Colours of My Life

Colours of My Life

by XinTxin Chong

Once upon a time,

An ally of mine,

A bless from the might.

A shiny sparkly smile,

Just like the twikling bright stars up in the sky,

Briging life and light,

Enlighten dark and night.

You bring me courage,

Make me brave,

Like a guardian,

leading me way.

Sun and rain,

Joy and pain,

Always together,

We are forever.

However,

There comes a time,

A rival in life,

A curse for my deeds?

Sly and cunning mind,

Drving me swine.

Arrogant thoughts,

Appaling words,

I am

beginning to hurt.

Hurly-burly,

Sad and sorry,

Dusk and dawn,

Haunting my soul.

Such an assailant you are,

What a coward I am,

Your betrayal,

You deceive me,

Such a fool I am.

Still,

I would take this opportunity,

To thank your generousity.

Grabbing this great chance,

To appreciate your presence in life.

No matter a friend or a foe,

You make me grow.

Painting colours,

Writing pages

on my precious portrait of life.

Blue, violet, indigo,

Red, orange, green and yellow.

These are the colours of the rainbow.

And yet,

You,

Are the colours of my life.

P.S. To people out there:

This is 100% authentic!!! 100% my work!!! No plagiarism and not even referencing! I can swear.

Of course you can't find it online and not even in books, because it's originally by me. Your words had hurt me so badly. I guess you were the foe i meant in the poem.... Haha... ==

Actually this happened to be part of my coursework, and some people just don't believe that I wrote this... I am really disappointed... Fine... Whatever, as long as I know that i am speaking the truth. Who cares...

To dear readers, if you come across a poem similar to this please notify me, thanks.

消失

一回到学校，那个开心的我不知怎么，又消失了。我不知道该如何是好？教教我好吗？此刻的我像似一个随时会引爆的计时炸弹。。。我想，充满恨意的恶魔正寄生在我体内。

HappY ChinesE NeW YeaR & HappY ValentinE's DaY!!!

It has been a long time since i last updated my blog! Haha!

Finally, the Tiger year arrived again! Once again back in Kuching and this time I have only one week holiday to enjoy myself. Haiz... And i still have to do bits of my school work here. Annoying indeed!

Wow, it seems that we have both the first day of Chinese New Year and Valentine's day on the same day this year. For those who are in relationship, how are you going to spend your time for both family and partner on the same day? Lol! Luckily, i do not have this type of problem... Phew..

Here, I have to wish everybody a Happy Chinese New Year! Hoping to have a ROAR year this year! All the best and wish all of you be blessed with good luck for the whole year. :) Gong Xi Fa Cai, Ang Pao Duo Duo!

And Happy Valentine's Day as well. For those with a partner, have a nice and sweet day! Of coz, must "white hair til old"! Direct translate of 白头偕老. Lol! As for all the single ones, welcome to my gang! Haha! Nevermind de lah. Gambateh loh! It's okay to wait as long as we can meet the right one.

A Quote

"It may seem like I'm ignoring you, but I think about you daily..."

Saw this in facebook. Frankly speaking, i like this quote. Wanna know why? The answer is very simple, coz I'm like that. I have to admit that sometimes i do not mean what i actually said about something. We call that 口是心非 in Chinese. Maybe because i'm that kinda person who likes to keep secrets to myself? Plus I have very high 自尊心.

I know that... (Coz I'm born like that? It's nature anyway...O.o) I don't like losing to other people or found out anything that i can't archieve. But of coz nobody is perfect in this world so why can't i make mistakes too? That's what i always tell myself of. Some things do not necessarily have to be too perfect. So so is enough. (Kesederhanaan-- applying Moral. Wakakaka!)

I'm afraid that i'll be like that too in love business. Lol. Though i have no experience yet.. But i have to say that the quote is 100% me. Why? I guess i'm a coward... Hahahahahahaha! I don't dare to face my own feelings...and that's the reason... Or I have no confidence in myself... I may look like a confident, capable or independent person... but... i wanted to depend on someone too, someone whom i could trust heartily just like my family and best friend. I'm tired sometimes. Will i ever be able to find someone like that in my life? Or i have to be on my own forever? It's an unknown, and i'm the equation. =.=''' I'm independent and i wanted to be capable coz i still have not found that Mr. Right. I know there's no one out there to help you if you do not help your own self. And you can't depend on your family for your whole life, and your friends will get married too some day.... 人们都需要寄托于依靠...

I always expect a lot from myself and so of coz without myself realizing i'll expect a lot from the others too especially for those who i care of. As a result, the higher the expectations, the more you get disappointed when something does not turn out to be what you want. That's why. But i guess i have improved a lot on this. Just think positively! The thing may not turn out to be what you expected but who knows, maybe it can be something better? Right? :)

Family Trip 30/12/2009-1/1/2010

This is something happened a long time ago... haha. But i still feel like posting it. I have forgotten to post them in my blog after i have posted everthing onto facebook. Nevermind, i guess it will never be too late for me to post anything here, though it's really outdated already... Anyway, this is my blog, right? So everything's up to me!

My family and i went to Gunung Gading and Kubah National Park and we welcomed the New Year there with the monkeys and mosquitoes. Lol! XP

Pictures can tell you everything...

Sitting at Pandan Beach

Gading's Waterfall

Jungle trail we went through

Bird Watching XD

Oh...that's a sweaty me!

My Bro

A watch out sign

Haha. Nice Pose

A rock

See the moss there?

A curly curly branch

REMINDER!!!

We went til Waterfall no.7

The red and white bar is the marking to show which trail that are we following

Waterfall

The so called Old Man Rock

Noticeboard showing the treks

Water flowing from the waterfall

Kubah National Park

Aiks!!! A giant spider

Scenery from the summit

Mum, sitting down there while we climb up the view point towel at the summit

Cheeky face.. XP