Ethereal Yunho

I've been going crazy looking for a particular picture for a few days
I looked around in random places, hoping to find it...
I told myself I'll get that picture no matter what or how long
I will not rest until I find that pictuuuuuuuure!!!
And my prayers were answered last night
I finally found it with some help at LiveJournal :D
*is extremely happy*
You might me wondering what's so special about this picture
But I find it extremely beautiful~ T_T
It's one of the most gorgeous pic of Yunho for me
His pose is just... epic.
I'm fell in love with the picture~~~ XD



Here it is, painstakingly edited by me
I basically carefully painted the background black
Had fun going through every curve of Yunho... LOL
cuz I want Yunho to shine and sparkle like the star that he is~
(sorry Changmin and whoever that is in the background >.<)
below is the original lol~ how's my skills eh? haha




That's right~ I'm swooned over this picture, it's so beeeauuutiifuuuuul~ <3

Bitch Talk

LOL before you get me wrong, let me explain myself
I'm having a hard time typing coz I just painted my nails, black
And I feel like strangling someone or something just to release anger
coz every freaking damn thing I touch smudges my nail polish!!!
And I had to keep doing touch-up every single time!
It's driving me crazy, I can't stand it~!!! D:
I'm not very good with black nail polish, it shows too much flaws lol~
Okies enough bitchin' about the nails...

Today's post is something to bitch about
No no, it's not anything bad, it's... educational XD
I came across an article in the MOE section of The Star newspaper
I'm amazed by how many different thing the word 'bitch' meant

Bitch facts :

1) a female dog; in its simplest, literal use

2) a derogatory/insulting word for a woman and occasionally for a man that acts like a woman (LOL now we know the word bitch doesn't meant to be used on women alone, talk about gender equality yeah!)

3) to 'be a bitch' is to be verbally aggressive towards men, to be disagreeable or to be difficult to get along with

4) women will sometimes call themselves a bitch (omg seriously? lol), without anger or self-hatred. they simply mean that a bitch is a tough, uncompromising woman, usually one who knows what she wants and intends to get it (to put it simply, a level-headed woman)

5) a woman could refer to all of her female friends as "my bitches", it's slangy and very informal but unlikely to offend because it's the kind of thing you can say about your inner circle (lol I find this funny... I wonder if I call my friends "my bitches", would they forgive me? hahaha let's call each other bitches~) it simply means that, for better or worse, with flaws and all, these women are her friends (aww how touching, can I call you bitch now? LOL)

6) among men, a bitch is a man who is weak, fragile, whiny or complaining (ftw just say gay can?), if a man calls another his bitch, it means that the other man is under his control and is being dominated physically, emotionally or socially (lol okaaaay this further proves that it's a gay relationship, seme and uke XD)

7) "bitch tits" are fatty breasts on a man, usually the result of being overweight (hmm I prefer the term 'moobs' lol, man boobs! Yunho used to have moobs but he wasn't overweight, he's the most cut member in DBSK, heck in the whole SM Town damnit! hehe but he lost the moobs now, it somehow magically appeared on Jaejoong instead!)

8) "bitch slap" is a hard smack with an open-handed palm on someone's face which results in a 'smack!' sounds, it's called a bitch slap coz it's the kind of hit perceived as more typical of a woman, a man is expected to punch with a closed fist (to put it simply, women slap and real men punch... okay? haha)

LOL I love this part because this is the reason that prompted me to write this post anyway, okay people let me show you an excellent example of a "bitch slap"




(Hell yeah~ Yunho, Junsu and Changmin are my bitches XD)

9) 'to bitch' means to complain or gripe in a constant, annoying way ( lol like the way i was bitching about my nails earlier), 'to bitch out' means to lecture, chastise or criticise someone

10) a 'son of a bitch' is a bad man, or a man who is tough, stubborn and unkind (lol I've heard enough from the movies), often abbreviated as SOB (I will not use the word 'sob' the same way again T_T)

11) one of the few positive forms of bitch is "bitching", used as an adjective to mean 'good' or 'great', usually pronounced as "bitchin' "

