Wah I'm so tired! Don't know why I feel so sleepy either. And I'm still waiting for Xintian's call so I can leave the house to meet her at Eusoff hall! Haix. If only my mum's around to send me there. Gosh of all weekends for my parents to go Taiwan. Boohoo I miss mummy and daddy. Lol.
Need to borrow some cash from Selwyn to get my laptop tmr too. My own account is not gonna be enough. The MOE TA allowance hasn't yet come in. Sigh.
Module bidding is coming up soon. This thurs in fact. I think I'll book out of hall camp to go home and bid. Damn scary la. Aiyox. I really hope I can get the lecture slots I want. So troublesome. Bryan told me his modules are like confirm can get wanx. GRr.. whhaha..no fair!
Hmmm... think I'm getting quite paranoid recently. Haix. Oh wellx.
Sunday, July 30, 2006
Gosh just returned home from clubbing...first thing I did was to have a good clean shower! I seriously don't like clubbing. Lol. This time round was just for the company, since half of Shakineh (my arts camp OG) was there... and Daphne! She was the one selling the tickets anyway. For love la, for love. Lol. We managed to get into the club at around 10.45pm... and I left at 12.15am... Lol... couldn't bring myself to stay any longer, coz I was tired after a long day, and I could NOT stand the cigarette smoke. HAha...I still have the eusoff bash to attend. Gosh... why did I buy the ticket?? Despite the cheap 10 buck ticket... gosh... I think I'll just finish the drink and head back home to Zzz... heh.
Well, it's been almost a month since I last blogged eh? So I shall have a loooong entry here to make up for it. Well... a lot of things have been happening in this short one month. Seriously. Let's start from the earlier half of the month. Relief teaching mostly... adhoc basis. But that was a little staggered by bouts of camps and driving sessions... and falling sick for a good 3 days. Yea... long time since I had a fever like that. But dear Bryan was quite sweet la... come over a bit and look after me... hee. But after I asked him to come. LOL! He was busy getting ready to head down to Aussie for his uni studies...so it was really nice of him to spare the time...wahahahha... depends on how you look at it. Heh.
Now that leads me to another thing... Dear Bryan left earlier than I thought! wahahha... naughty boy never tell me. Tsk. Wahahaha... nvm la. Over liaox. Now already 2 weeks since he left. Guess I'm kinda getting used to this long distance relationship thing... though of course it can be rather tough at times. You know... missing you boyfriend and all. Wahahaha... inevitable but hey, I'm a girl with emotions but I can handle it! *sings* coz I'm stronger than yesterday... LOL! It's kinda feels like you're single again... but of course KNOWING that you're not, and that someone you love is still there for you. Besides, I've got it all planned out already. This semester will be passing pretty quickly anyway...settling into uni life and studying hard...and playing hard. Lol. Den he'd be back for a couple of months from nov... after which he'd return to Brisbane and stay there till he graduates...which is about a year more. I'll sign up for SEP in sem 1 of my second year! Lol...and no prizes guessing which uni I'd choose. Hee. So it's just gonna be a short 5 to 6 months each time that I won't see him. Short is relative. Wahahaha... so for now I just have a goal to work to...getting a high CAP so I won't have to worry about my grades when I head over...as well as having a better chance at going over in the first place.
Oh then I went to Bangkok with Wanhua, Wanying, Madeline and her mum...and my er 'new best friend'.. IVY! Lol. Damn funny... I only just knew during this trip and I bunk in same room with her already. 6 of us...2 to a room. Lol. But it was really fun!! Ivy is extremely funny!! Seriously... you can't not laugh at least 10 times when she's around. Heh. She's that crappy. =) And I bought a whole lot of stuff during this trip! Not gonna have any more regrets this time! Totally spent all the baht dad gave... and I still changed another 150 bucks! 100 from mum and 50 from my own. WEeeee~! Finally got Selwyn his birthday pressie too. One nice set of Bodyglove clothes. My friends kept saying I was so sweet coz I kept buying for people... I was like huh..got meh... it's only my bro... coz he's my bro wad! And of course some stuff for my darling cousins... and a few accessories for my good friends... and a couple shirts for Xintian and Siqian...ok, maybe that is a little bit. Wahaha...didn't get anything for Bryan though...was thinking if I should like airmail it or something, den Hua insisted it's damn ex and he's like so far so why bother. Lol... I don't know leh... but on the other hand, it's hard to buy stuff for him also. He's so particular about the clothes he wears! Haha... and there aren't many things you can get for guys there. Oh well.
