Tuesday, August 30, 2005
Went back today.
Felt... Different.
Dont ask me how different.
It's just...
Not the same.
Guess I wont be back anymore.
Not anytime soon.
Bye old school.
Bye memories.
-jiam blogged at [21:41]
Monday, August 29, 2005

the collage done by Vern (:

the love of my life ! :D

L to R: Jiam, Vern, Char, Va.

our swordfish collar !
ripped these off Vern's blog. they came from Char's blog. lol. our little class outing last friday. Had a real good time with them! (:
-jiam blogged at [01:51]
Sunday, August 28, 2005
This is bad.
The 2 cups of TehPeng are having effect on me.
I'm getting more and more awake.
And there ain't much people online to play games with.
Ugh.
-jiam blogged at [00:00]
Friday, August 26, 2005
I guess I really shouldn't try anymore.
I guess I really shouldn't try at all.
It hurts trying.
Hurts so badly.
Cos you know.
At the end of the day.
It all doesnt matter.
Really doesnt matter.
At all.
I know.
My initials dont start with a Y.
Neither does it start with a B.
So I guess.
I'm leaving.
I've tried my best. And nothing seems to work. And all I'm left with is the hurt after each try. I'm sorry I cant do better than this. I've really tried my best. But no, I wont stick around doing what I've been doing. Not anymore. I'm really sorry I've to spoil the serenity of your night with this. I'm sorry I made you feel worse with everything I did. I'm sorry it didnt matter afterall. I'm really sorry. Take care friend.
-jiam blogged at [00:49]
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Why did i even bother.
Not like it matters to you anyway.
-jiam blogged at [03:32]
Alright.
Shall say this here...
happy
19th
birthday
moyy
!!
(:
-jiam blogged at [02:51]
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
I'm still irritated.
With that stupid guy.
For doing what he did in the morning.
Just dont let me bump into him.
Agh.
i believe
dang wo zai ni jia men kou
xia yu le
ni kan le ye hui nan guo
i believe
ni bu shuo hua de shi hou
yi shi yi zhong
qi shi ni zai hui ying wo
sui ran bu ceng shuo
xiang xin ni zheng zai dong
jiu suan qian de bu shi wo de shou
wo bu zhen de nan guo
bu zhi dao zai gao xing shen me
ni de xiao rong
yong shi hou ye ning ke dang zuo
ni zai wei wo jia you
bu zhi dao zai wang xiang shen me
zhi gao su zi ji i believe
ni zong hui kan dao wo
zai mou ge shi hou
xiang rang ni pei ban de ren
shi wo
i believe
mei you hui ying de shi hou
zhi bu guo
zheng hao ni zai dian hua zhong
i believe
yu yin xin xiang de chen mo
ye shi yi zhong
qi shi ni zai qin ting wo
sui ran bu ceng shuo
xiang xin ni zheng zai dong
jiu suan qian e bu shi wo de shou
wo zhen de bu nan guo
bu zhi dao zai gao xing shen me
ni de xiao rong
you shi hou ye ning ke dang zuo
ni zai wei wo jia you
bu zhi dao zai wang xiang shen me
zhi gao su zi ji i believe
ni zong hui kan dao wo
zai yi qie zhi hou
liu zai ni shen bian de
shi wo
na yan xu ta jiu de yi shi chong dong
zai ni shen hou de du jiao xi
ju guang deng mei liang guo
huai yi
shi zi ji bian zao de nei rong
ni cong bu zhen de ren de wo
bu zhi dao zai gao xing shen me
ni de xiao rong
you shi hou ye ning ke
dang zuo ni zai wei wo jia you
bu zhi dao zai wang xiang shen me
zhi gao su zi ji i believe
yi ding hui you jie guo
zai hen jiu yi hou
liu zai ni shen bian de
shi wo
pei zhe ni de ren...
shi wo
-jiam blogged at [21:57]
Saturday, August 20, 2005
Walked down from Coco Latte to Bugis area.
Just letting time pass.
Just waiting for a reply.
An answer.
And what did I get in the end?
"dont be mad la"
And she laughed.
Laughed it off.
Again.
Like how it always happens.
You know.
You make me feel like an idiot sometimes.
Ya.
I am mad.
Okay?
-jiam blogged at [01:56]
Thursday, August 18, 2005
AHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I'm taking my hands off this.
I'm tired.
I'm exasperated.
I really dont see how I can handle this anymore.
Chin.
I really hope you're right this time.
Please.
Let it be right.
-jiam blogged at [21:11]
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Busy busy day tomorrow.
PE.
GP retest.
Maths test.
CCS Farewell.
CLA 1 retest.
Haircut.
And...
Some bastard trashing time!
(:
-jiam blogged at [22:48]
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
wo xiang, Ni ying gai shi shi jie shang zui xing fu de ren.
yin wei, Ni ke yi xuan ze ai wo, huo bu ai wo.
dan wo zhi neng xuan ze ai Ni, huo geng ai Ni...
Dui bu qi.
Wo qing bu zi jin.
-jiam blogged at [23:13]
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Was so looking forward to the weekends.
Cos I can finally do something nice.
Like meeting up with old friends.
Catching a show at the Art House together.
Having some fun.
Now its all gone.
Had to give the show a miss.
Cos of the stupidest mistake anyone can ever make!
Like what the FUCK?
So SCREWED UP.
In a fuckin' bad mood now.
Dont mess with me.
-jiam blogged at [17:21]
Friday, August 12, 2005
Hey friend.
I dont know if it's just me for what.
But..
Conversations with you these days just seem...
Extremely tiring for me.
I really hope this...
Doesnt go on?
You're like...
So distracted all the time.
Sigh.
Forget it.
-jiam blogged at [02:56]
Thursday, August 11, 2005
ni si hu bu ceng kao lv guo wo de gan shou...
-jiam blogged at [18:17]
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
Erm, who's '...'?
-jiam blogged at [08:22]
Monday, August 08, 2005
I've always been the irritating one.
Bu no, dont worry.
I wont be, not anymore.
-jiam blogged at [00:05]
Friday, August 05, 2005
What with my blog entry?
I dont know.
Seriously.
-jiam blogged at [13:35]
Thursday, August 04, 2005
I dont understand.
Why cant you just get over it??
It's over, seriously.
Why cant you just let it go?
Why do you have to get yourself all upset and crying over her?
Why?
Dont you find it hard to take?
Dont you find it painful?
It's been almost two years!
Forget about it, please.
Dont put yourself through this pain.
And she's been gone, for so long.
She's already given her heart to someone else.
She doesnt need you anymore.
Get over it, please.
You're hurting so bad.
And she knows no shit about what you've been going through.
She hasn't been there when you needed her so bad!
Ugh!!!
Forget about it, okay?
-jiam blogged at [18:55]