12) to 'flip a bitch' means to make a sudden left turn in a car, especially in a place where such a turn is not usually done (hey, what about a right turn then? lol)

LOL sorry if the bitch facts are TOO educational for you,
I just thought I'd share ^_^
The world needs to know what the word bitch doesn't mean only one thing D:<
haha I wonder if the word 'fuck' has that many meanings as well XD
The world is soooooooo colorful~ and I'm too free hahahaha

taken from The Star, Wed 24 Sept 2008
icon credit to paraibaocean@LJ

My Piglet

Today's post is something random and close to home
Something that I find quite funny

I woke up early one day around 9am
(okay not so early but it was a day off and I usually sleep till noon XD)
So I came downstairs and walked towards the window
I looked outside and this was the view that greeted me...



And my first response was... HOMG IS HE DEAD?!
No no no... it's just my little piglet Russell
And what is he doing sprawled on the porch like that?
Why, he's just SUNBATHING... that little squirt -_-"
Hahaha~ doesn't that make him a roasted pork then? LOL
I had no idea dogs like to sunbathe o_o

Russell is one of the weirdest dogs I ever had
I don't even wanna mention his strange habits -_-
I like calling him piglet coz he looks like one
He's a Jack Russell (breed)
(alright so I have no creativity in names, boohoo~)
He's been with me since 2003, 5 years now
My daddy bought him for me coz I kept saying that
I wanted a Jack Russell like in the show Wishbone
Russell was 2 months old when he arrived and he was adorable
I remember him cuddling up to me and climbing on my lap
Who would've known he'd turned out into to be a piglet -_-
Is this some kind of magic?!
Anyways I still love him no matter what
And i love him enough to scold and bully him XD
It's tough love, baby~
And he's so obedient, he won't make a noise even when you hit him
He'd run, cower and shiver when you scold him coz
he knows that he did something wrong
I hate him sometimes coz he's the murderer of my other cute pets
such as my hamsters and rabbits T_T damn jealous dog!!! *glares*
I had a hamster which I loved so much coz it's so tame and
so freaking adorable like a ball of fur, I named it Hikki~
Gah~ no other hamster could ever replace it!
Okay back to the dog before I decide to get another hamster
Even after all that he had done, I blame it on his stupidity lol~
He's a stupid jealous freaking piglet but I still love him
I love dogs and cute furry critters!

Key to my Heart

Today's entry is dedicated to SHINee's Almighty Key
One of the many Kim Kibum in Korea lol
It's his 18th birthday today, 23rd September~
Happy Shiny Birthday Key~!!!
Here's hope to the success of Key and the rest of SHINee~
He's considered 17 elsewhere but he's 18 in Korea
(I'd prefer the Korean age coz it makes the age gap less obvious XD)
He's 3 years younger than me T_T
I'm a pathetic pedophile noona -_-
I usually don't like younger guys
Changmin and Kyuhyun are as far as it goes, they're my oppas^^
Oh Key, what am I gonna do with you >.<
But I still love him even though he's jailbait XD
He's too cute for his own good!

Here's why he holds the key to my heart ♥

He's fun to poke at XD

He's a natural model ^^

asdfjklghsdfhjkl *flails* see that key pendant he's wearing~ me like!

and because this is so cute, mini Key in his Replay dance part

IT'S ALL ABOUT KEY TODAY~

One Fine Day

LOL I've been procrastinating to write this for 2 days now
But I know I'd have to write this eventually...
(hey Lemon, when you gonna write the Chinese version? haha)
So, today's post is about how I spent the Saturday of last week XD

