Tuesday, July 26, 2005
EEEEW!
i'm so disgusted with you superficial creature.
you're so freaking fickle.
oops.
i'm such a hypocrite, isnt it?
-jiam blogged at [09:25]
Sunday, July 24, 2005
girls = confusing creaturesAgreed?
-jiam blogged at [22:10]
BITCH!
-jiam blogged at [01:27]
Saturday, July 23, 2005
burni dont understand why
see its burning me to hold onto this
i know this is something i gotta do
but that dont mean i want to
what i'm trying to say is that...
i love you.
i just...
i feel like this is coming to an end
and its better for me to
let it go now
then hold on and hurt you
i gotta let it burn
it's gonna burn for me to say this
but its coming from my heart
its been a long time
but we didnt paint that apart
i really wanna work this out
but i dont think you're gonna change it
i do but you dont
think it's best we go our seperate ways
tell me why
i should stay in this relationship
when i'm hurting baby
i aint happy baby
cos there's so many other things i gotta deal with
i think that you should
let it burn
when the feeling aint the same
and your body dont want to
but you know
gotta let it go
cos the party aint jumping like it used to
even though this might bruise you
let it burn
let it burn
gotta let it burn
deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
hate the thought of her being with someone else
but you know that its over
we know that its true
let it burn
let it burn
gotta let it burn
sending pages i aint supposed to
got somebody here but i want you
cos the feeling aint the same
find myself calling her your name
lady tell me do you understand
and all my fellas do you feel my pain
its the way i feel
i know i made a mistake
now its too late
i know she aint coming back
what i gotta do now
to get my shorty back
man i dont know what i'm gonna do
without my boo
you've been gone for too long
it's been fifty-leven days
umteen hours
ima be burning till you return
when the feeling aint the same
and your body dont want to
but you know
gotta let it go
cos the party aint jumping like it used to
even though this might bruise you
let it burn
let it burn
gotta let it burn
deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
hate the thought of her being with someone else
but you know that its over
we know that its true
let it burn
let it burn
gotta let it burn
i'm twisted cos one side of me is tellin me that i needa move on
on the other side i wanna break down and cry
i'm twisted cos one side of me is tellin me that i needa move on
on the other side i wanna break down and cry
too many days
so many hours
i'm still burning till you return
when the feeling aint the same
and your body dont want to
but you know
gotta let it go
cos the party aint jumping like it used to
even though this might bruise you
let it burn
let it burn
gotta let it burn
deep down you know it's best for yourself but you
hate the thought of her being with someone else
but you know that its over
we know that its true
let it burn
let it burn
gotta let it burn
-jiam blogged at [10:07]
Monday, July 18, 2005
Rafaela Huang!
I'm in suc a good mood now you know?!
Haha!
((:
-jiam blogged at [17:48]
Can you believe it?
It's already four plus.
And I'm still here updating.
What worse is...
I've got school tomorrow.
Or rather, in 3 hours' time.
The amount of sleep I've been getting.
Is really far from sufficient.
I can literally feel my body systems collapsing.
Spent my time playing spider solitaire all night.
There's nothing else I can do anyway.
It's so pointless to even be able to connect to the internet.
MSN is becoming redundant.
I hope I'll be sleeping soon?
I'm sooooooooo FUCKING tired!
-jiam blogged at [04:24]
Sunday, July 17, 2005
Engulfed.
By this fear.
I'm scared.
That I'm not anywhere near ready.
Yet I cant stop this.
-jiam blogged at [23:37]
Thursday, July 14, 2005
The news about NKF on the papers and set these days make me hate them even more. Seriously. The recent fund-raising show on Channel 8 has already raised up to 10+ millions of dollars. But, noone ever knows where all these money's going to.
And here are 4 cases to show why you SHOULD NOT donate to NKF (Not-really-that Kind Foundation). It's not scenarios, but TRUE cases.
