24 November 2008

I'm losing momentum. 4 days more to go. I need some motivation..

I read this somewhere:
"Remember legend has it that the quiet ones are often the most surprising in bed!"

Sounds interesting man.

Alamak, but I have a thing for quiet guys. Perhaps I should take note of their darker sides when I go out with them next time. Who knows they might become a pervert when no one is around.

Anyway, I think, I think only, that the above statement is very true. 

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Haiz. It's a tough job for me, but I know I have to.
Hida was gazing at the sky at 00:30.

20 November 2008

3 monsters down, 2 more to come. ALAS!

I've been spending weeks alone at home since Primary 6 but it seems that this year is the toughest time of all. It's not that I'm feeling lonely or bored at home or whatever. What actually troubles me is how little time I have to do housework each week. I've been out studying day and night so often that I don't even have the time to wash my clothes. And after I wash them, because I'm always not at home during the day, my damp clothes can't even get sunned. My house is so dusty! ALAS!

Another thing. I come back so late everyday that I don't even have the chance to go NTUC to get myself some fruits and snacks. 

SAD TO THE MAX.

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"I wish I could be the one you think about when we make love."
This is the saddest secret I've seen from PostSecrets.
Hida was gazing at the sky at 02:31.

15 November 2008

Darn. Listening to sad songs makes me more upset. 

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I'm someone who needs constant assurance and affirmation.
Hida was gazing at the sky at 23:13.

13 November 2008

You are 100% OUT for me if you:

1. Smoke
2. Don't shave properly (grooming)
3. Are shorter than me by >5cm
4. Are one of those guys who are very fair and flabby but love to wear singlets
5. Fancy branded goods
6. Can't get along/mix well with kids

Can't think of more for the moment.

Hida was gazing at the sky at 23:54.


Alright. I guess I must do something to save myself from this storm.

Rule No. 1:

STOP CHECKING.

That's all for now. I'll be ready for the next step when I can achieve this.
Hida was gazing at the sky at 00:32.

11 November 2008

I am having exam blues! 

Shit friend will also be having exams very soon so I've got to leave shitty alone to study more often. Sighhh... I can't always be disturbing my dearest shitty shit sia.. Although I love doing so. LoL. Haha. 

Yes it has been almost a year now. Has there been any improvements? I don't know. There have been several _________ outbreaks here and there so I really have no idea.. I thought it's almost gone, but somehow it's always hidden somewhere, trying to ambush me. Sometimes it catches me in surprise and I totally will be lost for a few hours or even days. Does it sound like it's haunting me? Hmmm..

I so want to watch movie nowww!! Can someone ask me out for a movieeee???


Hida was gazing at the sky at 01:44.

09 November 2008

I'm missing you so much suddenly. 
Hida was gazing at the sky at 23:51.

07 November 2008

I'm very, very disappointed with some people. In fact I wanted to say I'm very pissed at them. But anger doesn't usually stay for long, disappointment is the one that actually lasts.

Often do we hear our friends say that person A is a very responsible person blah blah blah. Can anyone tell me what is the statement based on? How do you measure responsibility? Or, can it even be measured in the first place? That's something I don't quite understand but I guess the judgement is usually done by comparison, based on our experiences and the social norm.

Anyway, it seems that there are just some people who want to be different. They seem not to have any self awareness and perhaps, even proud of it (alright, this is just an assumption).

What I need now, I realise while showering (as usual), is to keep them under control using my intelligence. It's a battle of the minds. I don't believe that I can't win this game with an IQ score of about 140 (according to 2 online IQ tests I've taken).

Photo taken with The President, Mr S R Nathan, during the convocation dinner back in July. Clickable. I'm sure it's not difficult at all to spot me.
The message attached.

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原来我们之间还是缺少了一些默契...

而我跟你之间却缺少了一些缘分...
Hida was gazing at the sky at 23:54.

05 November 2008

Alright, so I woke up early in the morning today and headed down to the China Embassy to apply for my visa. I queued for an hour just to hand in that stupid form to the counter. Lousy efficiency! Anyway, I'm really feeling dumb right now because now that I'm no longer a PRC Chinese, I have to apply for visa in order to visit my relatives! Although it says that no visa is needed for 15 days of visit or less, my visits usually last 3 weeks or more.. oh wells.

For this who have watched Hellboy 2 sometime back, I'm sure you are familiar with this song--Can't Smile Without by Barry Manilow. Enjoy =)



I so miss oldies..

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I feel sad when you are sad..
Hida was gazing at the sky at 00:05.

03 November 2008

Oh man I haven't been sleeping for the past 41 hours!

Whyy? Because I drove my mama to the airport at 3am and stayed there with her to wait for her VERY early mornig flight. After that went to meet up with bestie for breakfast. What followed was hours of studying and stoning.

My mama is a chio bu of all time ok?! She's almost 50 years old!
Had supper/VERY early breakfast with mama at the airport. Bought this from the cafe, it was nice =))
I was being VERY bored and sleepy that I had to do sketches of my bestie to keep myself awake. It turned out my bestie cannot recognise what I was drawing, so I call them nameless A and B.
Bestie's favourite dian3 xin1, Bo1 Luo2 Bao14, at Xin Wang HK Cafe. My favourite dian3 xin1, the French Toast, was destroyed by him (while I was in the toilet) before I could take a photo of it. Sighh...
Our drink, Yin Yang dunno what.

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Those promises are still valid.. Will be there for you =))
Hida was gazing at the sky at 00:34.

02 November 2008

After 12 freaking torturous weeks, TECH COMM FINALLY CAME TO AN END!

OH YEAH!

Anyway, our oral presentation was a VERY impromptu one. And we all ended up in the B range. But the thing is, we DON'T CARE!!! It's merely a 2 AU worth of shit that wasted us SO much time. Bloody hell.

To hell with Tech Comm!

Anyway, after the presentation, we went to rot at Canteen A. And Liwen played around with my camera. HAHA.

Miss Banana.
Miss Banana and Ms Sushi, aka me.
Liwen.
Hida was gazing at the sky at 01:10.