It was the last day of the final exam and we finished our paper at 11.30am
Me and Lemon had already planned to celebrate at Aeon Bukit Tinggi
We were also gonna watch the movie "Money No Enough 2" at 2pm
But we had about 30mins before the show started
so we decided to grab a small bite first
So we ate doughnuts at the Big Apple, all looks so yummy! >.<
We bought 4 instead of a box of 6 coz we don't wanna be greedy, haha~
I ate a green tea and chocolate one, I love green tea flavored stuff T_T
Lemon ate an almond and chocolate one too? lol nice...
The chocolate ones tend to get abit messy coz it drips o.o
It was abit uncomfortable coz the shop workers kept staring at us -_-
What is their problem?! Too free nothing to do? lol~
Then halfway eating, this so-called volunteer for charity worker approached
And after a long explanation, he took out car stickers priced at RM10
He said we could share and we didn't wanna turn him away after he said all that
Should've turned him away when he approached -_-
So we each forked out RM5 for the funny-looking smiley sticker
Why do we get a feeling that we've somehow been cheated?
After that, we head to the cinema area to get popcorn and drinks
And we saw another "volunteer worker", they're everywhere!!
This is just in the Klang valley, I haven't even mentioned that they have the
"volunteer workers" from the same organization approaching us in Petaling Jaya!
Is this how charity works nowadays? sigh...

Anyway we entered the theatre, kinda excited coz all of my other friends
have watched it except me, and they said it was funny and damn sad (lol?)
So I had to watch it to experience it myself~
The beginning was so err... fake with badly done CGI
But it eventually got back to reality and it was pretty funny
The funniest part was when the eldest son came back home
and his elderly mother asked if he had eaten, he said yes
Not even one minute later, the mother turned to him and asked again
and the son gave the same answer, abit irritated this time
so the game of asking and answering continues, and it was hilarious!!!
when the son couldn't stand it anymore, he tried a different answer
He said he had not eaten yet and was starving
His mother laughed and told him she knew he was lying
I laughed so hard omg, almost cried
lol I'm guessing she is senile? most elderly people suffer from that
I just hope my grandparents will remember me always T_T
Halfway throughout the movie, I wonder why I haven't shed a tear yet
coz my friends said they cried while watching it
Am I that heartless and the movie didn't touch me?! haha WRONG!
I friggin started to tear up when they sent the mother to an old folks home
and I cried when she was admitted to the hospital and her children were
pushing the responsibility to each other and being selfish
and I friggin cried like hell when she chose to die when she saw
her children arguing right before her, she sacrificed to save her granddaughter
Me and Lemon cried together, I can hear her sobbing beside me XD
It was kinda embarassing, like only the both of us were crying
Like we're 2 emotional students after their final exam, releasing stress

Anyway, this movie affected me in some other ways...
It reminded me of my late maternal grandfather who passed away in 2005
It was a few months before my SPM examination
I didn't cried when I first heard the news because I was too shocked
But it eventually hit me and I cried to myself to sleep in my room
I was close to him and he'd always pamper me T_T
His death came as a shock and I was lost...
It was similar to this movie, his death took place in the hospital
And his death is one that his children, my aunts and uncles, will regret
because there were conflicts and arguments among them
I know they regret not treating him better, not spending more time with him, not caring for him more, not able to give him the best treatment because his condition was already critical, I know it pains them to see him like that, heck I even visited him once and I couldn't stand the condition he's in, I controlled myself not to cry in front of him. And I had to live with the regret of not being able to see him for the last time, till his last breath. I don't know if it was for the best or worst, coz I don't know if I can take the sight and realization of seeing him leave me forever. I just wished that I was able to spend more time with him. He took care of me since I was a baby while my parents were working. Somehow as I grew older, the gap became bigger. Aish~ I do'nt even wanna talk about it anymore.

