hmm I went Chinatown with some people from my school on Friday. The things there are really cheap! Felt like buying some of them but I did not bring enough money.


Shuyu and Vengmov @ Chinatown! =D

I feel so helpless. I tried to study for the past few days but nothing seemed to have gone into my head. It's like I feel tired whenever I try to do some work or study my notes. I don't know why this is happening. All I know is that this can't continue. I can't concentrate. I need motivation. I need someone to keep me going. How I wish I can do something about it. Looking blankly at the question makes me feel so helpless, for I completely have no idea how to solve the question and this totally discourages me from going on further. My blank mind and memory only remind me of the harsh reality of the fact that I am not having enough revision. All right, I don't know what I am talking as well. I am desperate to get something constructive done; properly done.

May be I shall go MacRitchie Reservoir again someday and scream my lungs out. Sometimes I just feel like scolding some nasty words at myself, hoping that I'll wake up.

Nothing seems to work.

Shuyu S C R E A M S!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I received a few surprises today. In conclusion, I am happy today.

Life has been good recently. Many said that J2 life will be quite hectic and stuff. Personally I think it is still manageable, up to now at least. I think may be it is because I have been through O levels and that's why I am kind of prepared to take up this challenge. Once a person starts to appreciate the things around him, he will realise that this world is not so bad after all.

Saturday is coming. Edward, Yu Cheng and many other seniors will be able to book out. Don't think I will have the chance to meet them up. Just hope that they can stay healthy and stop falling sick.

I have thought about it. I don't know why I can manage it so well. I have no idea why I am not very affected by it at all. I am so calm and cool. So much so that I am starting to worry whether I am all right; whether I am normal; whether I will just collapse someday. Oh well, low expectation leads to little disappointment. May be that is the why. Perhaps, perhaps..

*Am I asking for too much?*

WeeeeeEEEE!!! Finally I'm able to blog again!! Oh well, my Internet Explorer has been down for quite sometime already. My dad says that it's some software problem, which will take some time to repair. Anyway, the Internet Explorer is still down. I'm using another software, called Tencent Traveler, to access internet now. I never knew it can work!! =x

NJC Orientation 2006 had really been fun. It had been quite tiring to be an OGL, but I never regretted! Cuz it gave me the chance to meet so many nice people, and of course my juniors! wahh!! I'm so happy! This year's 06S15 has so many similarities compared to my class and my senior class (04S15). They play basketball after lessons, play cards whenever and wherever they can and most importantly, they are as crappy as us!! Just like what one of my seniors had said, 'Well, it's just S15.' I can't wait for the angel-mortal game to start!!

Hmm. I'm really missing my seniors loads. Life in Nj is so different without them. Seniors from 04S15, Track & Field, Council, etc. wahh.. =
Photo taken with J1s.