Today, I hate today. Six years is a long time. I miss him so much. I am still mad at him, still mad at God for taking him. I loved him more than anyone. I miss the sound of his voice, his laugh, his music, his hugs - man he had the best hugs ever. Losing him broke my heart in a way it has never been broken and I'm not certain I will ever recover. I may slowly come back into the light, but I don't think my heart will ever be mended. I even miss his moods! I am still trying to figure out how to be in the world without him. I am still trying to make peace with never knowing what happened. It's 2:00, the time the police showed up to tell what happened. Please let this be over....
I am a North sider, I grew up here. Lived here most of my life, got married to another North sider, had a son born at a North side hospital, raising him on the North side... and he goes to Northside College Prep. High School. So, you see I am a Northside mom no matter which way you look at it!