Lol I'm sorry for that, I was happily talking about the movie
and it somehow drifted to this.
So in conclusion to the movie, we laughed like crazy, cried like hell
and walked out of the theatre with puffy red eyes T_T
And as planned, we wanted to eat until die, the first was Big Apple earlier
Next stop is Sakae Sushi, the sushi restaurant with the cute frog logo!
We had fun playing with the computer, marvelled at how advanced it is
We placed our orders with just a few clicks of the mouse
And I'm always amazed with how Lemon eats her sushi
I eat my sushi in 2 bites, but she does it with 1 bite XD
If that's not amazing enough, she puts the whole California Roll in her mouth!
*clap clap* hahaha and you wanna say your mouth not big Lemon...
I can never do that, I don't wanna choke and die... too young~ >.<
The food can never win Sushi King though...
So when the waitress gave us a service evaluation form,
Let's just say we had fun being mean and evil ^^ hehe
Next is Shihlin Taiwan Street Snacks (omg we still can eat?! of coz..)
We ordered the fried chicken and chicken floss egg wrap,
the fried chicken was too white (racist statement lol ^^)
we actually removed the crispy outer part of the chicken,
that leaves us to only the chicken meat
So in other words, we ate fried chicken without the fried part! XD
Couldn't finish the chicken so we packed it
And all day we could smell chicken following us o.o
We couldn't finish the food but we still had space left for dessert! XD
We went to an ice-cream shop and ordered Cheesy Snow Milk Tea
The cheese part was out of curiosity lol~
We waited and Lemon asked why is it taking so long?
I decided to be lame and answered "Because it's snowing"
But she decided to be even lamer and said "Because the cow is making cheese"
(Lemon, you win..you win. You don't win also I let you win, coz you're the best at cold jokes! muahahaha)
When it arrived, the cheese was at the very bottom of the cup
and it tasted weird and sour, eww >.<
The ice part was nice though... milk tea!
We ate and ate but still haven't die... how?! like that lo...

Afterwards, we walked around and looked at accessories
I'm currently obsessed with key-shaped pendants since I saw Key wearing it
I have a fetish for keys and crowns ^^
It had me wondering if it has a deeper meaning than what it seems
I liked crowns because I wanted to be pampered like royalty? haha!
And now keys because I've grown and want my share of freedom?
I have no idea...
Anyway, I fell in love with a key pendant! but not the necklace -_-
it was pinkish with pearls and ribbons, too girly for my liking
Whoever matched it with the key pendant is blind and have no taste!
And they won't let me change the necklace!!! *cries*
Lemon liked a pocket-watch pendant which is quite nice
But since she's a perfectionist (she admitted it!),
she won't accept it because it was dirty in the inside.. haha

It was getting late so I sent her out to the bus stop and we chatted
Oh yea, I suddenly remembered something funny
We were talking about how I liked keys and crowns
And Lemon so randomly said "I like squares" <--- hahaha!! square person!
(oh yes Lemon, I like triangles... muahahaha! another reason why you win!)
So the conclusion of my outing with Lemon is that...
We chatted alot, had alot of fun, laughed and cried together,
talked alot of crap, eat till wanna die... all in one day~ so touched
Thank you my fruit friend, Lemon! *hugs*



And as if that is not enough for a day...
We had a celebration for one of our secondary school friend,
But today is her actual birthday so here's a shout out to...
Soo Yin~ Happy Birthday!!!
Wish you happiness, all the best and may your dreams come true~
I actually bumped into Sue Ling and Serena at Aeon earlier
so we went together to get the cake, hazelnut flavored, yummy ^^
We had dinner at Jeth Ice-cream and Cafe? lol forgot the name
And no, I did not have ice-cream again!
But I had a yummy passionfruit smoothie though, it's ice! does that count? XD
And the food there was good too~
After the food, we took out the cake and sang a birthday song
I think other patrons also sang along lol~
Soo Yin was so shy and embarassed XD
We had this game where the birthday girl has to pull out the candle
using her teeth, and usually someone would push her face into the cake lol!
But Soo Yin knew us too well to fall for that anymore XD
She did it so fast, nobody even had any chance to do anything lol~
She escaped this time!
Oh yea, both Beii and Yee Peng brought their special someone along~
First time meeting Beii's though, I'm happy that you've found happiness girl!
Although my contact lenses were tiring me out, I had lotsa fun with them~
What a nice way to spend the Saturday... happy reunion with friends ^^
couldn't have asked for anything better!

So there! I finally got off my lazy butt and wrote this long long entry!
It's sooooo long, I'm sorry if you fell asleep while reading this! XD
That's all people! Ahnyeong~

My adorkable guys XD

What now?

