close your eyes
give me your hand darling
do you feel my heart beating?
do you understand?
do you feel the same?
or am i only dreaming
is this burning
an eternal flame

wheeeee. happy: language papers are over. sad: i royally fcuked up the chinese papers. :( as if paper 1 wasn't bad enough (i didn't know what's 'chang yi ji chang' and went to search for it in the dictionary), paper 2 came in with all its glory. 3 comprehension passages and a cloze, and don't even talk about zao ju.

so after papers 1, atm, xiaomei and i stayed back to study. we ended up crapping a lot and laughed our asses off lots of times. then went to tampines mall to eat long john's and xiaomei treated us!! what a man LOL, i was pleasantly shocked. :D

after papers 2 (i was in a horribly depressed state), atm, ys and i went to century square to eat. then we had a 3-4 hour long chat which felt really good. we talked about everything and anything that crossed our minds- it was really very stimulating. that somehow cheered me up considerably, so yay. :) thanks to those who were concerned about my mental stablility after paper 2 too.

so today was oral. it was very very dumb, undoubtedly it was suspiciously simple, but i was the first of my class to finish, rofl. walked around with lao gong before going to the airport with atm, n1 c1 and n2 c2. my g/a/b/m, the budget terminal is really very budget. we ate half our lunch there (c1 and c2 happily reported that there was a 50cent vending machine there LOL) then went to macs in terminal 2 to study. we stuffed the ice cream pack into the shaker bag to make people think we were still eating, so we could stay there to study. :D

my fingers are aching for straws and mahjong, and i've got diabetes from hanging around with the cheapos too much. i need a punching bag. :D

Congratulations, Jolene! Your IQ score is 124.

Your Intellectual Type is Visual Mathematician. This means you are gifted at spotting patterns - both in pictures and in numbers. These talents combined with your overall high intelligence make you good at understanding the big picture, which is why people trust your instincts and turn to you for direction — especially in the workplace.

ROFL. the average IQ is 83-108. :D


Jolene, based on your responses, your top career area is Writing and Journalism.

Careers in this field often demand that you possess exceptional verbal and written communication skills. You have a natural talent for articulating a message in a way that resonates with other people. Writers and Journalists not only understand and appreciate the power of the written word, but are able to harness that power and use it in their own unique way. Most likely, you enjoy sharing your opinion and perspective with others.

hmm? i wanted to be a lawyer, LOL.


YOU WILL BE MARRIED BY: Saturday, August 21, 2010

ROFL. that's the first ever test i ever did on tickle since atm referred me to do. :p

i won't deny that schumacher pwned alonso in san marino on sunday, but he sucks. i hate him! had fun bashing him with kev and ken mwhahah. hope that schumacher will lose like crap in the next grand prix. :D

went to atm's lounge with atm and pig on monday to 'study'. at least i finished the emath 2005 midyear paper, it was quite easy, but i didn't do the graphs. we spent almost an hour folding straw hearts (i had a good time stealing their straws) and chatting about crap. then at around 6, our parents all phoned at the same time, rofl. it was so amusing.

yesterday was a freaking waste of time. i shouldn't have gone to school- it's just a whole day wasted, almost. emergency exercise my ass. i didn't know learning how to evacuate the school is standing in the hot sun for goodness-knows how long. if the emergency that happened didn't kill us, the sun will. after cooking in the sun we then went to the hall to slack more. in total we spent around 2 hours doing nothing. we were dismissed at 12.30, (i didn't have any complains for that though) but wow. brilliant idea to have an emergency exercise 2 days before language papers 1. i guess the school doesn't really know that when an emergency really happens, everyone will just run out of the school. nope, that just escaped their ingenious minds.

ate kfc with stephie after that ridiculous exercise then studied at the library with n1 and n2. studied a bit of cheng yu before going home. i realised i cannot study at home, mainly because of the distractions- the computer and television.

