nice =]
rushed off to nh cultural pot. standard drop liao la. esp dance. my gawd...
saw ah gong, xl, tablemate, darling[tania], yc, F3, fei de, mx n k-fren!! haha~
went to eat prata wif choir girls n few others. by e tym e food came it was almost 11.
got home only at 12. had no time to study for chi oral n e gi juz wun be straight after ironing. woke up at 6+ on sat n took listening compre + oral.
den jian xin's dad drove us to bedok. haha.. had quite some fun tokin to them.
den tkd comp... didnt even get thru first rnd. *luffz* congrats to sad fren!! she got into 2nd rnd, chao qiang *bagus*
stayed till 9+, wanted to go toilet badly but e prize presentation was damn long!!! den went home n it was almost 11. *shakes head*
i need rest desparately.

went out wif fei de n zhu ba. so long neva go out wif them le.
haha, ate n tok n luffed alot. dead fun.
dey kept reminding me of 4**. urgh... told zhu ba i'm in tkd. n shez lyk "wah finally" haha it took me 4yrs sia.
den she went off twice, tsk~
left me wif tt pig who started eating. k la... i ate e most among the 3 of us. haha~ den 2 of us stalked her frm 2nd storey to e 3rd n went 2 rnds w/o her knowing. *luffz*
BACK TO WORK!

yay! we finally settled sth for PW. hope she approves it tml.
*prays hard* n now i realise my pi seems lyk sth ttz in existence. so i gotta try to modify it.
my face is pathetic, all tt pimples.
yes i am very stressed.
n den gotta watch my weight. maybe itz really e muscles. *self-consoles* haha.

anyway mei fang told me 19 is attached!!! ai yo...
n i told her tt her imaginary is attached too. *luffz*
but we're both feeling neutral. i'm not sad but not happy too.
den i heard bt slave's neighbour getting some mental prob at sec 2. how is he gonna survive in jc?
but his symptoms sounds lyk mine cept tt i can rmb wat happens n i dun faint.
i'll survive =]

anyway, sat was college day.
went bac in aqua tee! haha, not much chance to wear it lor. but i lyk *big grins*
so i spent $9 becoz of my frenz, ate damn a lot.
talked a bit too, den juz stood at their stall.
only thing i did was to help them fold this box to put e money but still quite impt eh? heehee.
watched bit of e performance in e hall den went home wif huimin.
tired... tink i'm falling sick soon again.

had SPA today! n my calculator was spoilt.
thnx loads to F3. anyway, still screwed up my chem calculations but used the correct methods so shdnt be tt bad.
phy was good. haha~ at least i felt good.

saw big ears on e way home! haha... cant wait for sat to come!!! WOOT~
therez maths test tml n i haven started revision. HURRAY~ PI sucks btw, juz rushed btw. the whole PW sucks lah.
waste my time. sh*tty.

wkend itenerary :
tidy room
finish chem
go havoc nj n see my beloved frenz *big big big grins*
start reading phy
sleep~

was reading veron's blog.
haiz... itz serious tt we[as humans n sort of the most intelligent creatures] dun eva noe watz so precious to us until we lose it.
on thurs night i was telling slave bt dreading to see nj ppl.
i tink itz becoz i'm so jealous of them for so many things.
but when i saw them this thinking didnt occur to me anymore.
so i conclude tt i tink JUZ TOO MUCH.

was looking thru all tt messy stack of neoprints.
i was looking at myself smiling.
how time flies hur. den i tot i shd go take a neoprint wif mei fang, grace n S65.
itz always e memories n things tt u cant haf tt seem so beautiful.
i hope by next yr my entry will be bt me hating to leave hc.
but ttz only if i get promoted this yr. *luffz*
maths n chinese tests coming up. quite happy. coz i finally can pass liao. muh-haha!
but SPA is coming too *sobz*

there must be sth i hate abt everyone
but the joy they bring along always makes me forget about it.

had family dinner ysd, to celebrate mother's day[grandma]
cant stand myself for being so emotionally weak STILL.
aunt was asking howz nj.
i knew this was coming, i tot i shd juz ignore
but lyk hello? u ppl pyschoed me to go hc n now ask me howz nj. den she was lyk so jokingly saying tt she tot i lyked nj.[yes i did n i do, of coz but thnx to them.]
den i juz burst out crying.
e nicer aunt kept telling me shez juz concerned.
but itz lyk i cant even stop crying so why do u keep proding into it?
anyway i juz shut everyone up for a moment becoz dey were too shocked.
itz lyk i haven cried in front of them for years!!!
den dey asked why didnt i appeal. obviously i tried.
so dey went on wif trying to appeal again NOW!
but things wun be e same anymore
nicer aunt offered to go see nj principal wif me.
the mocking one offered to help me write an appeal letter.
why didnt dey shut up on e previous dinner when i asked them to? e mocking one even gekked me e last time by chanting "hc hc hc hc"
n now tt i look so totally lost n helpless den dey offer their to help lyk dey really care.