I wanna lay in bed and not wake up
In fact, I didn't feel like waking up this morning
So I slept till evening! hahaha
Probably thinking of pleasant dreams...
Now that final exam is over, it feels so overwhelming
It's like a heavy burden has been lifted
What do I do now?
Must find ways to enjoy life!
I missed spending time with my friends
I'm gonna write a very very long entry next
about my outing the whole day to celebrate the end of finals and a friend's birthday
and the fact that of all days, I chose to wear my contacts that day XD
I friggin wore contacts for 16 hours!!! i'm going blind... haha
It's twice the amount of time that I'm supposed to wear it
I shall blog the rest later...
I'm feeling so overwhelmed, happy, elated, excited, *inserts watever*
You get the point...
So I'm gonna go catch up on LJ now ^^

In A Spell

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMFG~!!!!!

LOL I'm sorry for 2 posts today but I'm too EXCITED!!!
I can't contain my excitement~ Gaaaaah
I need to share it with the world! Or just DBSK fans!~
I was just browsing through LiveJournal and...
MIROTIC is finally out! (and it does sound erotic ~ teehee *slaps self*)
So far 2 songs leaked from the album XD
They're awesome! OMG I LOVE THEIR NEW STYLE OF MUSIC
I'm in LOVE all over again~ ♡♡♡♡♡♡
And I have them right here! I had to upload them >.<

Mirotic (주문) and HEY! (Don't Bring Me Down)
they're currently posted on my sidebar ----->
cuz damn Blogger won't let me post them here
It will have to do until I figure out another way! >.<

A Fish's Tale

Tomorrow's my last exam paper for this semester...
lol actually I've already felt like I'm on holiday since the previous paper
So, tomorrow's paper is Communication Research Method
even hearing the subject, I can feel a headache coming -_-
I'd better go study after this lol~

But since after tomorrow's paper we'll be having 3 weeks break
Sooooo happy!I'm gonna catch up with my friends!
Going out after exam with Lemon to Aeon Bukit Tinggi~
Watch movie and eat until we die o_o (quoted from Lemon) haha
Don't forget our date arh :D (lol I must stop being so geli like Ah Bee)
Then in the evening might meet up with secondary school friends
JerLynn's already in London though, take care there Jlynn!

Oh oh! I got something random to say today ^^ (like that's a surprise -_-)
My Daddy (hahaha do I sound like a little girl?) bought an aquarium recently
He already has a mini pond in the porch outside which he loves so much
But the reason he wanted an aquarium inside the house is because...
So that he will stay at home more often -_- (wtf excuse is this?!this is blackmail!)
And so he can watch the fish swim from inside the house
I don't really like it though because the sound of the aquarium is annoying
Sounds from TV, songs from the computer and now water splashing?!?!
But anyway I'll learn to live with it... lol

Soooo, I was watching the fish and I noticed there's this female with a huge belly
I think it's pregnant o_o but the horny bastards/male fish wont leave her alone :(
They kept chasing her and she looks very annoyed (haha if fishes have facial expressions I think she'd show it!)
cuz she kept swimming away from them, I feel so bad, she must be in distress
I can almost hear her scream "Help me! Prince Charming where are you?!"
Sorry.. but I'm no Prince Charming. I'm just a concerned human being...
I feel like scooping her out and put her somewhere safe so she can give birth in peace
Horny male fishes! Go Dieeeeeeeeee!!!!
But my daddy (lol) won't be happy if I did that to his precious fish -_-
He calls himself the fish expert, yeah right *snorts*
If he's such an expert, can't he see the fish is in distress?!
The fish are not getting sleep! <-- that's just what I think ^^
How can you sleep with perverts following you around?!
Hahaha, okaaaay I'm getting too worked up about a fish
I don't even know how it feels, it's all in my imagination
Maybe she likes the attention for all i know (omg!)
Sigh, I have more important things to worry about...
Like my freaking exam tomorrow!!!!!