a great example is monday, after reaching home i went to watch 'so you think you can dance?', which is great show by the way. i like artem and snow. :D

it was raining after school so we stayed back to 'study'. played chinese chess with liming but there were so many asses around that it wasn't us playing already, and YES I CAN PLAY CHINESE CHESS. :)

oh baby when you talk like that you make a woman go mad
so be wise and keep on reading the signs of my body
and i'm on tonight you know my hips don't lie
and i'm starting to feel it's right
all the attraction the tension
don't you see baby
this is perfection

spent half of saturday sleeping, one quarter on msn and the remainder watching television. how fulfiling this is. (ahahha bobo)

whee. television for today is: gundam seed destiny, the w files and formula 1. :D most of the day was spent chatting in msn again. i really have to study for midyears, lol.

bobo and idiot!!!! :) i'm on a hormonal high, mwhahhahah. i can't even gossip in my class tomorrow. what joy. :(

gonna study in atm's house tomorrow. i need serious help with chinese. :(

physics: 13/35. i rock.

i envy n1 and n2's relationship. the way n2 grabs n1's books to hold for her when she refused is very endearing, haha. i doubt most guys will actually volunteer to hold their girl's heavy books, because of both parties' pride? never mind.

gotta study hard for midyears.

pe was fun today. i love badminton yay. :D

i've just royally flunked the physics spa. i think i really have to work hard for midyears this time. anyone willing to study with me? haha, i need a motivator.

double yays for no cca tomorrow! :)

stayed back today for the photo assignment- in the end we did nothing because it was raining. requested an extension and got it. stoned around for a while before going to 3G and they were all folding straw hearts! yay, it's so fun. they had many many colours and i stole a lot from them, mwhahahh. n2 is so dropping not so subtle hints to n1. :D

ccp is a fcuking biased bastard. he gives a first chance to everybody whom he caught for tucking out shirt, BUT NO. HE DIDN'T GIVE ME ONE. asshole. are you just biased or what? i don't understand. everyone else just left their name and were let off with a warning. YOU SUCK, with your ridiculous hair-under-your-chin and sadistic attitude. i'm in a school run by retards and idiots. i bet you feel envious.

met the most annoying bugger (besides ccp) ever today. boo.

thanks to all (especially ekjun) who will help my maple. love. :)

oh, and i did a tickle test (atm did it too) and it says i'd get married by 2010. imagine me roflmao now. that's how skeptical i am of it.

my/g/a/b/m, SOMEONE HACKED MY MAPLE ACCOUNT. IF I FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE YOU ARE GONNA BE SO DEAD. FCUKING DEAD DO YOU UNDERSTAND?

okay, actually i don't really mind that much because i don't maple much anyway. it's just that SOMEONE ABUSED MY TRUST and s/he CAN ROT HIS/HER ASS OFF IN HELL. on a lighter note, please donate mesos to me when i start playing again in june. :)

the debate was gay.

i need to cheer up so bad. forgive me if i pms tomorrow.

things that cheer me up: annulment of examinations, latest bleach episodes, xiaomei's new haircut.

went to watch ice age 2 with atm and tudi yesterday. my g/a/b/m, the sloth reminds me of xiaomei, but i like the tiger (diego) and the 2 annoying possums best. the plot was dumb though, but it's dammit funny for the kid in me. :D after that, tudi and i then went to the fitness corner station near my house and we chatted while swinging on this cool contraption. aww, tudi you never fail to make me ramble on about crap.

by the way, i've gotten 10/50 for chinese. hail me, and HAHA to those who didn't want to bet with me. YOU ALL WOULD HAVE WON BIG MONEY. LOL TO YOU. :D (sorry, i'm just being dumb about my ridiculous mark)

so today, atm, ys, lm, n1, n2 and i went to eastpoint kfc after school today for lunch (even though i said yesterday is the last day i'd go out). we ganged up on n1 and n2 and made them sit alone, rofl. gossiped a little and tried to take pictures of n1 and n2 before atm left for tuition/ys and lm went home, leaving me alone as the brightest lightbulb ever with n1 and n2. fun fun! went to eastpoint popular, then tampines popular where they got seen by some random people. i shall not divulge the rest in respect of their privacy. :)

my definition of sweet: treating me well, carrying my bag('s contents), sending random texts when i least expect it, basically- thoughtfulness. (this is for atm and pig who are always on my receiving end of random exclamations of 'ahhh! so sweet'. :D

i just realised the actor of joaquin de la vega in zorro has the same surname as fernando alonso. :D (okay so that was random.) anyway, those who watched zorro before should know how adorable joaquin is!

