Joyride

Note to self: do not wolf down a meal after midnight and go to bed after that

Seriously, had some difficulty sleeping
So I ended up sleeping more than I should
And then I'm half-awake by strange dreams and the urge to throw up
Pulled myself out of bed and went downstairs
Drank a cup of lukewarm water, my everyday ritual
I thought all was okay, until...
I lifted up the lid off the plate on the dining table and saw wantan mee, or Chinese's black noodles with dumplings
I immediately wanted to throw up on the spot
Rushed to the bathroom and vomitted
Damn, it was nasty... it felt nasty
But when I looked down, I only saw clear liquids, no traces of food whatsoever
Maybe my stomach couldn't accept anything right now, rejecting the water I just drank
I'm gonna stay away from food till my stomach says it's okay, lol :)
Dammit, friends who forced me to go out with them and ate late-night dinner!!!
I'm never gonna go out so late to eat with you guys again! *shakes fists*
Took me out for a joyride and got lost in the middle of nowhere
Found out later that my driver friend had a mug of beer earlier and was feeling a little tipsy
No wonder I felt so terrified while sitting in her car, I shrieked every now and then
All I can say is... good gawd.

Carelessness

OMG!!!
The funniest and stupidest thing happened just now!
I was meddling with the fish pond thingy, I was trying to save the fishes, nuff said
I remembered I left the book I used to write my stuffs in (refer to post below) on the table in the living room
It's really top secret, nobody's supposed to see it!
So I went back in and took it out with me, placed it on top of my mum's car coz... there's nowhere else to put
Right... so I continued meddling with the fishes when my mum came out and started the car... she was gonna fetch my bro from school and go to my grandma's house
I saw her reverse the car and went off, not thinking anything was wrong
After I was almost done, my mind remembered about the book and...
GASP! My book was on top of my mum's car and I watched her leave and I totally forgotten about my book WTF where has my book flown to OMG I hope somebody doesn't pick it up or worse read it and then laugh and throw it away!!! AHHHHHHHHH~
I ran back into the house, looked for my handphone and quickly called my mum
I told her to stop the car immediately and see if the book is still there!
She called me back later and said the book is gone and it's starting to rain and I felt like crying T__T
I threw a tantrum on the spot and asked her to turn back and find it, I've never been so scared and panicked
It's just a book but it's filled with my works although it's only 4 pages now and it's precious to me
I can't bear to think that it'll be picked up by someone or left the on the road and run over by cars till it becomes rubbish and then the garbage truck will collect it... oh the horror!
But my mum insisted that she's too far to turn back now and she's late for fetching my bro
I was like... No! no! You have to turn back and get it back for me!!! T_T
She told me to pass the phone to my elder bro, told him to send me by car and go look for it
I found it... lying on the main road and opened in half, cover covered with rain water and dirt
I just felt so glad that I found it, took it home and wiped it with a cloth
Cut out the tattered pages but the damage is done, it looks... injured? lol
Gah, so careless of me! I did it to myself and troubled others ><
Never leave anything on top of the car people!
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Casino and Strawberries