Lol I think something is wrong with me today, I kept 'bombing' myself XD
kept saying something and then contradicting myself
And that is why I'm a Gemini~ there's an evil twin hidden deep inside, waiting for the right time to take over, omg sounds so scary!
haha okay okay enough of crap today, byeeee~

oh look! my guys are walking! XD

Mirotic

I dedicate today's post to none other than my dear 'oppas' of Dong Bang Shin Ki
I'm glad they're all older than me, Changmin is elder by a few months XD
That means I can drool over them without feeling the slightest guilt
Unlike a certain SHINee that makes me feel like a pedophile noona -_-
They own my heart, and most of my time is spent spazzing on them
I've been a fan since they debuted in 2005 and I'm still crazy over them
Each of them have their own uniqueness and charms
They never fail to make me fall head over heels in love with them every time
They have so much appeal that I can't decide who to like...
Cuz I LOVE them ALL~!!! They are...
Shim Changmin, Kim Jaejoong, Jung Yunho, Park Yoochun & Kim Junsu
Five awesome, talented, gifted, handsome, charming, funny guys
They're everything a girl dreams of having for a boyfriend
Haha, I used to tell myself if I ever get a boyfriend...
He should be everything like Changmin!
Psst... if you can't figure out already, I'm biased towards Changmin XD

So, this post is specially dedicated to their comeback to their homeland Korea
after spending 2 years in Japan to build their fanbase
I'm so happy that they're back and making Korean music once again!
I'd prefer Korean artistes to sing in their native language,
not singing in Japanese just to break into the Japanese market
No offence, but have some nationalism and pride for your country
It's not like they won't gain fan support if they sing only in Korean
I'd still love them and give my support all the same <3
But noooo, they wanna venture to Japan to appease the Japanese fans...
Come on, how can Japanese fans love you any more than Korean fans?!
The reason I admire Japan is because of the people's pride for their country
You don't see Japanese artistes singing in Korean
But Korean artistes like DBSK, BoA, Big Bang, Se7en, Younha, K, Rain have all gone Japanese
What's next? Why don't you go appease American fans too eh?
Oh I forgot, they have already done that!!!
A certain BoA, Se7en and Rain are trying to break into the American market
Sigh, what's so wrong about just singing in Korean?
That's why we love you in the first place T_T
It's just sad and heartbreaking to see them work so hard for something unnecessary
And no matter how well they succeed, they will still be treated as lower ranks
Come back to Korea and they'll be treated like royalties

Sigh, you see how I always manage to divert my topic
from DBSK to something else altogether?
Cuz I'm enthusiastic like that! hahahaha
Are you tired of my writing already? Cuz I'm not finished -_-
I've yet to talk about what prompted me to write today's entry, which is...
DBSK's releasing their upcoming 4th Korean album, Mirotic, no... not erotic
on the 24th of September ^^
I'm so excited to get my hands on their album!
They're going for a new look and style, appearance and music wise
I'd say they're coming back with a BANG! woot~
They're showing alot of skin lately, baring their chest alot, especially Yunho
They're trying to make fangirls drool and melt into a puddle
or go insanely excited and bleed to death... such a cruel way to die. lol
I've seen the preview MV and it's filled with smexiness~ yum





lol Yunho makes me blush... WHY YUNHO WHY?!



Cuz leader-sshi Yunho looks smexy in the MV and I can hardly recognize him
I like how he puts his hand on his chin XD