watching ice age 2 with atm tomorrow after school. i guess it'd probably be the last time we'd go out until the midyears are over. boo midyears, you suck.

i'm still toast for the physics test tomorrow. can't wait.

by the way, who wanna bet that i'd get less than 10 marks for the chinese test? :D

oh, and i'm uber jealous of ning and tabs. i bet you guys had so much fun watching hollaback crew, boo! :D

HE DID IT. i feel uber happy for n1 and n2. :D so sweet!

anyway, i'm toast for the physics test. boo.

wheeee! the past 2 days were fun fun fun. haha. :D so anyway, stayed back yesterday with atm, pig, bing and fred to supposedly 'study'. in the end, i was the only one studying because we ended up chatting about disgusting stuff again. then pig, bing and i went to century square to buy donuts. :D pig bought the chocolate ones and i bought the cinnamon- bing koped 2 from us each. hmph. bought 50cent drinks from the interchange vending machine then ate macs before going home. (achieved the motive of getting pig and bing to talk more. :D)

today was uber fun! went out with atm, noob1 (n1) and noob2 (n2) to parkway parade. bought anderson's ice cream (yum) then atm and i pangsehed n1 and n2 near the toilets. we hid at the staircases while they waited outside for us even though i've ordered them not to follow us. (lol, they obeyed for a split second) atm and i wanted to go downstairs, but when we opened the door to the staircases- there was horribly creepy piano music playing eerily. we were so scared. :( when we got the guts to go downstairs, we went to 77th street to stalk a certain bracelet but got caught by n1 and n2 when we left, rofl. then we saw tabitha boon! my g/a/b/m, she looks dammit good haha! after that we pangsehed them yet again in giant and isetan, just to let them have time alone. finally went to the food court to eat, then took bus to paya lebar mrt. atm took some pictures of them rofl. reached home at 7.40pm and almost missed my last episode of the channel8/7pm show! :( however it was worth it, mwhahahah.

now for the funniest things your friends say:
n2 'you ren cai wo de jiao.'
n1 'shi wo cai de.'

because i'm so bored i did this quiz thinger.

Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were low which suggests you are overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense too often of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

trait snapshot:
messy, outgoing, open, self revealing, ambivalent about chaos, unpredictable, not good at saving money, social, likes large parties, likes to stand out, risk taker, makes friends easily, does not like to be alone, rash, sarcastic, craves attention, social chameleon, low self control, food lover, not rule conscious, weird, assertive, not a perfectionist, anti-authority, thrill seeker, vain, likes to fit in, reckless, emotionally sensitive, leisurely, trusting.

LOL. :D

i think our class did really well for the debate against 4D today, partly because 4D were bloody losers and didn't prepare anything. they were so nonchalant about it until merlyn sng came in as a judge LOL. i really showed some attitude though, i think i uttered some profanities at a point of time and walked out, but never mind. :D i even stared at the first speaker/opposition when he raised his band- we stared until he put down his hand.

anyway, my peeked at the marks and if we are right- we won. :D

by the way, excellent appeal letter tudi. :)

so after the debate i went over to 3G and did a bit of amath revision with atm, pig and bing. atm and i went high on the way to the mrt station and started talking about digging holes and inserting seeds rofl. our conversation was so damn dirty lol. then we tried to get pig and bing to talk, but to no avail. boo. when the smart me decided to eat ice cream at tampines interchange and bing wanted to drink something from the 50cents vending machine, we started talking for half an hour or more. wheee. even though i was probably the brightest light bulb ever, at least they talked. GOOD LUCK. i'll always support you two. :)

was rather pissed an

was rather pissed and upset with the chinese test today, but really, thanks much to all of you who cheered me up.

atm } the beach is a sure thing.
pig } you won't fail. :D
tudi } carry on being your lame self. :)
pam } cheer up!
bing } work hard with pig. :D

and to those who were there for me and chatted with me tonight. wheee. i love you all mwhahahhah. :D

since everyone knows my curfew is at 10pm, good night world!