Firstly, a dialysis session at NKF is actually costing 7 times of that at KDF (Kidney Dialysis Foundation). Doesnt NKF raise a million more times of funds than other charity groups? So why is it that people are paying more at under NKF's help?! And! NKF dont actually provide the cotton wool and plasters to clean and dress your needle wound after each dialysis, while KDF does. Hmmm, imagine having to pay so much for a dialysis session, and you have to bring your own plasters along? Doesnt that make you really think about where your money is going to?!
Secondly, what's the first thought that goes through your mind when one day, you read the papers and see someone who needs help financially because of all the dialysis sessions, then when you call up NKF and ask how you can help to donate, the really kind receptionist actually tells you, "it's better to contact the reporters who did the interview than to donate through NKF." Does that tell you that something's wrong with the system that she'd rather you donate through somewhere else?
And so, what's the point of making so much donation when NKF isnt really helping?
Imagine, you're down with kidney failure. And you have difficulty keeping your job. And you can only get a new job that pays you 1000+ a month. Then, you found out that your Dad's down with kidney problems too. And! When you call up NKF looking for help, they tell you that, "Oh. I'm sorry but we cant help you. Cos you earn more that 1000+ a month." Like yea, how is 1000+ enough to pay for all the meidcal fees for two kidney patients?! So once again, you ask yourself, where is your money going to?
My god. Tell you what. Next time when you're thinking of donating. Leave Not-reall-that Kind Foundation out of the list please.
I dont see how a bloody CEO of NKF should actually earn $50,000 a month. Isnt that a little too much?!
Crap!
-jiam blogged at [22:07]
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
I haven really been blogging!
Why?
Cos Jiam has not much of a mood to.
I'm getting tired.
But!
I'm not sleepy.
Anyway, I just wanna mention something.
Dont ever meet Simin for dinner on Weds.
She's gonna make you miss Jue Dui Superstar.
Cos she drinks far too slowly!
And she's too easily amused la.
Haha.
7 more days.
I'm quite excited actually.
For what?
I dont know.
LOL.
-jiam blogged at [23:38]
Monday, July 11, 2005
Baaaah!
I wanna watch Be With You!!
Saw the adverts on the magazine just now.
Which made me wanna watch it even more.
BUT!
Its such a long wait.
Grr.
-jiam blogged at [23:58]
Sunday, July 10, 2005
What a boring Sunday.
I need a life!!!
Give it back to me!
:(
-jiam blogged at [17:17]
Saturday, July 09, 2005
Had a
starry night out.
I guess not everyone understands this.
Anyway.
Yes.
I did it.
I dont know how.
But I just did.
And.
I got straight Fs for midyears.
Damn.
-jiam blogged at [02:02]
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
Someone asked me to blog.
I dont remember who.
But yes, I'm here.
To blog?
I love the freeLANcers!!
Really really do.
And CHIN!
You owe us a Fish and Co treat!
:D
-jiam blogged at [22:16]
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
For god's sake.
Can you just learn the way?
I'm sick and tired of this la!!
So please, STOP IT!
Why cant you understand?
When will you ever understand?!?!!?!
-jiam blogged at [23:17]
Sunday, July 03, 2005
Hmm, this goes out to all Da Pai 388-ians!
Can we have a gathering?
I'd very much love to do some catching up with you guys know?
Anyway, yes, now that midyears are over.
Please tell me you're free!
Haha!
Ok. Whatever.
I wanna watch 'be with you'.
Recommended by my dearest Ammily.
Anyone interested?
Haha.
(:
-jiam blogged at [11:20]
Saturday, July 02, 2005

was looking through the pictures. and i saw this. those happy times. now, gone.
-jiam blogged at [23:08]
"as i ran away that day, crying and screaming,
she knew i was gone.
we never thought it would end this way.."
As I read the words she said, the tears fell.
Yes, I cried, again.
I felt the pain.
It was so real.
I dont know.
I dont know what she meant.
I dont understand.
I really dont.
But here,
I thank you my dear friend.
For the beautiful memories.
The wonderful moments.
You have been, and always will be...
A part of me.
-jiam blogged at [22:57]