Ok the last thing I must blog about!! MOVING INTO MY HOSTEL! Woots~! Eusoff Hall rocks. Wahahaha.. it really feels like a second home. It's really a comfy spacious room. Double room that is. I'm bunking with dear Xintian. Hehe. We finished cleaning up the room already. I've already done up my side of the room halfway. Xt didn't bring any bedsheets and pillows so she couldn't do up her side... except for hanging the clothes in the wardrobe. Wahahha...realised we still lacked a whole bunch of stuff! Will head to carrefour tmr to get them if possible. Esp the fridge and fans!
I'm getting really broke. My bank account has diminished to less than half wad it was during the end of my JC years. So much for saving for uni. wAhahaha... technically I did save up for uni. And lucky I did.. otherwise I wouldn't know how I'd survive! Thank Goodness for the MOE Teaching Award Allowance too. But it's not gonna be enough la. This year it'll only be sufficient to pay for my laptop and my hostel stay for one sem. Gosh. So broke. Guess I need to ask mum for pocket money again. Tuition isn't going to be enough either. Oh wellx.
Tmr's gonna be a packed day of packing again... but before that got meeting with PAC... sianx. Lol. oh wellx. guess I better head to bed now... though I still gotta wait for my hair to dry up. Heh... ciaox~
Well, it's been almost a month since I last blogged eh? So I shall have a loooong entry here to make up for it. Well... a lot of things have been happening in this short one month. Seriously. Let's start from the earlier half of the month. Relief teaching mostly... adhoc basis. But that was a little staggered by bouts of camps and driving sessions... and falling sick for a good 3 days. Yea... long time since I had a fever like that. But dear Bryan was quite sweet la... come over a bit and look after me... hee. But after I asked him to come. LOL! He was busy getting ready to head down to Aussie for his uni studies...so it was really nice of him to spare the time...wahahahha... depends on how you look at it. Heh.
Now that leads me to another thing... Dear Bryan left earlier than I thought! wahahha... naughty boy never tell me. Tsk. Wahahaha... nvm la. Over liaox. Now already 2 weeks since he left. Guess I'm kinda getting used to this long distance relationship thing... though of course it can be rather tough at times. You know... missing you boyfriend and all. Wahahaha... inevitable but hey, I'm a girl with emotions but I can handle it! *sings* coz I'm stronger than yesterday... LOL! It's kinda feels like you're single again... but of course KNOWING that you're not, and that someone you love is still there for you. Besides, I've got it all planned out already. This semester will be passing pretty quickly anyway...settling into uni life and studying hard...and playing hard. Lol. Den he'd be back for a couple of months from nov... after which he'd return to Brisbane and stay there till he graduates...which is about a year more. I'll sign up for SEP in sem 1 of my second year! Lol...and no prizes guessing which uni I'd choose. Hee. So it's just gonna be a short 5 to 6 months each time that I won't see him. Short is relative. Wahahaha... so for now I just have a goal to work to...getting a high CAP so I won't have to worry about my grades when I head over...as well as having a better chance at going over in the first place.
Oh then I went to Bangkok with Wanhua, Wanying, Madeline and her mum...and my er 'new best friend'.. IVY! Lol. Damn funny... I only just knew during this trip and I bunk in same room with her already. 6 of us...2 to a room. Lol. But it was really fun!! Ivy is extremely funny!! Seriously... you can't not laugh at least 10 times when she's around. Heh. She's that crappy. =) And I bought a whole lot of stuff during this trip! Not gonna have any more regrets this time! Totally spent all the baht dad gave... and I still changed another 150 bucks! 100 from mum and 50 from my own. WEeeee~! Finally got Selwyn his birthday pressie too. One nice set of Bodyglove clothes. My friends kept saying I was so sweet coz I kept buying for people... I was like huh..got meh... it's only my bro... coz he's my bro wad! And of course some stuff for my darling cousins... and a few accessories for my good friends... and a couple shirts for Xintian and Siqian...ok, maybe that is a little bit. Wahaha...didn't get anything for Bryan though...was thinking if I should like airmail it or something, den Hua insisted it's damn ex and he's like so far so why bother. Lol... I don't know leh... but on the other hand, it's hard to buy stuff for him also. He's so particular about the clothes he wears! Haha... and there aren't many things you can get for guys there. Oh well.
