Dirtybags of the clingy girl

Muddy stealer? What about the green grass you love? Who took whose? Eating from the inside, and asking for the friend. Be grateful if you are happy, if you ever.

Sorry isnt really your forte...

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Tell me

Love hurts.

Because of love, you hate
Because of love, you are in pain
Because of love, you feel sick.

Why love?

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Dot

Will I ever be able to make sense of everything?
But that is the purpose of surprise. The privilege of not knowing.
Woken up by heartache of unknown.
Unresolved dreams.

Self pity.

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Good ride, bro.

When will I get the chance? I want to ride this!!

Thank you Astro Awani

I may not look good in television,
I may not have any script.
I may talk ridiculously since I am nervous.

But at least I know I am not alone.

From this experience, I know that there are others out there who feel me.

Yes, being a teacher means you get to educate your kids. But can you measure their success by their result only? How about their maturity? How about their motivation? How about their willingness to learn?

Thank you for hearing me out.

=)

My TFTN kids

I am so proud with you. All of you. Remember that.

I am even prouder that you try harder than before.I am even prouder when you told me you want to make me happy because I made you happy.

It is not the lesson that I gave you that matters now now. It is the lesson that I learned from all of you. I am always looking at the bright kids and always be in that group (no, I am not bragging, just lucky), I forgot that kids like you deserve the attention too.

Thank you for giving me this opportunity to be happy with all of you. Despite what others will say about you, stand tall and proudly tell them this: ' at least i gave my best. How about you?'


Miss Izzaty,
Pantai Kelanang 2012

Prayers for GAZA

O Allah,
Please...keep them safe.
Please...let them have their shelter.
Please...save those innocent.
Please...

Free them from all the pain, from all the tears.

Future Impossible Tense

Haha this is good!! Wish I am as creative as this in the class hehe!

Tie your tie

I want to learn all!!! First step: buy one tie. Haha!

No doubt, bro.

This kind of people.....

Well, teachers cant do much when the parents already have things like this in their perception. Sigh...

Slowly the feeling comes...

The feeling of losing someone you really close with.
Or sharing.
I hate this feeling.

Even when she can still be around, it is just not the same.

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Hanging and holding on

For the tears you made me shed, I hate you.

For the lessons you made me learn, I thanked you.

And to date, I see no reason to seek someone like you.

Heartless?

Silly.

We choose our own path
We design our own pattern
Stop pretend that everything is other's fault but admit that we allow that to happen.

Start by taking the responsibilities.

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Play it right.

Life can be so funny.
There will be time we play with love. But when the time comes and you finally realize that you want to get serious, love plays with you.

That reality bites you so hard you started to blame everyone near you, anyone you can. Thing is, why cant you just keep your mouth shut and move on? Because you know you are stubborn right? Because you refused to let others win.

But the thing is, you lost the battle already even before you begin. You hurt others, remember?

Karma babe, karma.

Sweet 18 thank you

I am always reminded by the fact that I am no longer a kid. This year marked the year I am who I am now. Thank you Allah for all the blessings You gave me, and more to come hopefully.

Teacher Ismizaty

Being a teacher is not a glamourous profession that one will be praised and looked upon by society. The mentality of thinking teaching profession is the last resort for not having any work is still there, and practiced by some, so why bother to deny, right? So they said.

I dont want to deny, even I am ashamed to admit I am a teacher. Just, for another reason. I am not good enough as a teacher. I should be better. At times when my kids refused to finish their work, or when they simply made me angry in any way possible, I feel like I failed as a teacher.

Why? Why should I feel so? I know I've tried my best. Heck, I even went all out in my classes. Maybe not hard enough.

I am still going to try. To be better. To be the best teacher I can be, at least in my own point of view.

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Who will stay?

You know,
Honestly, I don't want someone who sees the good in me. I want someone who sees the bad and still wants me.

There will always be people who like you when you are nicely behaved. Not all will be by your side and hold your hand when you are at your worst.

Who will stay.

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Crust

Some small parts of life will be so scrumptious you will always remember. For remaining some, they will be bitter and best forgotten. Those includes the crust and hard-made cakes you hurt yourself doing it till your hands burned.

But the scar is still there, blatantly annoying to let the picture keep on coming.

Your Superheroin

I was ready to go to sleep when suddenly unwanted thoughts came to mind. Even though I always fight to forget those memories, I came to think about them one by one. Every single detail I remembered. Every happiness and sadness, fights and betrayals, using and being used, everything. Then 1 thing came to mind- I am actually a superhero.

I always endured everything on my own. There goes my first strength and weakness at the same time. Nevertheless, I realized people always find me when they need help with anything at all. I used to have a perception that I am so gullible and easily fooled by others. However, to think again, they are the ones who find me. I'm the one in their mind when the time gets tough. Ordinary person with superhero will to help people, no?

Regardless everything, even though I ended up being sad again, I came to conclusion that I am perfect that way. =)

Truly care.

Just for that one second of life, I wished everything was different.

Holiday

Like a boss!

Write and rewrite

Been re-writing the same story. Some folded, some untold. Some remained mystery. Talked some through, ignored by some too. 

The brush keep on finding the stroke, to see if there is still hope. 

Run baby, RUN!

Because of the priceless expressions =) 

p/s: Before you start looking at the pics, I just want to warn you: These pictures are not taken by professional photographer hence the lack of sharpness and not so good angle. Thank you.  

Trapped

In so-called wonderful painting with colourful palate.

Writing and being written. Not the same feeling.