I'm back... after being away for 2 days!
Went for a family outing to Genting Highlands
Was reluctant to go at first... I don't really like the place
It makes me sick... just thinking about it makes me sick
It always left me with unpleasant memories...
I just hate traveling up and down the hills and winding road
Not only does it make me dizzy and nauseous, but the smell of brakes, burnt rubber and fern is just really... ugh
And I dislike Genting too... damn place smells like cigarettes and smoke!
But I decided to go anyway because my whole family is going so if I don't go, I'll be left alone at home which means I'll have to cook for myself and I really don't want to sleep in an empty house
I followed mum into the casino, was kinda worried that they'll check my ID
I asked mum whether the legal age is 18 or 21?
Not that it mattered... I'm already 21 anyway, lol~
But I just had a feeling that they'll stop me at the checkpoint and request to see my ID coz I look amateur-ish
I mentioned to mum that this is my first time entering a casino and she was shocked, she thought she'd brought me in before
I said no, that was years ago in the Star Cruise
But the casino in Genting is really huge and amazing, I was in awe
Countless of tables and even more countless of slot machines, feels like I'm in an arcade or something when I saw those lol
I really like watching the card dealers and bankers, they have such slight hand movements
They look so fluid, it makes me imagine and laugh to think if they behave like that outside of work too... like interacting with people and friends with all those hand movements, hahaha!
Anyway, sometimes I'm more interested in the banker than the game lol
Some of them are really good looking, there was one guy especially
Bankers are usually quiet and put on a neutral face but this guy is always smiling and talking to the players
I just stood there and squinted my eyes, trying to read his name tag, lol!
Followed mum around, she taught me the rules of the game and how to predict a win
She said her game is Baccarat and it's actually quite fun
I'm just really shocked at the amount of money that players would bet on
My mum bets like RM100+ occasionally and even I think that's alot
But seeing other players bet by the thousands, I feel bad if they lost
It's like... that's as much as someone's monthly pay and you spend it all on one round of game?!
I could buy a new handphone and a laptop with that money! D:
Tsk tsk... I told myself that I would never be a gambler, never get hooked on gambling... never spend my hard-earned money like that
I would only do an honest job and earn honest money...
From what I saw, there is no point in gambling... because the moment you win, you get exhilirated thinking your luck is here so you keep betting, but the more you play the more you lose, but you keep betting because you wanna win back the money you lost, so you fork out more money to keep playing... and the moral of the story is?
Gambling is addicting and you should not let it get the better of you, do not try it unless you have good self-control and a clear conscience... but if you have it you wouldn't be gambling anyway, LOL~
Stopped by the newly established strawberry farm on the way back
We get to self-pick the strawberries but the strawberries were small and not even sweet, the ones in Cameron Highlands would be better
I like the strawberry flowers, I want to grow my own strawberry plant T__T
Going downhill is another problem, the smell of car brakes really makes me wanna throw up
So I breathed more using my mouth than my nose so I won't smell it
It makes me sick, I keep saying "I never wanna go to Genting again!"
But I still go anyway, repeating the same lines everytime like a broken record player D:
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Broken Record

I've been having a throbbing headache the whole day since I woke up
I don't know what went wrong, I usually don't get headaches
But I've been clutching at my head, rubbing at my temples... hoping to ease the pain, why won't it go away?!
Didn't even have the appetite to eat dinner
Haven't been able to study at all in this state and I have another exam tomorrow
Mum told me to take Panadol but I was abit reluctant
The thing is, I've never taken Panadol or any pain reliever all my life *is proud*
I thought I wasn't that weak and I didn't want to depend on those
But the headache was throbbing and I couldn't take it anymore, I have an exam to sit for tomorrow and I'm not taking chances
So I swallowed my pride and downed two pain reliever pills, sad that I could never brag anymore D;
Thankfully the headache is gone now, but I won't make it a habit to depend on pain relievers everytime
It's not good for our health anyway, our body is programmed to fight and endure... depend too much on pain killers and our body won't learn to function properly
Gah what am I doing giving health tips, I have an exam to study for!
Last paper... Fighting! Good luck to me! ;D

Also, today is 'Tong Yuen' festival~
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Salted Ice

Watched an English movie earlier, title Fire & Ice
Followed it halfway so I don't really get what's happening
But I'm a sucker for fantasy movies so I watched it anyway
Boy, no wonder I'm losing interest in Western movies and shifting to Korean instead
The dialogues were so cliche and the acting was blah and the effects looked so fake
It's about this neighboring kingdom who is trying to conquer the other kingdom and I don't know what happened in between but each kingdom awakens a fire dragon and an ice dragon each to battle it out
I was like whoa... fire and ice dragons, battle of the titans... how exciting!
But it turned out the dragons looked like giant stingrays flying in the sky...
Seriously... what the hell???
If you wanna make a fantasy movie, make it good!
Who wants to see flying stingrays of red and blue?!?!
I think Westerners don't know how a dragon should look like, okay maybe nobody knows how a dragon should look like considering how they're extinct
But in my opinion the Chinese dragons are the most beautiful ones, no this is not biasness talking lol
That all aside, the only interesting and fascinating fact I learnt from this movie is that salt melts ice
No joke, experimented it myself like a true scientist :D
Took an ice cube and a jar of what I thought was salt, placed some on the ice and tick tock uhh... nothing happened
I tasted it abit and what the hell it's SUGAR... what a rip off D:<
Took another ice cube and a packet that says SALT this time... poured in on the ice cube and tada~... it started melting instantly
Mum walked in on me in the kitchen, I gave her a sheepish grin and said, "I'm experimenting. Did you know that salt melts ice? Now I know."

