Here it is. Have been so long. Time flies fast. From single to double to tripple. Alhamdulillah.
I didn't expect my life would be this way.
I was once had a dream. Which is to further my study. But Allah's plan is way better.
I got married at the age of 24 which means last year.
This year, Allah gave me a cute baby boy. Born on January 11th.
Married with a man that i never met, it was his mother who wanted me to befriend with her son.
It all started in the year 2013, the year when i started my life as a worker after graduating my diploma.
On that year, after working a few months, there're some people asked me if i had anyone in my life, and my answer was no. I thought it was a joke, but it became a serious question after i ignored so many times. At last, his mother himself called me at one night.
What a shocked. His mother wanted me to know his son. And then i told my mother. What should i do. My mother said, if he's a good man and son, just accept him. Do istikharah. And i accepted him after thinking so long.
I accept him with my heart not fully really accept him. Hmm okay. We did message several times before engaged. But never met. Our first meeting was on engagement day. But never spoke. We're just looking each other. "Shy shy cat". Haha. It was just like that.
We got engaged for a few months before our wedding day. But, we never spoke and met each other. Anything we had the questions, we just replied messages.
And then, it was a wedding day. On February 19th, i officially became a wife. It was our first time do speak each other.
I didn't know how my feeling was. But truly, Allah's plan is a better plan. I planned to further my study after getting experiences for a few years. But, in the middle of my life journey, Allah made me to get marry.
And here, i had a little family of my own. May Allah ease everything. This is not yet a happy ending.
*siapa pun kita, di mana pun kita, jangan lupa Dia.
