happy thanksgiving!

shall keep this post short and sweet.

just wanna thank God for being kind to me this year. i cannot even imagine how this year would have been without God's grace.

and much <3 to,

-my family
-FAMILY
-Jacyln, Peggy, Shuqin and Miaoning (otherwise known as my darlings, lol)
-NYPCD!
-great pple from the Accor properties

you guys made this year worthwhile. ((:

credit: some tumblr site, hah

i know the last thing that i should be doing now is this (and of course, facebook). but since the workload is endless and piling viciously, i guess i should just cut myself some slack here and there. though weekends now mean schoolwork time, im kinda looking forward to the long weekends.

week 4/6 into the semester and im still feeling negative. modules are mostly boring or too tedious, projects are crazy and i havent even got to the written tests. ive been ranting to anyone who bothers to listen and even im getting sick of getting sick of school, if you know what i mean.

on a side note, totally love the weathers these days. okay, i dont know what else to say. and i have this love hate relationship with days when my head goes overtime with thoughts. it sucks to know that what im doing now is not making me happy and yet i cant do anything about it but to press on and just go. thank god that this is the last semester and i want to get it over with by doing the best that i could. call me overambitious but if i want it enough, i will get it.

meanwhile, i just need some faith and strength to press on for another 2.5months or so then it'd all be over. yeah, whats 2.5months to me? so, im gonna try to get these negative thoughts out of my head and just get on with whatever.

as mentioned, i think i know what will make me happy - travelling. but i cant even do that now. money and time constraint. i hate it when almost everything has to be measured in monetary terms. it's just not fair. i dont know why we all like to pretend that money is secondary because, it so isnt. how many pple actually gave up on studying not because they cant but because they dont have the money? and dont even get me started on how many pple gave up on seeking treatments and had to be left to die because they cant afford it?

i know, im not exactly poor but urgh, i dont know. i dont know what im trying to derive or prove but i guess we're all very fortunate already. cos at least, we dont have to go hungry.

p.s this post prolly doesnt make any sense but it did make me feel a wee bit better.

p.p.s maybe i should seriously consider travelling alone.

p.p.p.s whoever who's reading this, im sorry if ive dampened your mood or whatever. i know how that sucks.

i have to agree that this one of the movies of THE year. i like Hangover alot as well. anyway, 5/5 stars for this. a must watch! imma gonna psycho my dad to watch it laterrr.

anyway, end of week 2/4. im more than sian half, cant wait to get it over with but yes, im remaining positive. im alr pretty good with this mind games i play with myself. sounds sick but they get me through things.

i need to remaining pay to be in ASAP. :x

p.s ive got an A for Attachment/IPP/Internship whatever you call it. Thank you, to everyone who's helped me in one way or another. <3

3.5hours or so = 80 bucks. i'll be contented just by doing this twice every week. hehe.

so swensen's and ben and jerry's with wan tou after that, shiiiok. im totally craving for the fried mushroom nowww :( let's go TCC for that mushroom burger soon!

oh and while we were enjoying the breeze (if there were any to begin with), this couple were locking lips for like, 30secs and then proceeded to french kissing i think. hmm, go get a room pleaseee?

week 2/4 (depends on how you look at it). which also means, honeymoon period is over. SIGH

our dinner at dempsey was dampened by the heavy downpour so we were stuck in orchard along with another 198373654 pple. if you were hanging out along taka/wisma, you'd have seen the impressive (NOT) human jam along the walkway linking the two buildings.

so we settled for dinner at borders bistro which smelt like kopitiam. saw jam, she was seated right in front of me yet i didnt notice. lol. off to Coffee Club for some soda and tea. had fun chatting and laughing.

school starts tmr, which also means, one day closer to holidays. hahaha.

p.s family! where are you guys?? we havent met in almost a month. lol

p.p.s one of the reasons why i love ian


YaNg~ says:
what is ur favourite fish?

snow says:
i cant eat fish
darling
last warning arh
1 more time i delete you as my friend
hahaha

YaNg~ says:
oh....oops....
but can you go fishing or not?

snow says:
can lah
but what for?
very smelly

YaNg~ says:
shall we go to the sea and fishing
i wanna hook weird-looking creatures

HAHAHA, wa lao eh.