Last Sunday, went back to DPAC for service. Initially I planned to go to ASC, because I wanted to jog in the morning and it seemed impossible because the sunday service at DPAC is at 9 am. Anyhow, I managed to finish jogging and getting myself ready, yet travel from Puchong to Cheras and not to be late for the 9am service. I always like it when I can worship God at my own church. After all, I don't think it's by chance that I could go back to DPAC for service. God led me.

Just the previous share group, we talked about callings and all that. I didn't mean to share anything about but it just happened that one of our members was sharing about callings. Then, I wondered and asked 'how do you know if it's a calling?'

After some sharings, I just realized that I might have received some callings too, but I'm not sure. I didn't know that was a calling. The word 'calling' had never come across me until that day.

The first calling that I might have received was to go back and serve in my church. I can always feel the urge of leaving FCC and going back to DPAC, but I can never be sure of that. I don't know if it's just my emotional problem, trying to escape from FCC, or it's really God calling me. However, now I can be more certain that it's a calling.

The second calling that I might have received is to bring in more resources to the dancing and Praise and Worship ministry in West Malaysia Diocese. Well, this one I'm really not sure. I don't know if I'm just liking to dance that much till I have the urge, or God is really calling me?

But after the sermon given by Ming Fatt, I was so much inspired. He encouraged us with many things, too many to tell. He told us why did our church buy so many chairs which our hall cannot accomodate, why did we buy such big and high-quality speakers which are too much for our small hall, and Jesus once said, (I can't really remember which phrase) what he had done, we are gonna do bigger than that. This really inspired me. We are not gonna stay in this small place for long, we are gonna grow, grow more, grow bigger, and grow higher. I believe what I've learned from other places, will contribute to DPAC. I know it's really the time, God wants to use me. I'm more than willing to be His tools, to work for Him.

God, pls tell me what I'm going to do is really Your will.

Just simply feel like blogging... I have alot to write, but when I really come to the computer, I don't know what to write anymore. Hmmm... I have been quite emo recently, busy with many many things. Going to Genting tomorrow, for my part-time job. Well, don't really take that as a part-time job, instead, a learning experience.

I've been chatting alot with many different people, too much information flowing. Feel complicated now.

Working on my diet plan, it seems to have some effects after some time. But not sure if I can be determined enough to continue. LOL

Few churches were attacked in past few days. My aunt asked me to not go to church until it gets settled. I find it absolutely ignorant. Who cares? God is here to protect us. All I can say about these attackers is only uncivilized. In 21st century, these people attack churches for one simply word - Allah. Nonsense.

Having relationship problems, as usual.

Busy with churches, as usual. Yea, I mean churches. Both DPAC and FCC are fully utilizing me. I wanted to reject some job assignments, but thanks to Rev. Wong for sharing Ecclesiastes 11:9 onwards, it's an advice to the young. It reminds me of my age and the time left. I'm already 20, that sounds old enough to me. If I don't take any opportunity to serve God now, when shall I? Wait till I turn 60? So, let me serve Him with His strength that will be given to me.

Chinese New Year and Valentine's day are coming. How should I plan my schedule? No idea so far...

The Ten is planning for a Singapore Trip. I'm not that excited about it, probably not till it's confirmed.

Wanna watch Sherlock Holmes, but haven't had the chance.

College new timetable will be tight enough. VERY TIGHT. 6pm only finish class, when the traffic is awfully terrible. Hate it. But have to accept it >.<

Should I conclude this post? But I don't know what to write... bye :P