Because this made me squeal in happiness!!! Changmin I♡you~ hehe


icon credits to tainee@LJ, delicatinelity@LJ

Alex ~ My Vintage Romance★

Another music review~ I can't help it XD
This time it's my favourite guy from korean group Clazziquai
He is the sweet, humble man with the sensual voice... Alex Chu
He's the reason I liked Clazziquai in the first place, though I gotta admit Horan's a great singer too
The first Clazziquai song I heard was Dance, a jazz number. it's pretty addictive
Btw, Clazziquai is unique and one of a kind, music-wise
It stands for a fusion of classic, jazz and groove in their music, pretty awesome
My love for Clazziquai kinda rubbed off on my elder brother since I recommended Dance
He listens to them more than me now lol XD
But anyway, enough about him.. haha i'm an evil sister
Lets move on to the main point of this entry, which is...
I ♡ ALEX, and his voice, his manly looks, his personality, his flawless English
I thought I'd never see him again once my interest for Clazziquai gets less attention
But Nooooo~ he had to show up in a Korean variety show, Vitamin
And he managed to amaze me even more than he already does, because...
The man cooks! and is good at it too! he prepares beautiful and delicious dishes~
*swoons* how can you not love a man that cooks?! he's like the perfect gentleman
haha, I'm sorry, I can stop once I start spazzing in crazy fangirl-mode
Okaaaay, so Alex has been doing solo side projects
I was shocked when I thought Clazziquai is gonna split up
I hope that's not true though, they make beautiful music together
But Alex is back with a solo album! It's called My Vintage Romance
haha actually the album was released back in June but I didn't bother to look it up
I'm so glad i finally took the chance to do it a 2 days ago?
I'm pretty impressed, I love all of his songs! which are ballads and jazz btw!
I don't believe this is coming from me, a person who prefers fast songs like pop, rock and R&B
But I honestly like it! It's catchy and soothing, a good listen on lazy Sunday afternoons
My favourites would be Daisy, Suddenly, Clasping Hands, Flowerpot and Feel Like Making Sunshine. And Lovers make you feel like being in Paris ^^ (or is it just me? o.o)



My Vintage Romance

01 Someday/어느새 (Eoneusae)
02 If It's You/그대라면 (Geudaeramyeon)
03 You Always/넌 언제나 (Neon eonjena)
04 Sorry To Keep You Waiting/기다리게 해서 미안해요
05 Toe-wetting Tears/발끝을 적시는 눈물
06 Feel Like Making Sunshine
07 Clasping Hands/깍지껴요 (Kkakjigyeoyo) (feat. Gaeko)
08 Waltz lesson (feat. whale)
09 Lovers/연인 (Yeonin)
10 Love Afternoon/사랑하오 (Sarangha-o)
11 Pleasant Day/기분 좋은 날 (Kibun joheun nal)
12 Daydreaming
13 Miss. Understand (feat. Simon Dominic)
14 Daisy/데이지 (Deiji)
15 Flowerpot/화분 (Hwabun) (Bonus track)

And the awesome bonus pic~



And my because my posts will never be complete without my dear guys~ lol

banner credit to fearless_123@lj

Don't Cry...

SCREW EXAMS!!! screw finals! screw the whole semester! *pulls hair*
I think I'm seriously done for, todays paper was the toughest of all papers T_T
It's freakin' Communication Theories!!! *rips paper into tiny pieces*
I had a headache when i was revising it, and I'm having a headache now just thinking of it
One thing is that I'm glad it's over and done with, one more paper to go!
Communication Research Method like ftw, do I really need to study that?!
But I can't help but feel abit depressed over today's paper
I feel like I did myself wrong, should've studied more,
should've pay more attention during lectures and tutorials...
I don't know what to expect, I just wanna pass the freakin' semester ok?! >_<
Oh God bless my poor soul~ I don't wanna retake any unnecessary papers


Today has gotta be a bad day for me...
I can't write this without crying my heart out T_T
First was the damn tough paper, I feel so hopeless
Second, I met my friend Lemon today... we chatted about our problems
It's like a ritual already, everytime we meet we'll talk about what's bothering us
I'll admit I'm not good at pouring my heart out, talking about my problems
I'm just a little uptight, tend to keep it to myself
I guess it's just the way I am...
I'm sorry if you, my friends, think I don't wanna share with you guys
I'm scared, and I don't wanna burden you all with my problems
I don't want sympathy...
But Lemon, I appreciate that you always take the time to listen to me
Even if I don't say much, I know you'll understand
Thank you for letting me confide in you today, it means alot to me *hugs*
haha, I'm crying so hard in front of the computer...
I'm glad to have loyal friends, that means you MGS girls and Fruit friends ok~
Third, this is an issue that happened not long ago...
It's amazing how someone's words can make you so happy
and yet some words stabs you in the heart like a sharp knife...
It hurts so much more when that person is family, blood-related
You're the last person I'd expect to let those words escape
I'm shocked, hurt, disappointed, and scarred for life...
No matter how you try to make it up to me
Lets face it, after what you said to me
You expect things to remain the same as before?
It'll never be, I can't seem to erase those words from my mind
Everytime I think about it, I just wanna lock myself in my room
curl up in my bed and cry my heart out...
That's how much your words affected me, hurt me
Your voice, gentle, caring and filled with love before
only sounds bitter and laced with malice everytime I hear it now
I don't know what's happening
But the relationship is strained now
I don't want this either. But I can't help it
I wished it never happened, so we can be like before, as what it should be
I want all this to end...
And I can only hope time heals...


