Fuck it, screw it.

Back's aching like crazy, boyf is booking in, mum's in a far away land, Im working til late., URGHSSS!

I need ta do a full-body check up soon! :(

Pray for me okays? Jesus says Im gonna be alright. I'll keep that in mind. But well, I'll still need a full-body-check up to confirm everytg, yes?

Bless me.
Bless you.

WORTHLESS

Maybe I really am.
This ranting blog of mine will never be a place where I can share happy things.
Im depressed. Half the time, I feel Im always up to some ridiculous acts.
Im caught up in a FUCK-UP job and crazy mum.

Baby, who is one of my piller of support often has to endure my rants and nonsensical attitude.
I seriously wanna disappear.
Who's there for you when you truly need someone?
I feel helpless.

Guess nobody would understand the shit that Im going through.
Nobody except baby.

I know shutting myself away from friends doesnt work.
But who am I to turn to when people are interested to know whats going on with your life?
Friends AINT here to stay.
I only have myself.

Theres no vice-versa care and concern between friends.
So heres the thing,
this is gonna be the only place where I'll rant from today's date.
I shall officially shut my rantings solely to my blog and baby.