The feeling of you writing ANYTHING on your own is never the same with the feeling of being written about. Especially when things written are merely from monthly report you sent for any activity you did. I guess, it sounds better on paper. No, too good. I can't believe I wrote that at the first place. It was like complaining at the same time showing off, no? Haha. I guess I cannot stop others from judging. Things can be interpreted differently based on how people see them, but what I wanted to do was just sharing my experiences.

Full article? Here: The Star


Yes, there are just haters who don't believe the good and honesty of others.

From Aussie, with love

I love the fact that Jan Harvey never fail to make me feel loved.

And lovely companies that made me smile over and over again.

Girlfriends

They bitch
They talk
They hate
They poke
They can be mean
They can be sweet

For that is their way of showing love.

SSP presents Comrades0004

I regret that I don't. Or did I?

every word you say I think I should write down
Don't want forget come daylight.

Some girls.

Must read. =)

Teach For The Needs (TFTN)

Free tuition for those needed!

People asked me, why should I add another burden to my own worrisome load in school when I can get money out of tutoring? I just smile and said, 'Why not?'

True, I have no exact reason. During my years as a children, I always want to help my friends in their studies, even as early as primary years. I hate them copying my homework. I hate them for forcing me to give them my book or they'll do something to me. Worse, I had 3 different schools due to my parents' work so being the new student doesn't help.

I heard my dad complained about really weak students, how hard he tried to help them JUST WRITE THEIR NAMES. I heard my mum told me about how she helped those poor in her school.

These students are the ones who will be very thankful to the teachers because someone truly cared for them.

So now that I have the time, (some) money, and the needed force, why not?

Then, comes the question, 'Why Teach For The Needs? Why not doing it on your own?'

I have always picture myself to do free tutoring for those who cannot afford to join tuition due to financial problem. But when a friend of mine mentioned that he wanted to initiate a project that will support this, I'm thinking, 'Why not?'. Yes, it was spontaneous. I don't even think twice to say 'yes'.

Am I a very good teacher to be SO confident in doing this?

I never claim that I am good, but I know by just complaining and doing nothing is not good. So, there.

I might not the best, but I will try my best to cater those who need my help, those who want my help.

There will be people who will underestimate our projects. Yes, they are being cynical to us on how our project will not be consistent and how fast it will stop as how fast it started. But who are you people to judge when we are determined to make this happen? Your words wont bring us down. Really.

No, this is not to promote whatever I did. I just do what I can. But, if you really want to help too, you can click on the link below.

TEACH FOR THE NEEDS

Web: http://www.teachfortheneeds.org/

Blog: http://teachfortheneeds.blogspot.com/

You can see what are the things we did, and how you can be part of us. =) No, you wont get paid, but you will get your own kind of satisfaction by the end of the day. Believe me.

Oh, all teachers are welcome to do this at your own school, with your own selected students. But, for non-teachers, you can still help. How? Click the link above haha. 

Any other question now? ;)

After so long...

I forgot how it hurts to be trapped again.

Mortarboard again.

Thank you mum and dad.
Thank you people.
Thank you to all that made this possible.

Thank you Allah.

Yayy us!

IPBA- QUT graduates
Class of 2011
(2008-2011)

Why Teach for the Needs?

Because I can do it.
And I want to.

There 's music in me

I can picture myself as a teacher. But Music Teacher? Really izzy??

Who would've guess...

Doesn't sound so legit, right?

Grab your dancing shoes

Dancing with the feet is one thing, but dancing with the heart is another. 

Do you remember me now?

I want to be remembered as the girl who always smile even when her heart is broken.
And the one that could always brighten up your day even if she couldn't brighten her own.

Oh God, whyyyy??

When you feel like reliving a familiar story, only this time you are no longer the person who is smiling. That sucks. Karma is a real bitch!

But, why make things worse... Why karma? Did I do anything to offend you lately? I am a really good girl now. I study hard to prepare before class, I am committed with my work, I work double my supposed hours without getting extra pay (7 to 7 is no joke!), I eat on time with better meal now, I made sure I spend my spare time with my family as much as I can, I don't plan (yet) on anybody special so no brokenheartedwhatevercrapImightgetinto  problem, I get together with the girlfriends and have fun whenever I am free, I shop ONLY when needed, I drink lots of plain water. I believe I did everything I can. Ok, I might  have ignored my exercise and money saving plan but I promise I will get back to them. Soon. Really.

So, y u no let me go?

First, why on my JaNNe???
Second, why okwhatevercrapishouldlabelthis*3#schsb#nsifob#hdccsxeu*???
Third, why my holiday?????

Hi,
My name is ______________, I am a workaholic.

-___________-"

Road trip

Haven't had this much fun for so long.
Thank you girls.

Congratulation syena & kn!!

Old memories going clearer.

Mr. X told me to be strong because nobody can make us stronger except for ourselves. He also told me to believe nobody but myself. He made me found my inner strength.

But then he destroyed it.

Now, tell me. I am not strong enough, right? Because he actually been preparing me to dodge the bullet but I failed.

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Goshh

Don't make me mad and tell me to calm down.
That is like stabbing me bad and wonder why am I bleeding.

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Sweet talk.

Tea time.
Full with calories.
Layered with smiles within.

Who can resist a life full with the loved ones?

Few chose to leave but many find their ways to me. One is on the way to be the brother, and I am more than happy.

Thank you, Allah.

Y U Judge?

So what if you know something about someone?
You might not know the full story.

So what if you heard what they have done?
You might not know what they have been through.

Stop judging.
=)

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Not going to stop

Congrats lil sis

May you have all the happiness in the world.

Love,
Along.