cold feetss..

i'm certainly sitting infront of my notebook, feeling cold at my feet.. hahahas! cold feet for the coming ivp this sunday..

i knew i wasnt prepared for this match and not to say get anything out of it, other than meeting my old friends.. haha! i havent been "practising" tkd for a substantial period of time, acumulatively 2 years i guess.. how time flies.. i've already re-applied my indonesia's work permit..!!

i like tkd.. it's probably the onli common topic i have with darling now a days.. it's probably the onli activity that darling and i enjoyed periodically.. but certaintly, i'm no longer as engergetically blood rushing love towards it.. and i always wonder, why would i even partake in tournaments when i havent won any these years.. many credited my "losses" to the "always.national.team.opponent" that i always faced.. though looking at the brighter side, i've tried my best at few matches.. hahaa!

anw, i sincerely thank all friends who supported my defeats and cowardness throughout the years.. hahahaa! please endure, coz more are coming this week.. wahahhahas!!!

friends and relatives asked about my plans for my 21st birthday.. thinking of it.. i thought my living lifestyle had long outgrown the fact that i wasnt "underage".. i felt old recently.. or maybe to rephrase, i felt "grown.up".. handling the amount of stress in the house and workload.. counting my dollars and cents, and ensure sufficient amounts for next sem's school fees deductions.. again i tot, arent all these worries supposed to be part of my parents instead of me? y cant i enjoy or waste life away and smoke my way through uni like many others 21s?

again, im complaining the same old shit over and over again.. hahahaa! bed time.

broken.out! (:

finally caught the long waited korean theater show - break.out with darling on valentines evening after waiting for 2 months.. it's an excellent show! super entertaining, engaging, humourous, extreme dances, beat pop and etc.. for those who'd missed this fabulous show, too bad.. remember to catch it the next time! hahaa!

http://images.broadwayworld.com/upload/35131/breakout.jpg

and straight after we caught break.out, we met up jeremy and shu at amk hub for the mid night movie - outlanders.. pretty cool moster killing movie..

anw, im confined in batam now.. waiting for the work permit to be processed.. poor darling will have to spend his bdae himself.. hais.. and i forgotton to bring my notebook over.. it contained the last month's meeting's minutes.. i'm already trying not to mentioned about having management meeting this week.. wahahhahaas.. hope dad dun remembers..

"i hope it's worthwhile!"

it's back to the projects projects and projects time of the semester..

i'm soooo busy with projects and BB's reports.. and im still doing the things that froms the least priority of my life and unnecessary unappreciated stuffs..

and someone said to me.. "i hope it's worthwhile!"

cny garden party 09

cny had been offcially over and lets awaits valentines.. valentines is pretty much just another typical day for puppy love i guess? haha! vendors take the opportunity to hike their prices into ridiculous prices where a stalk of rose cost $1 during 364days of the year and cost $10 during this particular day - valentines day!

just some updates.. went to the annual cny garden party at the Istana on sunday and managed to catch another pic with PM Lee!! hahahas.. but i still preferred the pic taken last year..

Year 2008Year 2009
MP Dr. Balaji and Wife

Night Scenery of Istana

sick

CONGRADS TO VBFF FOR PASSING OF TP! (:

woke up this morning with a sore throat.. nevertheless, drove ah.gong to pick up some medication and meet edwin at the pool at 10am.. the pool water was extremely chilly.. guessed that's part of the reason that causes my fever..

went school after lunch with edwin and shu, feeling sore and aching all over.. though i was going to fall sick mayb tml? haha! but on the way back, i couldnt concentrate on driving and was feeling dizzy.. luckily vbff passed his driving this morning, so he took over.. haha!

went home, and ta-da! FEVER!

smsed darling, and was expecting him to drop by my place after his training.. despite leaving his training ground early, i was disappointed again.. he went home straight after i said i'm not going out for dinner with him.. i never failed to drop by his place and take care of him whenever he fell sick.. and i tot he would do the same thing to me.. or mayb he will do that to me "next time"..

anw, school's up again tml! =D

end of holidays!

all the heehee haahaa had finally came to an end.. that too refers to an end of my collections of "extra" income.. ): anw, cny was kinda boring.. in the sense that all steamboat looked the same, dishes are similar, usual people and cliques.. so i cant be bothered to take any photos la..

sadly, the school term is here "again".. back to school, back to reports writing, back to tkd, back to reality..

a group of us went for some "sai.kang" volunteering last night at the amk-chingay event thingy.. went there as early as 3.30pm and left as late as 10.30pm.. nevertheless, it's my Nth time doing sai.kang, but first time in a chingay event.. fun! (:

back to school tml! yawnsss..