Over the crunchy choc.

The friendship grown to be more than just friends. It is now the bond of someone you want in your life. Thank you for being the girl I adore, Nurizyan Sapar.

The rollers

A rollercoaster,
Ups and downs.
Where we see the worst and best,
The good and bad
The moments where we wish we can do them all over again
The excitement, the rush
From the heart within.
In her.
In him.

Roll roll.
Till you no longer can.

Wanting need and needing the want

When I was a little kid, I used to think that these two words conveyed the same meaning. "i want the cake because i need to eat", "i want the toys because i need to play", " i want the book because i need to read". Things like that.

But when you are older you get to realize that whatever you want is not necessarily what you need. And whatever you need doesnt necessarily what you want. That is why when we are talking about what you want and what you need, it might lead to a never-ending discussion.

When you need me, but you don't want me, i will stay
But when you want me, but you don't need me, i'll go.
(Nanny McPhee)

But just maybe, we want things that we need just because we need things what we want.

Not because i need but because i want therefore i need to satisfy my wanting.

Sounds selfish? Go Figure the meaning.

I want to walk to you because i want you. I need to walk to you because i need you.

Come back faster.

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Rain rain please just stay, just tonight please if you may.

Raindrops

Whenever it is raining, I always feel sort of melancholy. The feel of being sad, romantic, fear, happy, contented, etc will take their own turn each time. One by one.

As of tonight, I feel nostalgic. I remember one day when it was raining so hard I decided to just step outside and do nothing. Not exactly nothing. Well, let just say it was a good cover. But it works. Sadly, I am not really a rain person. I mean, I get sick easily if I played in the rain.

So I stepped outside. I suddenly remember someone gave me a lovely umbrella, with a tree motive printed on it. It is a really nice umbrella, one I am reluctant to use. But tonight, I played with the rain. With the umbrella. With the water drops. I know I miss this someone. I know I need to keep myself strong. After all, I am still seeing clouds and shadows on what will happen next. Next? Stop.

Rain rain please just stay.
Just tonight please if you may.

thank you

Oh. The rain stopped.

With no words

the push on that swing

Swing the swingswing, Say nothing.

No words needed. The moment treasured.

One you can sit on a porch swing with,

 never say a word, 

then walk away with the feel of the best conversation ever.

That someone.

yes, you.

the shoulder to cry on

If running is possible to reach you, I am already on my way now.

=)

I am happy thank you very much. Yes, despite everything in my daily life.

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one step closer.

to Malaysia..