she's overwhelmed..

.. and not in the good way.
why doesn't anyone truly tell you how awful trying to execute a wedding is? or maybe that's what makes it the best day of your life? the fact that you've gone through months of .. stuff.. and then it gets to be over and you get to relax and just be happy? well fine. but i would have loved a little more warning. gear myself up for it maybe.
hopefully in the next less than 4 weeks i can get everything done. and get invitations out this week. and finish my dress by next week. and get things cut out so people can help. and get a good head start on flowers this wednesday. (sisters.. please remember to come..) and find some flowers for a bouquet. so i can do my bridals as soon as possible.. Because..
I'm Getting Married.
and i have a really hard time realizing that while i can't stop thinking about it, the world doesn't revolve around it and no one else is thinking about it but me. because they have important things going on in their lives too.
thank you for letting me take some time out of your day. and thank you to my dear sisters who have given up a little of their important things to help me.