Ok the last thing I must blog about!! MOVING INTO MY HOSTEL! Woots~! Eusoff Hall rocks. Wahahaha.. it really feels like a second home. It's really a comfy spacious room. Double room that is. I'm bunking with dear Xintian. Hehe. We finished cleaning up the room already. I've already done up my side of the room halfway. Xt didn't bring any bedsheets and pillows so she couldn't do up her side... except for hanging the clothes in the wardrobe. Wahahha...realised we still lacked a whole bunch of stuff! Will head to carrefour tmr to get them if possible. Esp the fridge and fans!
I'm getting really broke. My bank account has diminished to less than half wad it was during the end of my JC years. So much for saving for uni. wAhahaha... technically I did save up for uni. And lucky I did.. otherwise I wouldn't know how I'd survive! Thank Goodness for the MOE Teaching Award Allowance too. But it's not gonna be enough la. This year it'll only be sufficient to pay for my laptop and my hostel stay for one sem. Gosh. So broke. Guess I need to ask mum for pocket money again. Tuition isn't going to be enough either. Oh wellx.
Tmr's gonna be a packed day of packing again... but before that got meeting with PAC... sianx. Lol. oh wellx. guess I better head to bed now... though I still gotta wait for my hair to dry up. Heh... ciaox~
Saturday, July 01, 2006
Just returned from ARTS camp today... hehe... it was really fun actually. Lol. One of my more memorable and fun camps that I've attended I suppose. Wahahaha...had dinner with my OG just now. On sunday we'd be meeting up for lunch again. Lol... super enthu...but good la. Maintain friendships...they'd be my school mates for the next few years after all.
Watched Superman today. Quite a good show...should watch should watch... lol. And the new superman is really good looking man... I think he's better looking than christopher reeves...or whatever the name of the late superman was...
Haix. I'm hurting really badly right now. Not as in physically...perhaps more of internally. I really can't help this feeling. It feels horrible. Supposed to be giving tuition early tmr morning at 9am tmr...but I postponed it to the afternoon. How to give tuition in this state man. Haix. Don't want to trouble Bryan with fetching me from BBDC after that anyway. Haha...
Have you ever felt like you wanted to tell someone something really badly... but yet you don't want to? Like perhaps you are afraid of disturbing the person? Or that the person will think you silly? Or maybe because you don't want the person to worry?
It's really tough to be strong when all you want to do is break down and cry sometimes. I really don't want to hide it anymore. It's so hard. I know some bitter things have to be endured in order to enjoy sweeter things in future. But such are easier said than done. I don't understand myself sometimes. Just what am I trying to do...
Watched Superman today. Quite a good show...should watch should watch... lol. And the new superman is really good looking man... I think he's better looking than christopher reeves...or whatever the name of the late superman was...
Haix. I'm hurting really badly right now. Not as in physically...perhaps more of internally. I really can't help this feeling. It feels horrible. Supposed to be giving tuition early tmr morning at 9am tmr...but I postponed it to the afternoon. How to give tuition in this state man. Haix. Don't want to trouble Bryan with fetching me from BBDC after that anyway. Haha...
Have you ever felt like you wanted to tell someone something really badly... but yet you don't want to? Like perhaps you are afraid of disturbing the person? Or that the person will think you silly? Or maybe because you don't want the person to worry?
It's really tough to be strong when all you want to do is break down and cry sometimes. I really don't want to hide it anymore. It's so hard. I know some bitter things have to be endured in order to enjoy sweeter things in future. But such are easier said than done. I don't understand myself sometimes. Just what am I trying to do...
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