Morning Dew

Finally, after days of procrastination and failed attempts...
I went for a morning walk just now!!! *throws confetti*
Still had trouble sleeping, till 2-ish am and woke up at friggin' 6:30am!
Dragged myself out of bed although I could hardly keep my eyes open
Washed up, get dressed, tie up my hair, turn on my iPod, say goodbye to my whiny dog who wanted to follow and I was ready to go~
The morning was quite hazy but it got lesser when I walked in the park, coz that's where all the trees were and trees absorb all these nasty gasses from what I learned in Science class back in school okay common knowledge no time for this
So, it was actually quite fun to walk in the park in the morning
Feeling the cool breeze blow against my face and clothes
Listening to the rustling leaves of bamboo trees as if welcoming me
I'm a little bit let down because there was no eye candy to watch, they were all elderly people and married couples... where are all the handsome hunks?!?!
Right... I don't want to see them anyway or they'll distract me
I think I was out for about 50 minutes or so
All of a sudden it started to drizzle, and I actually thought it was nice to have little droplets of water hitting the skin, it was rather refreshing... until it started pouring rain dammit!
And the route I took had no shortcut back home... dammit!
I started to walk faster and jog a little but I gave up and resigned to my fate, might as well enjoy getting drenched in the rain...
I thought I could still go to sleep, but after taking a bath I don't feel sleepy anymore
I wanna try to make this a regular thing :D

Color Me Impulsive

When I told my mum that I bought two bags
The first thing she asked me was,
"What? Same design but in two colors again?"
*Gasp* Why do I feel so scandalized, lol?
Pssh, no... I did not buy two exactly same bags in different colors -_-
Though I cannot say the same for other things that I used to buy in the past
I have this bad habit of buying two similar items in two different colors, usually pink/red and blue >_<
Why? Oh just because I cannot make up my mind which to choose and because in case one spoils, I still have the other :D
It's small things like purses, bracelets, earrings, files, handphone hangers, erasers, stationery, etc.
I even have same shirts in different colors dammit!
But I think it's still okay because I do wear them, but I kept all those redundant items and never got to use them
I remember having a drawer-full of stationery and note pads, my dad used to say that I could open a stationery shop with those lol
Could this be a disease? Is there any disease that says that a person cannot differentiate/choose between colors and end up buying both just for back up?
Yes, I believe it's called impulsive compulsive shopping...
I kid It's true I kid It's real I kid, really
Okay maybe I did suffered that, but I think I'm recovering from it now
I don't really have the urge to buy two exact items anymore
I thought about it, and it was really childish, naive and spoilt of me D:<
I was really like Daddy's little spoilt princess, lol
But I ain't like that anymore... I prefer diversity now!
That explains why I bought two DIFFERENT bags gahahaha!
Besides, things are only special and you'll learn to appreciate it more when it's only one
Ooh, I'm watching a new Korean drama, 'Shining Inheritance'
Starring crown prince Lee Seung Gi and Han Hyo Joo, both who have achieved so much at only age 22, dammit!
I can see why they dubbed him crown prince, he's really all kinds of wonderful, he's the kind of guy you want to have a crush on, the one you want to introduce to your friends, the one you want to bring home to show your parents, the one you want to have as a son-in-law, the one you want as a brother... and the list goes on
I haven't even finished watching 'Hong Gil Dong' lol, kinda lost interest, but I'll probably finish it later because of cutiepie Jang Geun Suk and gorgeous Sung Yuri~

Myths and Fantasies

I went out to watch the full moon last night
Only for a short while though
My neck was killing me for straining to look up
The moon was right above my house!
I also had trouble trying to sleep last night
It's the horror movie I watched at my grandma's house!
The Eye 2, pregnant women should not watch it... EVER!
Shit this, I got the chills eventhough I'm not expecting
Totally changed my mind about getting pregnant =x
Damn show omaigod so freaky!!!
I couldn't even shut my eyes to sleep >_<
I tried to keep them open because as soon as I shut my eyes, the images started haunting me
I was so terrified, shit I even thought of going to my parent's room lol anywhere but not alone in my dark room
Good gad, I should not be allowed to watch horror movies ever!
I think I felt so sleepy and drifted off to sleep after that
But I woke up with a pleasant dream, I think o_o
I was holding a hand that belonged to a guy with a head of orange hair
Yes, he is most probably Junsu, which is quite a surprise because I don't dream of him ever much
So, we were holding hands and running away from what I have no idea of
And then I stretched our linked hands out into the rain for reasons unknown
And he turned to look at me and just smiled like it's the most precious thing in the world
Yeah yeah, my imagination puzzles me sometimes -_-"
Why did it all seem so romantic and exciting in my dreams but sounds so idiotic here?!
I eloped with Junsu in my dreams~!!!
LOL this is something I wanna remember!