(i'm a proud member of AGE.)

ahhh, apologies to pig for making her wait so long! sorry sorry, my brother didn't want to relinquish the computer- he was apparently pwning a hacker in gunz. thanks for the song. :D

anyway, pissed off with chemistry and disappointed with literature. can't believe that i'm a half mark away from an A1 for chemistry, and boo, 16/25 for literature. it's a horrible mark. gotta pwn macbeth once and for all.

the english test was okay, wasn't sure if i was persuasive enough in my report though, but yeah. hope that miss t gay doesn't mark it. pe was equally dumb. this new pe teacher pumped frederick because when he asked who was the pe rep, frederick apparently replied 'lim pei'. retard much? :D

ate at swensens after school because steph and i both craved their fries and ice cream seemed very tempting, lol. pig, you owe me money.

i just realised one of macbeth's themes is omnipresent, even now. it's that duplicity/disguise one. to me, some people always put up a facade to protect their real personalities. why? if you're a bitch, be one. if you're a nerd, stay one. if you're a retard, that's too bad. it's definitely better being real and hated for it, then being fake but still hated for it.

tag me! :)

liming passed this to me.

- 7 random facts about me.
> i talk/crap/bitch/gossip a lot
> i adore formula 1 (and its drivers)
> i hate people who don't reply my messages
> i'm horribly unfit
> i have an unhealthy obsession for badges
> i like languages (there's this exception- writing mandarin)
> i've a grade 8 piano practical certificate

- 7 celebrity crushes.
> ethan hawke
> chad michael murray
> drake bell
> boyd holbrook
> robert pattinson
> jesse mccartney
> ng chee yang

- 7 qualities i want in a potential boyfriend/girlfriend.
> understands me better than i do myself
> able to converse with me
> taller than me by at least 10cm
> intelligent
> able to make me smile regardless of my mood
> able to make me run
> loves me for who i am

- 7 things that scare me.
> results
> bad grammar
> cats
> bad spelling
> someone who'd win my high score in msn minesweeper flags
> more examinations
> physical pain

- 7 random songs at the moment.
> good day } the click five
> pieces } sum 41
> if i die } something corporate
> gomenasai } t.A.T.u
> ichirin no hana } high and mighty color
> please don't do this } plain white t's
> until the day i die } story of the year

- 7 things i like/love most.
> music
> formula 1
> family and friends
> thrashing tudi in minesweeper flags
> rebuking authority
> accomplishing
> sleep

- 7 things i plan to do before i die.
> reach maple level 150
> give US21k to my parents and 5cents to my brother
> kick chm's ass
> play a damned difficult piano piece by memory
> meet all my friends who live overseas
> fulfil all the promises i've made before
> go on tv

- 7 things i say most.
> fcuk
> you suck
> huh?
> what?
> haha
> i hate you
> why?

- 7 people who needs to do this.
> whoever
> who
> wants
> to
> do
> this
> :D

went out after school on thursday with atm, pig and stephie because it was a supposed cheer-up session for atm. :) lol, maybe we were overcautious, but never mind. anyway, we ended up pigging out in genki sushi. :D

attended cca again because i'm a good girl. then my pr*s*d*nt oh-so-subtly insulted tabs' and my photography skills when we grouped up together. yay. whatever, she's not worth my time. adopted 2 juniors for a photography assignment which will probably turn into a shopping assignment, but i don't really care. handover in 2 weeks time, who wants to set up a betting pool regarding whether i get into exco? :D

i'm so pissed off that the temptation of pointing the middle finger at him was so overwhelming- my hand shot up. he has gone too far! maybe it was necessary, but his intent of deducting that mark was that he didn't want me to be top among his classes, hence the 29/30. thanks a lot! kick your balls rip out your testicles slap your face punch your guts doctor baboon rapes you.