WHY DIDNT DEY JUZ SHUT UP N I WLD HAF HAPPILY STAYED?[of coz i made e final decision but my final was suppose to be nj before i met them]
what happened to all their praises bt hc before i started breaking down?
one was lyk telling me bt hc having a better building n nj having one ttz so ancient.
n bt hc being better becoz itz commoners' mentality.
n with the fantastic results tt hc produces.
n tinking tt beige/brown is nicer than grey.

i said i didnt mind an old building tt much becoz old nh looked as if it was falling apart.
den she rebuted tt if i neva step out of this cycle of being in not-so-nice-looking
places, i'll prob end up lyk tt for e rest of my life.
itz not as if when dey were poor n their hse was falling down, shez gonna leave her family for a nicer house.
i bet dey felt guilty anyway. cld see it from their eyes.
but mine was all red n teary.
felt quite sorry for grandma[she psychoed me too] coz when she asked wat happened to me[she didnt noe dey were asking bt e sch], she looked sad enuf.
but i juz smiled n shook my head.
she tot i was sick. OH MY~

prob i'm too stressed n tired.[thnx to sports day la.]
woke up at 6am!! my gawd.
n i really miss my frenz, those who've stayed n those who've left. anyway i realise my mum cares more bt her face than how i feel.
n den dad sort of scolded her. haha~
i'm bad but.. itz lyk ur daughter is crying lyk shez dying n all u care abt it e way ppl look at u.
n she didnt even give a damn when i said i wanted to appeal bac in march

hmm...2 more mths n i'll get use to this.
sch's ok la, other than our timetable being a bit lousy n i duno wat to say to ppl leh, den i keep quiet else i luff for nothing.
ha typical of me. sam tot i was mad when i kept luffing in mac.
hmm... suppose some of the S65 ppl will read this. *shit* haha i'm kidding.
but i tink itz a prob wif me. tink my attitude sucks.
I'LL SMILE MORE n u ppl haf to tok to me lah!!!
jingle bells.
i wish itz christmas

some things don't matter any more

3 cheers n 3 cheers n 3 cheers for 4/1!
guess almost whole class was back.
left after maths lec, den e rest went bac nh cept me, slave, big ears n sam. ate @ mac.
damn fun, luffed non-stop, thou some stuff werent funny haha.
itz good to go crazy again. as in totally crazy.
so 4 of us took cab bac.
slave was still telling me on how to rush out of e taxi.
end up still i pay for taxi fare *curses*
U ALL BETTER PAY FOR MY ANNIVERSARY DINNER!
talked to pandian[i seriously miss him but so sad he cant tutor me.], ms wassan n fu lao shi.
saw ms lyy, sm, vv n peipei![ok n lijia, coz i see u almost everyday ha]

basically i cldnt shut my mouth up.
was talking all e way from my seat till i reach e stage den gotta act guai.
YAY! i'm bit normal now.
was practically screaming when i was talking to darling[tania].
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
this entry is damn messy. who cares *big grins*
anyway was irritating F3, slave n michelle while waiting for e ceremony.
kept chanting "are u able/willing?" in a perv tone. *luffz*
den slave told me not to be so vulgar n i blurted out ta m* de
den e 3 of them start luffing. *tsk*
sat wif sia see later on den we were tinkin bt how to pose for e foto if we get to take grp foto. *luffz*
end up is individual *yuck*
tt GOH still ask me if i'm ms popularity coz e class cheered.
*shivers* but thnx lots ppl =] proud of me ya? hahaha! j.k.
F3 most qiang la, whole class n council stood up when itz his turn.

took lotsa pics den went home wif parents le.
now dey all @ pizza hut. DUI!
even ah gong is there. kaoz...

miss everyone[almost] so much!
esp tablemate coz i really need someone to endure all my nonsense + crap + pinches + tortures during lessons!
stupid twin, dun be jealous la. thou our schs so damn far apart n we stay at extreme ends of jurong... duno why i still see u often. haha but good. COMPLAIN!!!
ok thank-you list shall end here. too tired liaoz. tml got sports day starting at 7.15!!!
CRAP! SAT is meant for sleeping!!

wah, sims 2 is really fun!
e guys prob tink nth's gonna beat dota. but nvm.
hmm... didnt do much this wkend.
cldnt do phy so i gave up.
reading chem now. yes i'm a mugger.
but i only did one chpt. *sobz*
I DUN WAN GET RETAINED!!!!
*pulls hair* i wan a longer break. PLEASE~~~~~