Darkness Tomorrow

I hope most people would've known about Earth Hour by now
Judging by the amount of publicity and messages spreading around
Yes, it's happening tomorrow from 8.30pm to 9.30pm
It's just for an hour so hopefully a majority of people would support this cause
It's not just a 'Oh, I've switched off my lights for one hour, I've done my part of saving the planet' kinda thing
It's about cultivating awareness for the long run
It's about people coming together to preserve earth, lessen the pollution and damage that we've all afflicted throughout the years
It's about making it a better place for the next generation to come
I'm really glad that we're finally taking a step ahead to do something productive
And it'll be done on a grand scale, countries all over the world are participating
This feeling of mutual goal and unity is what makes it so worthwhile
It makes me excited to be a part of it
This just goes to show that every individual can make a difference by just doing their own small part
One small step at a time is enough to make a big impact on the world, considering its 6.8 billion humans living on earth
I'll admit Earth Hour is just a publicity stunt, but it's a publicity stunt with a good cause
It's a starting point for everyone to start doing something
Coz switching off your lights for one hour tomorrow is not gonna help much
People should take this as an opportunity to start minimizing their usage of energy
I myself, am gonna do much more than just turning off the lights
In fact, I'm gonna switch off everything, even the oxygen tank of the aquarium, gahahahah!
Hopefully my family will be understanding as well, off with everything! Keep the clothes on of course
And then I'd take my dog out for a walk in the dark, how nice~ :D
I hope he will protect me, lol that little piglet!
I really think tomorrow's Earth Hour will be a great success, it's a noble cause
The world will be engulfed in darkness tomorrow, how awesome is that?!
I'm feeling excited and anticipated already!!!
I'm already thinking about that to do in the dark... *evil grin*
No, I will not listen to sad songs on my iPod coz that's just sad, and using energy
I will be blogging about the progress and effects after Earth Hour tomorrow~

On another note, my mum almost knocked down a cow yesterday while fetching me home!
We were talking when this white/cream coloured cow suddenly came out from the sideway, trying to cross the road
Luckily I saw it fast and warned my mum
I was all "Ahh! ahh! ahh!" *points to the side frantically*
I always sound so dumb and retarded when it comes to emergencies
Hey, what choice do I have? I only have a split second to shout incoherencies
I can't be saying "There's a cow coming out from the side, please avoid it!"
Gahahaha oh jeez I'm making up stupid stuff I think I have brain damage
So my mum quickly manouvered and the cow is saved!
I honestly can't think what would happen if we really knocked it down
Thankfully my mum was not driving so fast at that time
Otherwise, I don't know what would happen to the cow's head
I don't even wanna imagine it *shudders*
I told my mum "It would be so sinful to kill something so big as a cow"
Judging by the speed of the car, the cow wouldn't die, it'll just be injured with a broken neck or something
Which is worse, really, when it's a cow
There's no way to bring it to the vet, and you don't have the heart to just leave it there struggling in pain
I saw this movie once where a guy ran over a cow, and it didn't die
So the guy had no choice but to kill it with a gun, save it from a painful death
So he shot it once with a gun, and it still didn't die
A second shot and it just wouldn't die yet!
So he went and shot it over and over again LOL!
It's supposed to be sad and tragic but I can't help it, it was so funny the way the cow just wouldn't die
To think that the cow may actually live if it wasn't for the man who kept trying to kill it
But one thing about Malaysian cows is that they look like deer
So damn thin and famished, I feel so sorry for them, the grass here is so ugh, it's all mixed with weeds
We dont have green meadows filled with delicious green grass unlike the west
Seriously, when I look out the window and see a herd of cows from far, they really look like horses
I have to squint my eyes and think, what are horses doing here?