went out with eloise today to tampines mall. it was so coincedental that my parents wanted to go there too, so it fits our plan nicely. talked and walked before we went to the coffee bean because i wanted to drink the mocha ice blended (didn't drink it for a long time). when we were sitting down and chatting again, this donation guy (jia hui) suddenly came to our table and sat down like he know us. started badgering for donations which have a minimum! donations which require a minimum are not donations. we ended up donating 2 dollars each anyway. :D okay, so after donating we thought he'd leave, but no, he continued sitting there and chatting with us about everything- school (he's from fairfield and now is in temasek polytechnic), campus superstar, crap and all. i think he just wanted to slack from collecting donations, but my g/a/b/m, the whole incident was so funny. he kept making fun of eloise's name and that i'm in the special stream (believe it!) and we just chatted and laughed like that for half an hour, lol. i was so shocked rofl. then i needed the toilet so we left, stalked him for a while but i think he saw us so we really left. i can't get over this lmao.

bought a myuk pouch for my cell because the other one's too dirty already. it has 'sure :D whatever' on it and i persuaded eloise to buy the 'what part of get a life do you not understand?' because i think it rocks. wheeee. shopped a while before my father phoned me to tell me to go home then if i wanted a car ride, so i did. quite an amusing day out haha.

watched 'xian jian qi xia zhuan' (atm and pig both asked at the same time) which was quite nice actually, and now i just wanna sleep.

happy birthday stephie :)

ahaha just as expected today's literature test is open-book LOL. should be able to scrape a pass but i think i went off-point for part a. boo.

yesterday while we were eating in the canteen after school, shawn and jan phoned me to report something horrifyingly disgusting, rofl. this woman who was eating ntuc bread went into mcdonald's and ate the leftovers in a tray someone left behind. then when the cleaner asked if she still wanted to eat, she said yes. omg. i think if i were there, i'd lmao immediately. still wished i was there though lol. bet shawn, jan and ning (and whoever who was there) laughed like crazy.

whee. i still don't like miss t gay.

anyway, after school today 3D went insane (i swear, i didn't start it) so i went over to 3G. it's so fun there rofl. chatted with atm, pig, bing hao and janson. we were gossiping about nibihs and then janson pretended to be a girl and smsed him. got him to call and pig conversed with him using a horribly fake voice. :D he's so gay, pig asked him to sing a song and he really did, wtf, so we recorded everything down. :D

after the dude locked up the classrooms we walked to the mrt under the rain. with umbrellas and ice cream though, haha. while buying ice cream we met RODDIE! she was so nice, she sheltered pig under her umbrella. :) cheers for roddie! wheeee.

oh yeah, i kneed frederick today. it's addictive.

i think i'm sick. i've been sneezing like crazy, and i want to sleep. this sucks (except the sleeping part).

anyway, stayed back to do the noticeboard decorations, when in actual fact debby came back and we played bridge/daitee/stress. wore debby's tie for most of the day (vjc vjc!) and met pig and atm later at the canteen. then it rained like crap, completed with a majestic thunderstorm which made pig and i stuck in the tampines interchange. this sucks.

i'm still sneezing. this sucks.

on a brighter note i think i've done relatively satisfactory for my chemistry test. at least i hope so.

good luck with our lives.

wheee! today's formula 1 melbourne grand prix rocked! anyone else watched it except for debby? i feel like talking and talking about it for hours lol. at least it compensates for the 3 week wait for the san marino grand prix. YAY i love formula 1.

i'm actually watching campus superstar rofl, and because yuyang is out i'll support ZHIYANG! because he's uber cute and he sings better than that renfred who just have shitloads of money.

chemistry test tomorrow boo.

atm } the beach's a deal. :)
jolene } hi name twin! missed you much. :)

happy april's fool! may you get pranked like you never did before.