WheeEE!! Exactly one week to my China trip! I can't wait to leave Singapore and travel around! I can't wait to see snow and I miss the cold weather so much! My wings are ready to fly =)

Quite a lot of unexpected things happened since Wednesday. Complicated, too complicated. I'm too lazy and too tired to sort everything out by now. Let it be. Perhaps that's the best way out. I can't be giving in forever. Taurusians are the most stubborn people around, you know it well.

Working as Standard Chartered Marathon staff is really fun. Got to know some new people and learnt a lot about customer service. A big, bright smile is a must have.

Went Zouk on Sat. It was fantastic there. I truly enjoyed myself. Haha. But sometimes I feel that it's just so not me to dance that way in those places. Havoc, josh said. Yet, it felt really good, momentarily at least.

I've yet to purchase a dress for gradnight! And it's only 6 days away! I need to get heels and a camera too! I'm so dead. For now, I shall just try to lose as much weight as possible. I am determined to achieve my targeted weight in the next 2 to 3 months!
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Anyway, below are some of the photos I've taken during the Graduation Day. I'll update the rest when I have the time.


James lames. haha.
My dearest xiao ting ting darling.
My beloved bro, 'small mosquito', haowen.
Popo and I!!! =D =D Say cheeeese!
Lover Zhijun.
Gentlemanly, nice, friendly, sweet, helpful --> my bro, yuliang =)

I woke up this morning and looked out of my window. The sky was so blue and the sun was so big! What a perfect day for beach activities =D I want to go to the beach someday!!! =(

I remembered that one of my wishes was to visit my god father Mr. Yea after my exams. And TADAA!! I bumped into him at AMK today!!! wahhh!! I miss him so so so much!

Since I couldn't stand the horrible state of my room anymore( with notes lying everywhere, from study table to computer desk to the floor), I decided to tidy up my room tonight(finally). Haha. So much paper to be thrown away, man!

Another wonderful day!! And thanks for your concern, jc n j.ng! =))

Happy Birthday dear Dom and dear Joyce!
Jia you for your exams dear Lee Koon!! Gambatte!! neh! =D
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If only you could say sorry..
Ha. That's not gonna happen, I know.

Well, I have been chionging Goong DVDs for the past few hours. Haha. I'm feeling very happy out of a sudden =)

Life after As is not that bad afterall. I think I ought to put all the heavy-hearted stuff aside first and indulge myself in the joy of having received an eight month break finally =)

I once said that I would like to change the setting of my room. Well, I've come up with a theme during these few weeks -- Autumn. That's my favourite season of the year. I love the fall colours. Autumn is a very romantic and beautiful season. Nothing beats strolling through the enchanting deciduous forest and seeing the maple leaves dancing in the air =) See:

Nice right!?!?!??

Have been going out every single day since the day I had my last paper. I am really glad that my poor ns friends could spare me their weekends just to shop and play pool with me! =) That feeling was great, really. I am sure that they must have had a hard time choosing tops for me!! haha. Badminton before I leave Singapore ok guys? =D

Oh oh and there was another incident during the weekend. I was playing badminton with Ruth and her church friends on Sunday night. Haven't been exercising ever since term 3 ended!! Haha. Anyway the main point is, during supper time, while those people were introducing themselves to me, I came to know that one of them is actually a teacher in nj!! OMG! haha no wonder I found his face familiar lah! But he had never taught me before and hence I didn't really know his existence in school until then. hahaha!!

hmMMm. All the girls are thinking of where to get their prom dresses now. I am so puzzled! I want to lose more weight before purchasing my dress!! But there's so little time left and I've abt 2.5kg more to go! And I told dad that our family needs to get a better camera and he approved of my idea immediately! wah!! New camera!! yay yay yay!!

And and and, I AM GOING TO READ AS MANY CHINESE NOVELS AS POSSIBLE to improve my chinese!! You won't believe how terrible my chinese is now. Omg I wonder how I am going to communicate with my relatives when I return China! And oh yah, speaking of returning China for holidays, it's so stupid lah! All thanks to the switching of nationality sia, now I must make visa in order to visit China! =(

I'm so happy lah! Life is finally back to normal! The carefree, optimistic, mad and cheerful sushi has returned! =D

Life is great!!!!!!!

I was happy last night, and the night before. Thank you.

I am tired, I am pissed. heh. I'm such a fool.

Anyway, I like the colour of my hair now.

Well, end of As means the beginning of a new chapter in my life. I'm gonna miss S15 lots and lots and lots. I can't imagine my life in nj without them. They've added so much colours to my life.

And fel fel, I'm really starting to miss you loads. So glad that I have you with me in S15 too!! =)

Shit.. I'm already starting to feel empty and lost now.. and there's still one last paper left. omg..

My pet grasshopper died =(
8 months and 15 days =(
Now I suspect it's because I'm so busy with exams nowadays that I didn't feed it with enough vegetables =(

Ha. 3 days more to total freedom.
Mum said that she's not going to give a damn about whatever I want to do after A levels. I couldn't believe it when she said that to me. It's like, ha, so not her to say this kinda stuff. Haha.

And so I've decided to highlight my hair finally, would be getting it done by this week.

The next two weeks are so packed. ahhh.

I don't know what gift to get for Ya Song kor. Was thinking of perfume but I don't know if he ever wears one. I really can't wait to see him in early December. Well, he's going me to bring me to attend one of his lectures in his university! And he's going to roam Shanghai with me and visit the famous Xi Hu too. Haha this will be my first time going on holidays with a friend and with no parents around!

Oh yah I think it's started snowing in Harbin recently =D
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Even though certain things can never be the same again, I guess life is still good for me. I've already got over it and will be moving on soon. Well, that's because I've realised that I ought to invest more in those who really care for me. I've been neglecting them.. Haha. Trying to reach out for the sky will never work. New lesson learnt!

Lee Koon I miss you I miss you I miss you!! And yes your tag surprised me!! Brightened up my day too! =D You know I was studying at Macs just now and suddenly I thought of you.. I miss hearing your voice!! I miss waking you up with all sorts of methods I can think of! I miss the sum-tk discussions we had! I miss the Chinatown trip I went with you! I miss hearing you speaking Japanese!!!! Can you believe it? It has been a year since we got to know each other! aaHHHhh and it has been 4 months since the last time I saw you during the band concert!! I was so jealous of khainam when he told me that he saw you at nus library today(Sat) lah!! You must must take care okay?? Gimme 13 days and we can meet up at Coffee Bean again!! =D
I LOVE YOU!!

New song of the moment: Perhaps Love fr Gong, by Howl and J.
The song gave me strength.