Also, I feel like such a PR person this week
I've been handling phone calls and all coz my senior colleague is on leave
I can actually do PR job!
Since I'm already naturally soft-spoken and polite on the phone shameless self-appraisal
Except, I don't really like to talk or associate with strangers
So I'm not destined to be a PR, I'm not a people-pleaser... boohoo XD

Stranded

Yesterday was horrible! I seriously freaked out... T__T
I was going home and I reached the LRT, got in... and wondered why isn't the door closing and why isn't it moving yet?
I thought it was just a slight technical problem and would be fixed within minutes
I think I waited inside for over 20mins
Then came the announcement of the technical problem and they would get it fixed within 30mins
I thought... screw it I'm getting out of here and hailing a cab
I got out... no cab in sight, and there were many people waiting too
So I called my mum, informing her of my situation, told her that if I really have no choice, I need bro or dad to pick me up
It wasn't a good option, dad was playing golf and we have no idea where bro is, I'd have to wait for over an hour or so for them to reach here
So I decided to try my luck and take the RapidKL bus, which mind you, I have no idea where it goes to
I just thought anything is better than standing there waiting in vain
My nerves were eating me up from inside, pretty freaked out but yet too tired to care, too numb to think properly
I was in a foreign place, I didn't know the routes and directions of the map
I always used the LRT to get to Asia Jaya and suddenly it's disrupted and the next thing I know... I was lost
So I asked the person next to me, and she told me that this bus will stop somewhere and then take another bus to Asia Jaya
I waited and waited for the bus that never came, I think I waited for 45mins... probably for a bus that never existed or doesn't take this route
It was getting dark and late and I'm dead tired
It was almost 8pm and there I was, stucked and stranded in a place that I don't even know, had never seen, had never been
There was a strange feeling in the pit of my stomach, realization dawned on me that it's probably pointless to keep waiting
Felt kinda dejected, a part regretted that I had left in the first place, that I should've stayed in a more familiar surrounding
It's worse here, in a foreign place and I was starting to feel panicky, wondering what time I'd get home, or if I would even get home at all
At first, I contemplated whether to take a cab or just wait for the bus
I decided to wait coz there were other people waiting for the bus too
Besides, I prefer not to take cabs alone, only if I really really had to
But those people eventually left with the same bus that dropped me off here
Okay, this is the part when I'm left all alone, it's dark and I'm terrified
I just wanna get out of here, get home and take a nice long bath
I didn't care, I hailed a cab, told the destination and got in
And this is the part where I really wanna smack my head on something hard or just jump off a cliff
Why? Coz I found out that Asia Jaya is just less than 5mins drive from there
Like whoa... wtf? Does this mean I waited 45mins for nothing?!?!?! ARGH!
That I could've gotten home sooner if I just took a cab earlier?
I fail... I FAIL SO HARD...
I don't know if I wanna cry or laugh at myself silly, either way it's sad and pathetic okay
I reached home around 9pm and collapsed...
Exhausted but relieved, I've survived another day
Mum told me that's life, I said... what kinda life is that?!?!
Maybe this whole thing is just exaggeration and drama on my part, but oh well~
Sigh -_-

And the tip for this is?
1. Don't act on impulse or instinct... you're not an animal
2. Use your brains... ask for directions (which I actually did, hey it's not my fault that I've been given the wrong information, from 2 people no less)
3. Try your luck? How about try again...

Splash

This... this will be the post that makes Yunho's pictures disappear from my page!
Nooooo~ Not my Ho! I love seeing Yunnie's gorgeous face T_T
But whatever, life goes on, I have to continue blogging...

You can always tell that I'm bored when I start to play with my food
I can't believe I actually got bored of eating my bread in the car this morning
I was like... 'Oh gawd, why won't this bread ever finish??'
I was eating for the sake of eating, munching slowly and forcing it down lol~
The bread doesn't taste bad, it's a new type of bread that I decided to try from Lavender yesterday
It's the Red Bean Toast, and it really has actual red beans in it
Being the curious person that I am, I like to try unique things :D
Count on Lavender to be out of the ordinary, coz that's why they're raking in all the money
I also like their Bamboo Charcoal Sandwich, what a name... the only unique thing about it is that it's fluffy and super black! Meet Blackie

And a tip, I think I should start adding tips, considering how unfortunate and clumsy I get sometimes
Just as a reminder of how I fail...
It was raining yesterday when I was going home
I was holding my umbrella and walking carefully as to not wet my jeans and shoes and all
And suddenly this stupid car was going kinda fast and the idiot splashed water on me! !#$%&*?!*%$#@!
I was like... WTF~ It's raining and you're supposed to slow down!!! Use your bloody God-given brains please... ugh
And that is how I learned not to go anywhere near puddles of water -_-
And stay away from stupid idiotic ignorant brainless drivers >:[
Damn weather in KL always have to rain in the evening... argh!