I'm sorry I had to pour out my heart out into my writing
I'm sorry you all had to know about it through my blog
I'm sorry for being vague, I don't wanna reveal too much
And people, what's written here... stays here, ok?
Please don't ask me anything, I don't know if i can handle it
I might just break down... I think I've cried enough
Thank you for your time =)

♡ Younha ~ Memory ♡

Omg I can't believe I'm starting to blog once again
I'm sorry but I'm never good at writing personal stuff >_<
Emo stuff are all locked in my mind, I guess I can't express my emotions well
Besides, my daily life is not as exciting XD
I'm in the middle of my final exam for god's sake
and I'm still in front of the computer, feeding my daily LiveJournal spazz
I'm a spazzing fangirl, I don't know what I'd do without my fandom!
alright let me get straight to the point of blogging today...
A few days ago, I decided to listen to Younha's 'Memory feat. Tablo'
and I was addicted to it~ it's awesome! I simply love their collaboration
I like how they compliment each other and how their voices blend together
So I decided to get the whole album, it's really good~

I love her ^^ but not in the way that I love DBSK lol : )

Younha rocks! Her album 'Vol.2 Someday' consists of different genres but she pulled it all off well

She's so talented in singing and playing the piano, and she's around the same age as I am!!!









Someday


01 Gossip Boy ♡

02 Memory/기억 (feat. Tablo) - Rap Mix ♡

03 Hero ♡

04 Someday ♡
05 Telepathy/텔레파시 ♡
06 Rain & The Bar♡
07 Sound of Rain/빗소리 ♡
08 Rainbow ♡
09 Best Friend ♡
10 Strawberry Days ♡
11 For Catharina ♡
12 미워하다 ♡
13 My Song and... ♡
14 울지마요 ♡
15 기억 - Original Mix ♡
16 텔레파시 (Inst.) ♡
17 미워하다 (Inst.)♡









track list credits to bestfiction@LJ
icon credits to delicatinelity@LJ

Korean name?

this is just for the purpose of amusing myself
I don't think it's accurate though >_<
can I ever know my Korean name?!
do I have to migrate to Korea and marry a Korean guy?!
(only if they look anything like the DBSK guys XD)
Changmin yes plz!!!
I love Korea, I really do...
hey hey, it's not just all about the guys okay...
I like their food and culture too!

My Korean name is Shin Min-Hee
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random

my DBSK gif!
lol i'm just kinda playing with tools
my blogging skills are kinda rusty
forgive my noobness T_T
that's not even a word but blah, it's 4.34 in the morning
i'm nocturnal, heck i think i'm imsomniac even
i don't want panda eyes~~~ O.O

I'm back... AGAIN?! !@#$%&!? whut

haha gosh i'm such a loser >_<
I can't even manage a blog properly
sigh... what am I to do?
this is not going well with my future occupation lol
*coughjournalismcough*
coming from a person who is supposed to love writing
life is catching up on me
friends wanna know whats going on in my life
i wanna rant about stuff
so i might just start blogging again ^^
i've even changed the layout and chatbox
i know its everything's PINKish
but i'm not Beii, i'm not crazy about pink *bleh*
let me tell you what happened
i wanted a black/dark layout
i happen to like this layout background
but it happened to be pink
but it's okaaaay since pink goes well with black
so i had to match pink with everything!

therefore, i hope i'd be able to blog regularly
sorry if i fail T_T
i'd rather dwell in my fandom at LiveJournal -_-"
oh well, i'll try ok? araseo?

have a nice day!